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Too Good to be TRUE..

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Too good to be true…

So tonight, I am sitting and thinking. And of course, this damn dude is on my mind. Like what the fuck, why? My emotions are everywhere and yes, I am a little tipsy and besides what I am dealing with I am thinking of him. Again why? Oh, my yall I am irritating my damn self at the moment. Cannot help but to think is this real? Does he really feel the same way I do, shit does he really like me? Here I go feeling young-minded and questioning myself and the situation instead of letting it all go and that is not good. Just feel confused and out of it, maybe I should just walk away and forget it all thought it was what I wanted but I do not know now. I have mixed emotions and we are both dealing with things. That is why I do not like putting my feelings out there I feel dumb and used it to benefit them talk and texting on their time. Thinking yeah it is too good to be true. Just wish I could find realness, real love besides what I can offer. Ugh it's

too good to be true and I am pissed off. I really need a friend and love I feel dumb and stupid and I am thinking why me why I cannot get what I give. Venting, thinking, and letting it all out, I am rambling, ugh irritated though.

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Scared

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Scared..

You do not know what is out there

You are scared to take that step

Scared of rejection, embarrassment, failure

Scared of the unknown

You tell yourself I can do it

But doubt, and anxiety tells you otherwise

You are scared of what you might or might not become

Scared of what people will say or think about you

You procrastinate, put things on hold

Scared to put yourself out there

Scared to follow your dreams

You’re scared of your own potential

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Consistency

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Hello all, tonight I want to talk about consistency.

For me, consistency is being steady, accurate, and following through with something prompt. Keep up with what you started. Being consistent is important, especially in working towards your goals and dreams, making changes in your life, fitness, education, and more. You have to be on top of everything and make sure you stay on track. If you keep slacking or putting stuff off for another time, you will get nothing done. Maybe set schedules to help you along the way. I know sometimes life gets in the way, pick yourself up and try to get back on track. Be consistent in life and you will get results, well that is my opinion. That goes for friendships and any relationship. You both have to be consistent with each other and on the same page.

Consistency or being consistent can be in any situation, job, or career anything you do or want to do. I wanted to talk about the is. In the past years ago, I had a problem with being consistent with my writing. I would write one day then it will be months before I write again. I had to quickly change that. I am very consistent with the pen now lol. That is on my mind tonight, of course, Ms. Thinker! LOL

Thoughts? What does it mean to you? Do you have a hard time being consistent?

Blessings and Love!

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Want to share a few quotes topic of consistency.

Just Write

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I have. Still need to do more editing but will do that another day. Tonight, just getting ideas and thoughts out on paper and of course writing to keep my mind of stuff and today it is working so I am good with that. Trying to complete at least 3 more chapters before bed tonight even though I am tired I will push through and meet that goal. I have writing goals that I try to make and complete every weekend. So much good content tonight that I have a big smile on my face I love this feeling seriously. This is my Saturday night!!!! Well back to it then. Hope your night is going great.🖤🖤💙💙

How is your weekend going? Any writing? What do you like to write about? Any exciting plans?

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings All💚

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Little Miss Perfect (Perfect Me III)

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Little Miss Perfect here again

Still standing

Striving for the best

Still reaching

Taking on this crazy world

Little Miss Perfect

Gaining experience

In life

Cannot make a mistake

Manage it all on my own

Push me harder

Blood, Sweat, Tears

Got to make my dreams happen

Little Miss Perfect

Claim what is yours

 Shine on

Be brave

Remember no failing

No slacking

No excuses

Why?

Little Miss perfect

Must remain

Perfect

At all times

I am little miss perfect!

Blessings and Love.

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**A Poem**

https://writeblg.com/2022/04/29/perfect-me/
Little miss perfect (Perfect Me II)
Imperfect

Fear

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Why is it that fear seems to be a reason that holds us back? Well, some people including me. Is it the fear of the unknown that makes us pause and put on hold what we really want to do? Is it the fear of rejection? The fear of taking risks. The fear of not being good enough?  Fear can bring a lot to a halt.

