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Yearning!

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Hello my blog peeps

Do you have something in life, or it could be someone in life that you yearn for, that you are longing for? It can also be a place you want to be in. There can be plenty of things a person yearns for/over. Yearning for something means that you want something badly, feeling like you have to have it no matter what,  and sometimes it is what can consume you (My Opinion). You know that it could be something that is good for you, can help you, or is something that is not good for you or not needed in your life. But oh, don’t you want it badly, or maybe you do feel like it is needed for you. You want these things no matter what.

Of course, this something that you are yearning for constantly stays on your mind. Just circling around being a pest. Questioning yourself about it. Asking should I or should I not? You tell yourself “I want it, I yearn for it”.  You then overthink it; you think of all the pros and cons that you can. Think of ways around it or how to fully seek out what you want. Yearning and thinking.

Have you felt like you yearned for something in life? Was it a good or bad experience or thing? How did you deal with it?

I have been through that before. Twice one was my dreams. The second thing is I was yearning for someone. and honestly, it was not good for me. It was one-sided and left me feeling like a fool. I felt like I was yearning for this person and for a couple of years that person was always on my mind and I was thinking we could have had a future together. The feelings were not mutual. And yes it took a while to get over it because I wanted the person so bad, and did not fully pay attention to the things I should have. It was a live-and-learn situation. Even though I was hurt for months I had to get over it. I was yearning for the wrong thing at that time, I guess.

Why is it that we do that? Why is it that sometimes we want things that are not needed or want bad people to be in our lives? Not everyone of course I know it can be a natural thing to really want something (My Opinion) but I know there are people out there who go to the extremes to go after what they yearn for. Some call it being dedicated to what they want, or some call it going after your passion.

What do you think about this word? Been there before? Care to share?

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Transforming

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I am seeing a little clearer

Alert to everything around me

Transforming

Focusing on becoming a better person

Overcoming obstacles that tried to stop me

Transforming

With a different outlook on life

And a peace of mind

Transforming

Into a better version of myself

Knowing who I am, knowing my purpose

Transforming

Happiness and love bound

Truth that sounds

Transforming

It is an unstoppable wave

I’m down with being brave

I Am

Transforming

-Transforming-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

I Admit!

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I Admit that I am a person who is so stuck in my ways

I Admit that my attitude is not the best, I rage from time to time (SIGH)

I Admit that I can be a little hard to deal with and sometimes need reassurance that I’m still wanted and loved

I Admit that I have a tough time letting go

I Admit that it is hard to let my guard down and for me to fully be open

I Admit that I am afraid to love, to be vulnerable with someone

I Admit that it will be hard to not be in control all the time, when I feel the need to want to control everything

I Admit that I can be toxic in a way when I shut down and shut off from the world. I do not want to be bothered with anything or anybody. I really would not talk to anyone for days. I feel its toxic because I should just address shit instead of running a away and shutting down my emotions (BIG TRUTH)

I Admit that I have major trust issues and sometimes I just don’t believe what a person says sometimes

I Admit that it would be hard to let a man come into my life and take lead, also ADMIT this is something I will definitely work on

I Admit that when I do love someone, I LOVE HARD and care way too much

I Admit that when I find REAL LOVE I would be willing to make changes that I need to make for that right one

I Admit that I do not have all my shit together

I Admit that I feel like grief has taking over my life

I Admit that I get lost in my head, replaying a lot from the past

I Admit I am trying and a work in progress, I am healing and indeed working on me

I Admit that I am willing to change things that serve no good in my life

I Admit guilt to things I cannot change

I Admit I am always me

I Admit my truths here and now, BARE it ALL

My truths are here, LAID OUT

How about you???? What do you ADMIT?

-I ADMIT-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Anything For The Take II

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I can finally say that I am done with book two of Anything For the Take. It has been a long process when I say life has been chaotic….Never mind that. I was determined and so ready to finish this book. I have been writing for the last five hours, taking a couple of breaks to focus on the task.

I am so excited! It has been two years and 5 months, and I thought this book would be finished early, but here we are. I am done with the rough draft. Next, I will finish editing the book cover, copywriting, and publishing. I am happy to say that will happen very soon. Please be on the lookout for it!!

I just want to thank those who have supported me through this process. It has not been easy. I appreciate all the love and support, especially from my kids.

Blessings and Love!

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February 2025

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Happy Month of February and Black History Month. I have some new goals and changes coming this month, and I am excited about them. Seems January went too fast, but I am excited about this month and what will come. Of course, more of my poems and thoughts.

And more writing!!! I have a few ideas for books that I am starting this month. It’s going to be a bust month! Focused, I am! February

What goals do you have this month? Are you writing? Any new projects you are working on?

A short post! The second month of the year!!! Have an awesome day!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.