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Ray’Elaine, The Author

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I did it, It is Official!!

I am so happy right now. I did it, finally published my first book. Me an author it is so amazing. I can’t believe it. Feel like I’m on a high. Thankful for this moment. Can’t stop smiling 🙂😀

Still working on my author page and other things. I’m ready to start promoting and of course write more books. She is so focused! Thanks for all the support! I appreciate it all.

In the mood to celebrate. How is y’all night going? Working on any projects? Are you writing? Any fun plans for the weekend? Have a good night!

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading.

Focused on me!



More information on my books. Please feel free to leave feedback. Thank you in advance.

The title of my book is: Anything For The Take
Here is the link to it on Amazon: Amazon.com: Anything For The Take eBook : Elaine, Ray’: Kindle Store

Here is a link to my poetry book!!

Amazon.com: Shift In Moods eBook : Elaine, Ray’: Books

Nostalgia

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There once was a heart in the past

Where memories shimmered like glass

Memories snap clean

Nostalgia breathes light

Bright shards of yesterday gleam

Nostalgia cuts deep

Old laughter still glows

In the places it froze

Nostalgia holds beautiful moments that last

Nostalgia, thinking of the past!

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading

Nostalgic | Just Write

Memory Lane | Just Write

Memories of Me! | Just Write

Replay  | Just Write

Love or Lust??

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Crazy: Love, Lust


Hello everyone,

Y’all know that feeling. The feeling of being in love or you think you are. You’re in the stage of feeling all the emotions like all of them. You don’t like them or their ways; everything irritates you. You question everything, wondering if you made the right decision or if it is LUST. Is it real, or are they using you, or are you using them? What is it? You love them, you hate them sometimes need space from each other. I call it the test phase where both parties like to test each other and push buttons and get reactions.

Smh but that’s what happens when you are really not sure if it’s love or lust or if it’s the person you really want. Sometimes it can be just sex that keep two people together, there is no real love between them. Some might think so but NO. Why do we put ourselves in situations like this? If it is real love, it will not hurt you, make you feel low and sad, or have you second-guessing yourself. I’m just saying this love thang can be Crazy. Seriously 😂

Am I the only one who thinks so? I get there will be ups and downs in relationships, but if they are constant and you feel stuck, it’s too much to deal with, or you feel like you both cannot get on better terms, LEAVE. I feel a person should not settle or put up with BS just to not be or feel alone. What do you guys think? Do you choose love or lust?


Blessings All
Thank you for reading.


**Not an expert. Just my thoughts please feel free to like, comment, and share**

Today!

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Today I will forget about all of yesterday’s problems

Today I will focus on my goals

Today I will not let the little things bother me

Today I am on a mission to better my life

Today I will not complain

I will just do

Today I will not be mean or cold

Today I will have control over my emotions, attitude and my life

Today my mind is free

Today I learn a new me!!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Silence

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Put the words I want to say in a jar

Bottled up and send a far

Anonymously

Don’t speak on it

Silence

Write a letter and burry it

Deep, maybe no one will see

Don’t think about it

Silence

Keep it all in, lock it away

Not a peep

Silence

Drug and drink

Numb it from my mind

Silence

Walk around quiet!

Used to it

But sometimes, this silence

Thoughts

Of the unsaid

I hear it, all of it loud and clear

But again, still there is

Silence

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Failing/Failure

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Failure…

Hello all,

When you hear the word failure what does it mean to you? To me failure is letting yourself down over and over, not doing what is necessary to succeed, or having things happen in the process of doing what you need or want, and not following your goals or dreams. Yeah, sometimes life steps in and stuff happens that you can not control, it is all about how you recover.

From time to time, I feel like I am failing in life and feel like a loser or failure. When I don’t complete some goals, I feel that I am letting myself down and being lazy even when I’m sick or just feeling down or lazy that day, and when I am not in the mood to write. Feeling like a failure is not okay to me maybe because I tend to be a perfectionist in everything I do. I want everything to be perfect and get pissed when it is not to my standards. Not good. I question myself when failing happens and think about the situation all the time. And of course, I get angry, sad, feel lost, feel like nothing. Always been this way yes even as a child. My parents use to say that I am my own enemy, and I hold my own self back. My dad says it constantly and it something that I am very aware of. I know that in life there will be times you will fail, you must keep it moving

I just do not like it, losing, failing, none of it. Is it just me? Failure is not an option is a saying that constantly replays in my mind. Failure is not an option, you get knocked down, brush it off and keep your head up (I tell myself) Simple right?

What do you think? Have a good one! Please feel free to like, comment, and share your thoughts about failure. Love peace, happiness, and blessings all.

Thank you for reading.

Failure.? | Just Write

Wasted Time

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Wasted time

Have you ever met somebody, and you hit it off, and you two get along? The good conversations, then boom it freaking ends. Ugh I hate that. That is why I try not to get too attached and get my feelings involved, because people will switch up and change on you. Like do not introduce me to that if you cannot keep it up. I do not like the “oh I will talk to you only on my time” which is when or who knows when can you say irritated? I like consistency is that hard to ask for? I also do not like my time wasted that is so annoying or do not like my damn feelings hurt. These days it is so hard to find a nice genuine person like myself. Maybe I will take a seat and focus on me. Time to myself and not worrying about pleasing the next person. I really liked the person but oh well what can you do? I will move on and let it go. Whatever. Wasted my damn time, SMH

Thank you for reading.

#MyThoghts #JustWrite

Learn to Love

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Gentle guidance with a patient pace

Learning to love it is a daunting race

Heart aflutter, mind is a maze

Fumbling steps, unsure ways

With each stumble, we grow wise

Love’s mysteries, we begin to surmise

Through trials and errors, we improvise

And in our hearts, love multiplies

The ghazal of love, a journey long

But with each step, we grow strong

Learning to love, a lifelong song

With each verse, our hearts belong.

-Learn to Love-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Orange Rose!

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An orange rose, a symbol of desire

Its fiery hue ignites a passionate fire

A bloom so bold, it speaks of enthusiasm

And a longing for a love without inhibition.

This rose speaks of warmth and energy

Of excitement and fervency

It tells a tale of a love that’s bold

And a heart that’s free, yet still holds.

So when you see an orange rose in bloom

Think of passion, desire, and a love that consumes

For this rose is not just a simple flower

But a symbol of a love that has the power.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Love I Never Had!

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Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place
Feelings and thoughts of can I be in love?
I Love the way he makes me feel
It’s really a
Love I Never Had
An understanding love
He gets me, and speaks to me with respect
His care for me and mine for him
It’s a
Love I Never Had
Trusting
Blushing
Feeling appreciated
It’s really a
Love I Never Had
Sometimes makes me wonder
I pause, I’m not too sure
All in my head
Thinking it can’t be real
A love I never had
Believing in me, my dreams
Our future
Encourage me to keep going
Even when I don’t want to, he won’t let me sink
His kind words and gentle voice
Love of gentleness
It’s really a
Love I never had
Feeling safe and secure, wanted
Feel it in my spirit, my heart, in my body
Needing more and more
It’s a
Love I Never Had
He is constantly on my mind
Damn, Day and night
Fighting with me through my pains speaks love to me
He says he cares, he loves me
Me hoping I’m what he needs, what he wants
A soul-to-soul love
A Love I don’t want to fade, want to last forever
Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place
Still though
It’s a love I Never Had!!!



Blessings and Love!
Thank You For Reading