For me, it is the fear of the unknown. I tend to shut down because I don’t know what is to come. That is why it has been taking a while with my book. I know I am good at writing and have a creative imagination and good ideas. I question everything and think of the what if’s, what if it is not good enough, what if people don’t like what I put out. Questions swimming around in my head and sometimes the fear to continue the projects I have going. Fear to put my work out and fear to fully put myself out there and do what is necessary. The fear to take the risks to get out of my comfort zone. Anyone else had or have this problem? Though there is fear within me I am still trying to overcome it. I tell myself that I must change a lot and be willing to do different things that I normally don’t do. I do feel like it is fear that is holding me back. Writing for this blog sometimes comes easy and I just write and just do. I have two books that I am working on still been a year and need to get them done and published. Want to get over the fear of being rejected and the fear of the unknown. Also, get rid of the overthinking too. Want to get rid of my fear of publishing my books and my fear of driving. I know crazy that I love to write but am scared to put some of my work out in the world. SMH. I know I have to have faith and pray the fears away.

Fears make you stop and not want to do anything. Fear has a way of getting in the way of life. Some people stay living in fear and don’t know how to get out of it. Fear can tear you down if you can’t overcome it. Being afraid can ruin your life.

Again, it can hold some back. And I don’t like that I have a little fear, but it is my life and I own it and trying to change it.

What do you think? Ever feared something in life? Do you like to take risks? Is fear getting in the way of your life? What does fear mean to you?

Blessings and Love! Have Faith.

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Random… Happy Day!

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Hello all, Happy Sunday. Happy Easter.

How is everyone’s day? Any plans, or fun activities for the day? For me, no plans today it is just me, my pen, and my notebook. Had some writer’s block early in the day, but of course, I am back at it with writing. Also trying to make up some writing goals that I had set at the beginning of the month. I have been slacking off lately and that is not a good thing.

So today I am focused on writing and planning on staying up tonight a little longer and later than normal to get some stuff done. Feel like it is taking me forever to get this book done. There are days when I am able to write away with no problem and some days, I just do not feel like being bothered with it at all. I need to be more consistent and make it happen. This month so far, I have done nothing and been in my own little world. But from this day on I am going to be on top of everything, I think I sometimes get in my own way and stop my success from happening. I am really working on that. A work in progress here. Does anyone else like this? Does anyone else sometimes feel stuck in life? Sometimes it is a damn struggle, but I will not give up.

I encourage everyone to follow their dreams no matter how long it takes or what needs to be done. Never give up on yourself and what you want out of life. And yes, I do follow my own advice lol. Been working on two books for almost a year and I am still going and willing to finish and publish them. Please follow your gut. Please follow your dreams. Be strong and know you can do it.

Well, okay I am rambling and being random lol. I hope this Sunday is what you wanted it to be, and you enjoyed fun with family and friends. Again, happy Sunday and Happy Easter. Have a good one all.

Blessings and Love

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FLOW

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FLOW!

F- Following my own lead, following my visions, my dreams, feeling powerful, facing myself

L- Learning and growing, letting go of the past, listening to my voice more often, loving myself

O- Observe everything around me, open my mind, my heart, open to new and better ideas

W- Willing to do what it takes to achieve my dream, I have wisdom, wishful, working on a better life for my kids and myself, work hard, a woman that is worthy

That is me. I go with the flow of things and wish for the best. Learning as I go!

Just go with the FLOW!!

Hope you enjoy this.

Blessings and Love!

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Lessons

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Lessons they say are teaching stones

Mistakes made along the way

Of your life are turned into

Lessons

Hard to

Understand

But you will get

Them as life pass

Lessons are what makes us

Better

Teaches us to do and be

Better than what we were

Lessons are needed to be learned

Do you agree?

Thoughts??

Blessings and Love!

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