Tag Archives: Feelings

My Heart Guarded II

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This heart is guarded,

Afraid to give and receive love

Scared to open up

To expose these vulnerabilities.

The fear of being hurt

Of being left broken and shattered

Dismissed, unwanted

It holds me back from taking risks

From letting someone in.

Yet deep down

There is a longing for connection

For a love that is pure and true

A love that can heal and mend.

So, this heart is guarded

Continues to search and yearn

Hoping one day I will find

The courage to take the leap

And give and receive love fearlessly

But, Damn

My heart is still guarded……

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💗💚🧡💜🤍❤️

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My Heart Guarded

Forgetting/Forgiving

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Forgetting/Forgiving

I know you are supposed to forgive people and move on with life. Yeah, that is hard to do, well for me it is. Why? Because all I think about is how a person did me wrong or harmed me, and then I do not know why they did it. I am left feeling lost and confused. I have a hard time forgetting the past and forgiving those in my past, I mean all of it, all the bad, and that is probably my biggest problem. I feel like I still live in the past, and that is not cool. I try to forget about it, but pain and anger will not let me, I do not know why I am still this way. I try to not think about stuff. This is something I am working on I need to let it all go and really move on with my life. Try not to seek revenge and be happy with my life. Try to forgive those who have brought harm my way.

I heard that forgiving a person helps. Holding on to hurt can release the emotions it can bring and help with built-up anger. You are not doing any good by holding on to the hurt. I pray that I can forgive people because this feeling of holding on or wanting to hurt back is not good. I am learning how to forgive day by day.

Have you felt like you could not forgive someone? Was it hard to forgive? What do you think?

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💗Butterfly 

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In the meadows and fields of green 

A sight of beauty can be seen 

A pink butterfly fluttering by 

Graceful and delicate, soaring high 

Its wings, a masterpiece in pink 

A sight to behold, you’d stop and think 

Of the wonders of nature’s design 

A creation so perfect, so divine 

As it dances through the flowers 

A peaceful feeling it empowers 

A symbol of love and transformation 

A source of inspiration and admiration 

Oh, pink butterfly, you are a delight 

A true embodiment of beauty and light 

May you continue to spread your wings 

And fill the world with the joy you bring!

Blessings and Love! 

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Structures!

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Solid foundations laid with care, 

Towers rise, grand as they dare. 

Rigid frames and beams align, 

Uniting strength with design. 

Concrete, steel, and wooden hues, 

Trust in what the builders choose. 

Unbending forms that shape our space 

Reflecting skill, enduring grace 

Every piece in place, secure 

Structure stands, steadfast and pure 

Blessings and Love! 

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Confidence 

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C – Courageous in the face of fear 

O – Optimistic in every sphere 

N – Never doubting one’s own worth 

F – Fearless, conquering the earth 

I – Inner strength that shines so bright 

D – Determined to reach new height 

E – Empowered with self-belief 

N – Never giving in to grief 

C – Capable of achieving dreams 

E – Endless like the flowing streams 

Blessings! 

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Red Cyclamen 

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In the garden’s gentle sway 

Red cyclamen blooms in May 

Petals bright like flames at play 

Dancing in the light of day 

Graceful curves a sight to see 

Whispers of sweet mystery 

Symbol of love’s tender plea 

In your beauty I am free 

Red cyclamen fair and bold 

In your presence hearts unfold 

A symbol of love’s story told 

Forever cherished never old 

-Red Cyclamen- 

Blessings and Love! 

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August

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Welcome August! Fresh month and a fresh start. New monthly goals are in play. This month is exciting for me. Last year in August, I published two books, and I will publish one this month. I am so grateful and looking forward to what the month can bring. I have new goals I am working on and new projects I will be starting. Get It Done!

August is also my birthday month, so that is exciting as well. Happy August, people.

Do you have any monthly goals? Are any projects coming this month? Starting anything new?

May this month bring you love, happiness, and blessings.

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Have a good one!

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Confession I

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Hello everyone

It is confession time and yes, I am sharing this and honestly, I don’t know if I should be embarrassed about this or not lol. Share and Confess

So, I am 36 years old, and next August, I will be the big 37, and guess what? I still do not know how to drive. Yeah, crazy, right. I have a fear of driving and also being in cars, traffic period. My sister recently asked me why and what the problem is she feels me not driving is an issue. And honestly, it is kind of is I do have 2 kids and have to get around more easily. To get around, I take buses and Lyfts/cabs, and even in those, I am scared. She says that I am putting my life in others’ hands instead of driving myself. I feel even if you drive yourself, you are still in others’ hands because you do not know how a person will be on the road. The fear started when I was a teenager, I had gotten into a couple of wrecks, and since then, I had just been scared. I have tried only twice. The first time, I was 26 years old and drove around the block twice and was like I am done. And the second time, it was just down the street, and I stopped myself and didn’t want to finish. Want to get over this fear and take those steps to learn how to drive and be confident in it. Try to tell myself to just do it but it is not easy for me. I probably get made fun of it due to my age and not being able to get anywhere I want. My kids even tell me I need to drive. It is so frustrating having this fear and I don’t know what to do about it. Want to be able to drive so I can take my kids places without paying extra for cabs and waiting for them. I am going to do some research on how I can calm myself and my mind and not think negatively when it comes to driving and cars. I kind of hate that it is this way and constantly question myself on why not just try. Why not get in a car and freaking drive ugghh? I annoy myself, I tell you lol.

I wanted to write this because lately, with a new year coming up, it has been on my mind. I would love to be able to move around more freely and want to get it done, stop being scared and a baby about it. Maybe I should take a driving class or some type of therapy. I don’t know. I must figure it out seriously. HELP!

Is anybody else struggling to face their fears? Care to share those fears? Any tips for me?

Blessings and Love!

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