Tag Archives: Faith

Rough Day…..

09/14/2021Short Stories, thoughtsBlogging, Faith, Feelings, JustWrite, life, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Rough day yesterday!

Yesterday was a hard day for me. I had to take a moment for myself. I sat on my bed rocking back and forth and taking deep breaths. Minutes before that I was in attack mode. I felt hurt and just rage and wanted to do damage to that person. Ugh I do not like having this feeling and I am glad I walked away because the way I was feeling was madness and did not want to do anything stupid. So, I had to take some deep breaths and put on some music to calm myself. I hate that I let someone get the best of me and got me out of control for a minute. I also had to pray for strength, I was a different person and had to check myself really quick. Right now, I am still a little upset, but happy the situation is over and nothing bad happened. I kept it cool. Very thankful and proud of myself for having the strength to walk away.

I will continue to pray for strength and guidance. Really trying to have peace, get to my happiness. Have you ever been in a scary situation before? How did you deal with it?

Thank you for reading.

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In My Heart

09/11/2021PoemsBlogging, Cope, Faith, Feelings, Healing, JustWrite, life, Love, poetry, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

In My Heart

In my heart I will remember your love

In my heart I will always see and feel your smile

In my heart I will keep your voice, your words

In my heart I will always see and feel you

In my heart I will keep your memories

In my heart, in my mind you will

Forever be missed

In my heart you will always be

I love you always mom

Sill in my heart

Thank you for reading.

Nerves

09/06/2021thoughtsAnxiety, Blogging, Control, Faith, JustWrite, life, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Nerves lol

Chaotic day and stressed day for me well not really lol it is all in my freaking head. I say stressed because my feelings and emotions have been everywhere having damn anxiety all day. I know the reason is me missing and worrying about my kids. Panic and full of nerves. I stated in a previous post that the weekend was my kids first time going out of town without me even though they are with their father, and I trust him my nerves are still bad. Also, they were supposed to be back today but had car trouble and crazy I know because I had got pissed about it knowing that these things can sometimes happen. Need a damn drink or 3 lol I know they are doing okay and having fun I have been talking to them since they left. Why am I like this? I annoy myself by worrying all the time. Feel out of control and that can be why anxiety is in play. My kids seem like they are enjoying themselves and seem like they don’t even miss me lol.

I know its just me with my trust and control issues. Seriously need to calm down, maybe a joint or a drink will do and of course writing, get my mind off it all. A little venting tonight about nothing really lol. Have a good one all.

Happy writing!

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings

Thank you for reading.

September

09/01/2021thoughtsBlogging, Faith, Goals, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, September, WritingRay'Elaine

New Month

Hello all it is the first day of September. August just flew by here and I am ok with that. Time for new goals for this new month, and fresh starts. Kids start school next week, so I am re doing a schedule for us, hoping to start the month off right. So today I will try not to complain and be grateful and be positive think happy thoughts. Make any necessary changes that need to be made. Overall hoping for the best. Work and writing today also writing out new goals for the weekend and the rest of the month. Happy Wednesday! Happy Writing!

How is your day going so far? Ready for the weekend already? Hope it’s a good day for you all.

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings

Thank you for reading.

Happy Thursday!

08/26/2021thoughtsBlogging, Faith, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, Pray, thoughts, Thursday, WritingRay'Elaine

Thursday!

Happy Thursday! people. Wishing you love and blessings this beautiful day. I hope you succeed in what you want to accomplish today. Get that to do list done, make time for your self and try to have a relaxed day and yes trust I know that can be hard if you have a lot going on or work is stressful, just breathe through it and pray. Just want to send love and a positive message today.

It’s almost Friday Yay! Have a great day. please feel to like, comment, and share. thank you for reading.

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Stuck

08/24/2021PoemsBlogging, Faith, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, poetry, Stuck, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Stuck

Stuck here in the same spot

Stuck fighting

Figuring it out

Stuck

All alone

Stuck in a bubble

Want to break free

Scared, nervous

Stuck feeling the weight of the world

Pushing, shoving, reaching

Nothing happens

Stuck in life

Stuck in a shell

Trying to overcome it all

Stuck

Facing fears

Don’t want to

Stuck

Want to be heard

Stuck

Suffer in silence

Stuck

No change, give up

Stuck

Where’s light

Where is Love

I am stuck here and now

Trying to breathe

Get out of it, Climb

Man, man, man

I am just

Stuck

Thank you for reading.

**Just A Poem**

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Numb… — Just Write

08/11/2021thoughtsBlogging, Faith, Feelings, JustWrite, life, Lost, Numb, Prayers, Sad, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

At this point I feel helpless, hopeless, soul less. Feel numb to it all my days and nights are a blur. I am constantly pacing and can not focus. Music helps a little. Heart is steadily racing and thinking the worst. It is really bad cause I don’t have anyone to talk to and I […]
Numb… — Just Write

The feeling of this tonight. Praying on it……. And more praying!

What A Day. Hope yours was better. Blessings!

Have a goodnight everyone!!!

Thank you

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I Smile II

Morning!!!

08/11/2021thoughtsBlogging, Faith, happy, JustWrite, Love, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Wednesday Morning!!!!!

Every morning no matter how I feel I tell myself that I am loved, I am strong, I am beautiful and I am worth it.

Even if someone else does not see my worth I do. I teach this to my daughter and my nieces I tell them to always love their selves. Loving yourself and believing in your self comes from within.

Good Morning People this is how I get ready in the morning happy face or sad face I have to remind myself how far I have come and I am still going. Remember to always love yourself through it all. Hope you all have a great day and do not let the troubles of the day get you down and yes I know it can be hard, but do your best and think positive. I wish you all a good day, love, peace, happiness, and blessings.

Thank you for reading.

Happy Hump Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Intimacy!

08/05/2021thoughtsBlogging, Faith, Feelings, happy, Intimacy, JustWrite, life, Love, relationships, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Intimacy

Want to talk about intimacy and different types of intimacy. Also, my thoughts on it and what I want out of intimacy. Of course, the word intimacy in most people mind is just dealing with sex, but there is more to it and other ways to be intimate, and I want to discuss it. Not a professional just my thoughts on it!

First, I want to talk about having a partner in a relationship that you can go to and talk about anything, and I mean anything even on a subject you both do not agree on, you both can have a good discussion about the subject without arguing and fighting about it. This can be in a friendship also with family this is called intellectual intimacy. I would want this in any relationship I am in. Want to be able to talk to a person with complete honesty and not get judgement like I will do for others. A person who can hear what I am saying. Another type is spiritual intimacy a couple who are on the same page and believe the same thing when it comes to spiritually. That can be a good type of way to bond with your partner and a way to talk and heal each other when problems come up. Both having faith and willing to pray together. Praying for each other, building a strong connection through faith. Emotional intimacy is important too, being they’re for a person and having compassion is good. Listening and understanding, a shoulder to cry on. A person who cares if they hurt you or not, a person who protects your heart and you protect theirs. Physical intimacy is a type of intimacy with looking in each other eyes, touching, hugging, kissing, holding hands. Connection through physical touch and letting your partner know how much you love them. I would like all of these in relationship being grounded and strong with each other. Intimacy is not all about sex through these different types is how you can build in a relationship. Take the time to get to know each other on different levels, grow together. And have good communication just want to say that. Again, not a professional

What does intimacy mean to you? How do get to know a person? Do you agree with the types I listed above? Feel free to like, comment, and share.