Big World

Big World

Such a big world

Yet I feel so small

Finding a place to fit in

Feeling like I do not belong

Such a big world

Great possibilities, A great future

Yet too scared to take that leap

Maybe I can make it, maybe I can’t

Such a big world

Nice and friendly people, Love all around

Or so you think, there are crooks out there

Such a big world

However, a world I am scared to seek

Blessings and Love!

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It Is Up To You (Life)

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It is up to you (Life)

Life is full of challenges

It is up to you to how you face them or handle them

Life is full of choices

It is up to you to make the right ones

Life is full of chances

It is up to you to take them

Life is full of dreams

It is up to you to follow yours

Life is full of life

Your life is in your hands

No one can make your decisions for you

In life

It is up to you!

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Fragrance! 

I close my eyes and breathe in deep 

A fragrant blend that brings me peace 

The scents  of vanilla, lavender, and sweet 

Sugar cookies that make my heart skip a beat 

Vanilla, oh, how I adore 

Your sweet and creamy allure 

A scent that takes me back in time 

To childhood memories oh so divine 

Lavender, you calm my soul 

With your soothing scent, I feel whole 

Aromatherapy at its best 

Relaxation is put to the test 

Sugar cookies, oh, how you tempt 

My senses are on full attempt 

The sweet aroma fills the air 

A scent that’s impossible to compare 

Vanilla, lavender, and sugar cookies 

The heavenly scents are hard to overlook 

I’ll cherish the smells always  

My favorite fragrances fill my heart and soul to the core. 

Do you have a favorite fragrance? What is it?

Blessings and Love! 

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Boxed In

Inside the box

That they want you in

Feel funny

Not right

You not you

They not really who they say

They are

Chaos

All around

In this box

Cornered

Scared

Hopeless

You not you

They not what they say

In this little box

I suffer

I am quiet

Do what they want

It is their show

In this box

Sit still

No movement

Mind constantly going

Closed in

What is to come

In this box

Afraid

Lost

Find a way out

Screaming in this box

Let me out

You not you

They are not who they say

What to do in

This box

Let it be

Not say a word

Silence

Do not Speak

Keep it hush

You, not you

They are not who they say

Can I trust me

Can I trust them

This box

I

Am in

Will it be

My life

My sanity

This box

Take ownership

All on me

Pain, hurt, brainwashed

Happy pretending

Will I let them get away?

Do they win?

In this box

Alone

Or

Will I fight

Fight to

Get out this

Box

Confined

Struggling

Speaking but not heard

Will be weak no more

Awake

Ready

Scream, fight shout

My way

Out this

Box.

You, not you

They are not who they say

This box

Me in it

Will go away.

I say think above it all

I say fuck that box

I survive,

That box can suck it!

Blessings and Love!

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**A Poem**

Boxed in… No Thanks

Queen!

Blessings abound on this special day

Illumine hearts with joy in every way

Radiant smiles, laughter’s sweet ring

Treasured moments and memories take wing

Honor the Queen, whose grace we adore

Delight in festivities love at the core

Admire her reign, so noble and bright

Yesterday, today, her legacy light

Queen of hearts, with elegance and might

Uniting people, like stars in the night

Every gesture, kind and sincere

Emblem of strength, bringing all near

Noble in spirit, wise and serene

Saluting the Queen, a birthday supreme

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Blessings and Love

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Cheers!

Cheers to me!

Celebrate turning a new age
37 years young and proud
Shining bright, joyful
Cheers to me
Blood, sweat, and tears
I am still here
Strong and courageous
Beautiful and talented
Cheers to me
On this mission
Happy, peaceful
Doing what I want
Cheers to me
As I continue to
Pursue my dreams
Flying high, feeling good
Cheers to me
Such a journey
Through the good and bad
Life
Has been good to me
A unique soul inside me
I celebrate me
A Leo queen

It’s
Cheers to me

37 and FINE!!



Blessings and Love

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My Heart Guarded II

This heart is guarded,

Afraid to give and receive love

Scared to open up

To expose these vulnerabilities.

The fear of being hurt

Of being left broken and shattered

Dismissed, unwanted

It holds me back from taking risks

From letting someone in.

Yet deep down

There is a longing for connection

For a love that is pure and true

A love that can heal and mend.

So, this heart is guarded

Continues to search and yearn

Hoping one day I will find

The courage to take the leap

And give and receive love fearlessly

But, Damn

My heart is still guarded……

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💗💚🧡💜🤍❤️

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My Heart Guarded

Forgetting/Forgiving

Forgetting/Forgiving

I know you are supposed to forgive people and move on with life. Yeah, that is hard to do, well for me it is. Why? Because all I think about is how a person did me wrong or harmed me, and then I do not know why they did it. I am left feeling lost and confused. I have a hard time forgetting the past and forgiving those in my past, I mean all of it, all the bad, and that is probably my biggest problem. I feel like I still live in the past, and that is not cool. I try to forget about it, but pain and anger will not let me, I do not know why I am still this way. I try to not think about stuff. This is something I am working on I need to let it all go and really move on with my life. Try not to seek revenge and be happy with my life. Try to forgive those who have brought harm my way.

I heard that forgiving a person helps. Holding on to hurt can release the emotions it can bring and help with built-up anger. You are not doing any good by holding on to the hurt. I pray that I can forgive people because this feeling of holding on or wanting to hurt back is not good. I am learning how to forgive day by day.

Have you felt like you could not forgive someone? Was it hard to forgive? What do you think?

Thank you for reading.