When I am in a down or negative mood, I play music. I try to get myself out of my funk by dancing and singing. I also try to write out my feelings or watch TV shows to take my mind off of things.
A nice hot shower helps, of course, with music! Just some simple things to get me through those bad days. It can be peaceful at times.
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
In the faint shadows, where the sun’s rays fade
I hide my struggles, my pains, and my tears
In the twilight’s shade
Beneath the surface, where no light can seep
Lies a world of secrets. In silence, they creep
By day, I wear a mask of calm and grace
A smile so bright, no trace of inner space
But within my heart, a tempest swirls and roars
A storm is unseen behind closed doors
Each step I take, a dance upon the wire
Balancing my fears, a tightrope of desire
In the mirror’s gaze, I see a face so strong
Yet profound inside, I know where I belong
In the night, when stars begin to gleam
I find solace in my hidden dream
In the darkness, my soul can be
A whispered truth, a silent plea
I carry on, with courage undefined
Hiding my struggles in the corners of my mind
In this journey, I will find my way
And in the light, I’ll stand one day
-Hiding-
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
I Admit that I am a person who is so stuck in my ways
I Admit that my attitude is not the best, I rage from time to time (SIGH)
I Admit that I can be a little hard to deal with and sometimes need reassurance that I’m still wanted and loved
I Admit that I have a tough time letting go
I Admit that it is hard to let my guard down and for me to fully be open
I Admit that I am afraid to love, to be vulnerable with someone
I Admit that it will be hard to not be in control all the time, when I feel the need to want to control everything
I Admit that I can be toxic in a way when I shut down and shut off from the world. I do not want to be bothered with anything or anybody. I really would not talk to anyone for days. I feel its toxic because I should just address shit instead of running a away and shutting down my emotions (BIG TRUTH)
I Admit that I have major trust issues and sometimes I just don’t believe what a person says sometimes
I Admit that it would be hard to let a man come into my life and take lead, also ADMIT this is something I will definitely work on
I Admit that when I do love someone, I LOVE HARD and care way too much
I Admit that when I find REAL LOVE I would be willing to make changes that I need to make for that right one
I Admit that I do not have all my shit together
I Admit that I feel like grief has taking over my life
I Admit that I get lost in my head, replaying a lot from the past
I Admit I am trying and a work in progress, I am healing and indeed working on me
I Admit that I am willing to change things that serve no good in my life
I Admit guilt to things I cannot change
I Admit I am always me
I Admit my truths here and now, BARE it ALL
My truths are here, LAID OUT
How about you???? What do you ADMIT?
-I ADMIT-
Blessings and Love
Thank you for reading.
In a town where whispers fueled the air
Lived a soul, both fair and rare
A heart that sought to evade the fray
Choosing instead a peaceful way
This soul, amidst clamor and din
Found strength in silence, power within
Conflict arose, as it always will
Yet, they chose a path, steady and still
“Let’s talk,” they’d say with a gentle smile
“Find common ground, walk the extra mile.”
Their words, like seeds in fertile ground
Grew into solutions, profound
Enemies turned allies in their wake
Realizing there’s more at stake
In a world eager to divide and fight
They stood as a beacon of conciliating light
The tale of their journey, far and wide
Becomes a guide, a peaceful tide
For in avoiding conflict, they did not flee
But faced it with grace for all to see!
-Conflict-
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
S-Struggle, Spiteful, Stuck
L- Lousy, Losing
I-Impatient
P- Paranoid
P- Poisonous, Pain
I-Incomplete, Imperfect, Insane
N- Numb
G- Gone, Grumpy
Feeling stuck in life, times I want to be spiteful due to my struggles
Slipping
Sometimes I feel like a lousy person who is losing at life
Slipping
So impatient with myself, with everything
Slipping
I’m on edge, constant guard up, and paranoid
Slipping
Been poisoned with hate, hurt, grief, and pain, sometimes the pain is too much to deal with
Slipping
This imperfect self, feeling lost and incomplete. Insane with my thoughts
Slipping
She is numb to it all. It is what it is
Slipping
Lately been grumpy, with no feelings. Drugging and drinking, I’m gone
Damn
I’m
Slipping…..
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
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