Time waits for no one. I take the use of my time seriously. I do not like my time wasted; it irritates me. Time is precious and should be used wisely and how we want while we can.
T-Timely
I-Instant
M-Memories,
E-Eternity
Know that your time is valuable should not be wasted on unwanted BS.
When you think of control what does it mean to you?
Control to me is having a say over any and everything. Have to be up close and have a hand in everything that is going on around you. Including control over people.
Man, man, man I hate when things are out of my control. I am a Leo and yes sometimes I am bossy and must control everything around me. When something is out of my control, I feel lost, nervous, my body shakes I feel anxious, and I get easily irritated. Anybody else like that? I be a nervous wreck and constantly questioning everything. Then I am overthinking and worrying, crazy huh?
Some people say to me that its ok to let go of having control over everything and relax. It is hard to do that thought. I have been thinking about it lately and maybe I should let go a little, take it one day at a time, relax, do not go overboard, and try to run people lives. I mean how hard can it be? Where do I start? Are there any other control freaks out there? Help lol
So tonight, I am sitting and thinking. And of course, this damn dude is on my mind. Like what the fuck, why? My emotions are everywhere and yes, I am a little tipsy and besides what I am dealing with I am thinking of him. Again why? Oh, my yall I am irritating my damn self at the moment. Cannot help but to think is this real? Does he really feel the same way I do, shit does he really like me? Here I go feeling young-minded and questioning myself and the situation instead of letting it all go and that is not good. Just feel confused and out of it, maybe I should just walk away and forget it all thought it was what I wanted but I do not know now. I have mixed emotions and we are both dealing with things. That is why I do not like putting my feelings out there I feel dumb and used it to benefit them talk and texting on their time. Thinking yeah it is too good to be true. Just wish I could find realness, real love besides what I can offer. Ugh it's
too good to be true and I am pissed off. I really need a friend and love I feel dumb and stupid and I am thinking why me why I cannot get what I give. Venting, thinking, and letting it all out, I am rambling, ugh irritated though.
Hello all, tonight I want to talk about consistency.
For me, consistency is being steady, accurate, and following through with something prompt. Keep up with what you started. Being consistent is important, especially in working towards your goals and dreams, making changes in your life, fitness, education, and more. You have to be on top of everything and make sure you stay on track. If you keep slacking or putting stuff off for another time, you will get nothing done. Maybe set schedules to help you along the way. I know sometimes life gets in the way, pick yourself up and try to get back on track. Be consistent in life and you will get results, well that is my opinion. That goes for friendships and any relationship. You both have to be consistent with each other and on the same page.
Consistency or being consistent can be in any situation, job, or career anything you do or want to do. I wanted to talk about the is. In the past years ago, I had a problem with being consistent with my writing. I would write one day then it will be months before I write again. I had to quickly change that. I am very consistent with the pen now lol. That is on my mind tonight, of course, Ms. Thinker! LOL
Thoughts? What does it mean to you? Do you have a hard time being consistent?
I have. Still need to do more editing but will do that another day. Tonight, just getting ideas and thoughts out on paper and of course writing to keep my mind of stuff and today it is working so I am good with that. Trying to complete at least 3 more chapters before bed tonight even though I am tired I will push through and meet that goal. I have writing goals that I try to make and complete every weekend. So much good content tonight that I have a big smile on my face I love this feeling seriously. This is my Saturday night!!!! Well back to it then. Hope your night is going great.๐ค๐ค๐๐
How is your weekend going? Any writing? What do you like to write about? Any exciting plans?