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Writing, Vibing, Hungry (LOL)

So, been writing like crazy today (Of Course, lol) and have not eaten anything in hours. I was really ignoring my growling stomach lol. I got to take a break soon to eat. Sometimes it is so hard to put the pen down. A good night of brainstorming, research, editing, and writing. I love nights like these. Where writing is fully taking over my day. Homegirl need a break. For sure

She is Hungry lol.

And now I am up late still writing and hungry LOL. So, I am about to cook some southern fried potatoes, Cajun Shrimp and some broccoli and cheese, while jamming to my music. Whew!! That is what I have a taste for. Yummy!!! Also want banana split, but that would be way too much this late (Greedy Me).

Then it will be back to writing. Got a few writing goals that need to be completed. A few more poems to write and finish a chapter or two for my book. Yeah BUSY. Get It Done! I am focused.

You ever had those days that were a blur? Just flowing through the day?

Blessings!

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Wrath

W- Weary, Wrong, Wildness

R- Ready, Ripe, Rage

Angry, Antsy, Abandon, Annoyance

T- Temper, Tension, Tantrum, Thoroughbred

H- Hot-Head, Honest, Hostile, Heartless

WRATH

A sin, this I know

Sometimes I let my wrath be

Shown

I can be wild with it

Wrath got me feeling

Raged, feeling I must be ready for anything

This wrath is

Known

The feeling of being wronged

And abandoned damn

This temper is at a high

Oh no

Here she is being hot headed

This wrath got me

Blown

Away with how

Heartless I can be

Coldness with honesty attached

Me filled with annoyance

Wrath got me feeling

Alone

Tension built up

Feeling

Hostile, weary

Sometimes so angry

Oh no

Here homegirl go with the

Tantrums

Wrath I see dark, want to hunt, and hurt

Wrath in play

Please move out the way

Wrath

A sin I know

Feeling the wrath

Something I am working on.

Blessings and Love

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Oh Man.. WTF!

Doing good then Boom…. Why?

Okay so everything was fine, and I am writing and then my mom pops up in my
head. Oh man that just made me pause and just start balling. Hate this feeling and now feeling a little down. Why does this happen? Now I am going to pray then turn on some music and hopefully stop feeling this way.

UGh shake it off I’m saying to myself. Maybe I need to go to bed. Put the notebooks and pens up and rest. Maybe she is telling me something I don’t know. Whatever music and a shot of something strong, a joint, shower and the damn bed. Just want to feel numb and not think for a while. Crazy months ago, thought I would be done drinking but here I am tonight with all these damn emotions, and a damn drink in hand (SMH). And it is really past my bedtime lol have to be up at 5am (Got To Work! YAY!) plus I have a migraine on top of all this.

Whew! Just venting and a little freaked out. It’s like I am feeling her. Again, have to shake it off….. Get it together. Oh Man, WTF- My feelings tonight.

 I Love and miss you mom. R.I.P.

Hope you all night is good! Have a good one.

 Blessings and Love!

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Sorry if this post is too negative to you…My Blog My TRUTH!

S.N.T-2/18/2023

Have your own mind

Be self-sufficient

Be ordinary

Be considerate

Be COOL!

Be alert

!!!!

Blessings

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Cherish Yourself! 

C – Create moments just for you  H – Honor your uniqueness, shine through  E – Express yourself, let your true self unfold  R – Remember to be kind to your mind  I – Invest in self-love, you’re one of a kind  S – Stay true to your dreams, let them soar  H – Hold…

Embrace

In this life, it is important that you embrace yourself to the fullest. It is good to take the time to celebrate you. Embrace all that you have and love yourself to the fullest. Embrace the good times as well as the hard times, that is what makes you wiser and stronger. Embrace your healing…

I, Self-Aware

I am a force, self-sufficient and strong Independent in my choices all day long Love is my fuel, my passion, and drive I thrive on it, and it keeps me alive. My heart beats with a rhythm of its own Guiding me as I walk life’s unknowns I am tough, resilient, and unbreakable My spirit…

Sunday..

Chilling and enjoying the night with family. Watching the Super Bowl with my son and excited. Going for my home team Kansas City Chiefs!!! Love it. My son going for the Philadelphia Eagles.

Also, I liked the halftime show. I am a fan of Rihanna. Good performance. I am multitasking as I am writing some poetry. Thinking about writing another poetry book, but not too sure. Well back to my writing, of course got to get a writing session in before bed. Finishing some goals tonight. A chill night.

How are you all doing? Are you watching the Super Bowl? Did you enjoy the halftime show and commercials? Working on any projects?

Have a good one

Blessings and Love

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FLOW

FLOW!

F- Following my own lead, following my visions, my dreams, feeling powerful, facing myself

L- Learning and growing, letting go of the past, listening to my voice more often, loving myself

O- Observe everything around me, open my mind and my heart, and open to new and better ideas

W- Willing to do what it takes to achieve my dream, I have wisdom, wishful, working on a better life for my kids and myself, work hard, a woman that is worthy.

That is me. I go with the flow of things and wish for the best. Learning as I go!

Just go with the FLOW!!

Hope you enjoy this.

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Figure it out!

When shit gets tough, you have to
Figure it out
It don’t matter if you can do it or not
Figure it out
Feeling like everyone, the world is against you
Figure it out
Feeling weak, unable, unstable, lost
Still
Figure it out
Weather it’s the highs or the lows
Figure it out
Smile on your face
Or
Tears in your eyes
Figure it out
No mater what
Figure it out
No matter what direction you take
Figure it out
What life is about
Making a way we have
No choice but too
Figure it out
Right?


Blessings All


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Dream Chaser

Stepping into the world

With a purpose, with goals

Ms. Dream Chaser

Reaching high for those stars

Wanting more, become the best me

Ms. Dream Chaser

I will not give up

Dedication through my veins

Passion and creativeness I rain

Ms. Dream Chaser

Get what I set my eyes on

At my grasp, I can do it

Focused and never settle

Ms. Dream Chaser

Chasing my dreams forever.

Blessings

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Jungle

Awaken in this

Jungle

Too much going on

Not sure as to what I am seeing

Pinching, slapping myself

Is this a

Dream

Maybe reality

In this jungle

I feel free

Moving around, being me

Accepted

Is this life

I ask myself

Talking and chilling with

The animals

Friends or foes

I do not know

This jungle

Feel right, Safe

Yet scary

Am I a human?

Maybe a lion

Again, is this a

 Dream, a reality

The jungle

Wild and free

 No surprise

The jungle

Is just like

Me.

Chilling

Me and my new peps

No cares in

This jungle          

I am wild and

Doing me

I get along with

This Jungle!!!

-Blessings and Love-

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