Category Archives: thoughts

Rainy Days

03/22/2021Poems, thoughtsBlogging, Faith, Feelings, JustWrite, Love, poetry, Rainy Days, Sad, WritingRay'Elaine

Rainy Day

Just sitting here watching the rain fall and thinking

This rainy day has got me in my feelings

Watching the rain and trying to figure out why

Looking and hearing the rain trying to hide and hold back the tears

This rainy day gloomy and dark out matching the mood I am in plus I am mad and raged

Rainy day makes me want to stay in bed, I feel lazy

Trap myself inside and hide from it all

Rainy days sometimes I need a glass of wine or five

Rainy days it is hard but, on these days, I try to see the sunshine, keep calm

Rainy days has me down but not for long, this will past

Rainy days full of teary moments and sadness

Maybe I should keep a smile on my face no matter what on these

Rainy Days!!

Thank you for reading.

Write and I

03/13/2021Short Stories, thoughtsBlogging, Faith, JustWrite, Passion, WritingRay'Elaine

I had came across this and made me think of me

Working on my craft daily

Practice makes Perfect

Love what you write!!!!!

It speaks to me

Anyone else?

Thank You!

W.N.P

03/03/2021thoughtsBlogging, Faith, Feelings, JustWrite, Love, Praying, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Thoughts tonight is -Everyone needs prayers

🙏 I am praying

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

Be safe people, Be kind to each other, Have Faith, Love each other

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings

Thank You

Shocked….

03/03/2021thoughtsBlogging, Death, Feelings, hurt, JustWrite, Love, Pain, rage, Sad, thoughtsRay'Elaine

Shock.....

Been three days and I am still in shock. I feel like I am coming and going. I am lost and hurting right now and I know it will take some time to heal. Such a beautiful person gone so soon. I love you mom and you will be missed. Again I am still shocked and haven't been in the mood to do anything. I just really want to be alone I am taking this hard and wish I could stop thinking so much. Feelings at the moment: Shocked, Lost, Hurt, Sad, Raged, Alone, Depressed, and more. Got to take this one day at a time and I know it will not be easy.

Praying for strength, guidance, understanding, patience wisdom, and healing for me and my family. Praying that things will get better with time. Venting and getting out how I feel right now and writing this took time. My thoughts, My Feelings. Just Write!

I thank you for reading.

Alone

02/27/2021thoughtsAlone, Blogging, JustWrite, WritingRay'Elaine

Alone!

Just sitting here thinking like always lol and I am thinking about being alone lol. Yeah seriously. Lately it had been rough, and I think I need to get away and be by myself, maybe a week or two. It has been stressful at work and I have been getting terribly upset by it. Personal life as well is stressful now just need a little break. I know I am not the only one. You just want to tell people to leave you alone and let you be. I know that will not happen soon just wishful thinking. Sometimes I want to turn my phone off and just sleep, but I have stuff to do and I have a family to take care of, I am always busy busy busy, and my mind and body feels it. A spa day, some wine, a vacation somewhere nice would be great. A place that is quiet and relaxing and I can breathe easy and ease my mind will also be great.

Alone with me is what I want. Okay I am just venting here for a while sorry. I know we all have those days and if you are I am praying for you . I am about to write, get some chapters finished and relax I thank you for reading and enjoy your evening.

Thank you!

Love I Want!!

02/24/2021Poems, thoughtsBlogging, Faith, happy, JustWrite, Love, poetry, WritingRay'Elaine

Love I want!!!

Feeling that special touch from that person you want, you need.

Feeling the love from their actions. Knowing that you are in good hands.

No worries love and trust have our backs.

The look of love in our eyes the way we stare at each other, see that the love is there.

Having faith that our love will be forever.

Everlasting.

Our souls touch, speak, hear, and see each other’s.

A love like this is ordinary.

A love like this I want to keep.

Dedication, trust, love, communication is what it takes and more.

This is a love I want to work towards

A love I look forward to.

Real pure love, this is the love I want. Real real real genuine love.

I want it!!!!

Thank you for reading.

Love Two Types!!

Love the good and the bad

Have faith that it will work out for the better. Love with your all and be kind!!

Numb…

02/20/2021thoughtsBlogging, Faith, JustWrite, Lost, Love, Sad, WritingRay'Elaine

At this point I feel helpless, hopeless, soul less. Feel numb to it all my days and nights are a blur. I am constantly pacing and can not focus. Music helps a little. Heart is steadily racing and thinking the worst. It is really bad cause I don’t have anyone to talk to and I have to put on a happy face through all the pain I’m going through. Damn this feeling I freaking hate it. Emotions are up and down, feel like I am losing it. Only way I feel a little calm is when I am writing and the last couple days that has been hard to do. Knowing that you are losing someone is a lot to deal with and I am not taking it well at all, on top of the daily struggles and taking care of a family. Anxiety been at a high just craziness. Ugh calm down and breathe. Sorry people it’s how I feel right now got to let it out, forever venting, my feelings, my thoughts, my life. Just Write about it. Thank you for reading.

Bottom of the Bottle!

02/18/2021Poems, thoughtsBlogging, drink, JustWrite, Love, myself, poetry, WritingRay'Elaine

Bottom of the bottle

Bottle of liquor in hand, bottle to lips

Way gone but still going

Problems? What problems? That don’t matter to me