All posts by Ray'Elaine

About Ray'Elaine

I am a author I love to write/blog and be myself. I have so many great ideas can't wait to share!

Drunken Me

Just Write

Drunken me

Shot after shot, I feel the numbness take over my body, I want more, need to feel empty inside.

Feel free, free from those who lied, used, and abused me, free from pain, free from the world

Take another shot, it is all good

Feel the sensation, feel the burn

They all do not matter, drink the damn pain away

Take another shot, damn I feel it, I am slipping

But I do not give a damn

Give me more, few more shots taken, mind gone

Laid back not feeling shit, I feel numb, empty it is what I want

Free from it all or is it just a drunken daze

Do I want to stop? Do I need more?

Whispers…Whispers…. Drink it all away

Its okay be gone for the night

And another one…….

Thank you for reading

#JustWrite *Just A Poem*

**Updated: 8/19/2021**

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T.O.L-What a Day, Overthinking

Sometimes I wonder where all this overthinking gets me. I do not like it and tonight my mind is in overboard, elevated level, overload, just going miles. So much is on my mind, tried to keep busy with writing, then tried watching tv but that did not last long. Ugh, need to go to bed seriously praying tomorrow is a better day. Just thinking out loud. And I hate being emotional. What a day. What a night.

Hope yall night is better!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Battle With Myself II

Battle with Myself II

Still here battling the

Inner me

Scars that scream out

Damn these struggles

Even with them I

Try to rise above

Within the struggles

Remain

Beautiful

Smart

Women

Remain positive

Stand my ground

Battles that I try

To overcome

Try not to

Let it keep

Me down

Get the grasp

Of life

Love

Hope

The world

Even with these battles

I am becoming

One with me

Grown woman

Inner me

Battles

It will not last long

Well

That is what they say

Battles

Do not say

They leave wounds

Battle in me

Going to

Go down

I will keep

Fighting

Destroying

Who comes against me

Taking them as they come

Struggle/battles

Life battles

I will win

Even with

The demons within

The dark side of ME

Still this

Battle within myself

Will subside.

A work in progress

Or maybe

The

Battle with myself continues….

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

**A Poem**

A Superpower!

A Superpower: Teleport

Question: If you could teleport where would you go? And why?

If I could teleport to anywhere in the world it would be to Paris. It is a place that I have always wanted to visit. When I see it on TV it looks amazing, and I just picture myself there. It seems like a calm place. I have never been so maybe it is and maybe it is not still I will want to visit. Visit some of the attractions and take a lot of damn pictures, try the cuisine there, honesty I would try to do too much while there lol. Paris is my dream destination. When I was in my teens I wanted to be a model and model in Paris and then I wanted to live in Paris. A place I would want to visit with my family. A place I imagine to be fun-filled and an adventure. If I had teleport powers I would go there instantly. That probably would be a week trip. Seems like good scenery.

What place would you want to visit?

Do you have a dream destination? What is it?

Would you want teleport as a superpower?

If not, what superpower would you want?

Doing some writing tonight, how are you guys doing?

Just thinking out loud!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Shadow!

Shadow

Moving around

In my own world

Shadow behind

Want to lose it

But oh it is

There

My shadow

Right beside me

Everywhere I go

My shadow is near

There maybe to

Keep me sane

Keep me myself

My shadow

Pops up

No matter what

Looking

Lurking

Wondering

What little oh

Me is up to

But the shadow

My shadow

Knows

We are bothe no tolerance

For

The

Bullshit

Oh shadow

Thanks for being

There

Shadow

Reminding me

Of whom

I am

Shadow

One

I cannot

Lose

Follows me

Shadow

My shadow

Near to keep

Me clear

My shadow

One I can

Never fear

Or maybe!

My shadow

Is really nowhere near

In my mind

My shadow

Is a stranger

Or is it?

Blessings and Love!


Thank you for reading.

***A Poem!***

Sunrise Morning Shine!

Sunrise Morning Shine!

Sunrise sunrise

Morning shine

Blue skies

Awake and

Start the day

Sunrise sunrise

Coffee is near

Fresh smell

Nice air

Sunrise sunrise

Morning shine

A smile on my face

Going to be

A positive day

Sunrise sunrise

Morning shine

Blue skies

I am awake

I start my day

Refreshed and ready

Happy Thoughts

Sunrise sunrise

My

Morning shine!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

End of Year!

Yay day 365……

This year has been incredibly challenging, and I have been tested many times. There were highs and some very lows, and I am still healing from it all. Even with that, it was an okay year. With the new year coming in I am praying for new things and praying for some positive things to work out for me. Also, for the new year, I am setting fresh writing goals and pushing myself harder to get my books done and published. Looking for new and better opportunities. Looking forward to the new year. Hope all is good with everyone. Want to thank those who supported me this year on this blog and in my life. I am grateful and thankful. All the support is appreciated and was needed. Positive thinking moving into the new year.💙💚❤🧡💜💛🤎🖤🖤

What was your best time of the year? How has the year been for you? Any writing resolutions? New writing goals? Are you ready for the new year?

Happy New Year!!!!!!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Happy New Year 2022!!!!