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Fear

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Why is it that fear seems to be a reason that holds us back? Well, some people including me. Is it the fear of the unknown that makes us pause and put on hold what we really want to do? Is it the fear of rejection? The fear of taking risks. The fear of not being good enough?  Fear can bring a lot to a halt.

For me, it is the fear of the unknown. I tend to shut down because I don’t know what is to come. That is why it has been taking a while with my book. I know I am good at writing and have a creative imagination and good ideas. I question everything and think of the what if’s, what if it is not good enough, what if people don’t like what I put out. Questions swimming around in my head and sometimes the fear to continue the projects I have going. Fear to put my work out and fear to fully put myself out there and do what is necessary. The fear to take the risks to get out of my comfort zone. Anyone else had or have this problem? Though there is fear within me I am still trying to overcome it. I tell myself that I must change a lot and be willing to do different things that I normally don’t do. I do feel like it is fear that is holding me back. Writing for this blog sometimes comes easy and I just write and just do. I have two books that I am working on still been a year and need to get them done and published. Want to get over the fear of being rejected and the fear of the unknown. Also, get rid of the overthinking too. Want to get rid of my fear of publishing my books and my fear of driving. I know crazy that I love to write but am scared to put some of my work out in the world. SMH. I know I have to have faith and pray the fears away.

Fears make you stop and not want to do anything. Fear has a way of getting in the way of life. Some people stay living in fear and don’t know how to get out of it. Fear can tear you down if you can’t overcome it. Being afraid can ruin your life.

Again, it can hold some back. And I don’t like that I have a little fear, but it is my life and I own it and trying to change it.

What do you think? Ever feared something in life? Do you like to take risks? Is fear getting in the way of your life? What does fear mean to you?

Blessings and Love! Have Faith.

Thank you for reading.

Random… Happy Day!

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Hello all, Happy Sunday. Happy Easter.

How is everyone’s day? Any plans, or fun activities for the day? For me, no plans today it is just me, my pen, and my notebook. Had some writer’s block early in the day, but of course, I am back at it with writing. Also trying to make up some writing goals that I had set at the beginning of the month. I have been slacking off lately and that is not a good thing.

So today I am focused on writing and planning on staying up tonight a little longer and later than normal to get some stuff done. Feel like it is taking me forever to get this book done. There are days when I am able to write away with no problem and some days, I just do not feel like being bothered with it at all. I need to be more consistent and make it happen. This month so far, I have done nothing and been in my own little world. But from this day on I am going to be on top of everything, I think I sometimes get in my own way and stop my success from happening. I am really working on that. A work in progress here. Does anyone else like this? Does anyone else sometimes feel stuck in life? Sometimes it is a damn struggle, but I will not give up.

I encourage everyone to follow their dreams no matter how long it takes or what needs to be done. Never give up on yourself and what you want out of life. And yes, I do follow my own advice lol. Been working on two books for almost a year and I am still going and willing to finish and publish them. Please follow your gut. Please follow your dreams. Be strong and know you can do it.

Well, okay I am rambling and being random lol. I hope this Sunday is what you wanted it to be, and you enjoyed fun with family and friends. Again, happy Sunday and Happy Easter. Have a good one all.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

FLOW

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FLOW!

F- Following my own lead, following my visions, my dreams, feeling powerful, facing myself

L- Learning and growing, letting go of the past, listening to my voice more often, loving myself

O- Observe everything around me, open my mind, my heart, open to new and better ideas

W- Willing to do what it takes to achieve my dream, I have wisdom, wishful, working on a better life for my kids and myself, work hard, a woman that is worthy

That is me. I go with the flow of things and wish for the best. Learning as I go!

Just go with the FLOW!!

Hope you enjoy this.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Lessons

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Lessons they say are teaching stones

Mistakes made along the way

Of your life are turned into

Lessons

Hard to

Understand

But you will get

Them as life pass

Lessons are what makes us

Better

Teaches us to do and be

Better than what we were

Lessons are needed to be learned

Do you agree?

Thoughts??

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Sometimes

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Sometimes it is just easy to focus and worry and stress over things. Go into full anxiety mode. Sometimes it is easy to get distracted from the right you are doing. Get sucked into the bad and ugly and it happens fast. Sometimes we forget ourselves and what it is we are trying to do. Sometimes we get scared of life. Sometimes we let people come into our lives and take over. We let them dictate what we do how we move. Sometimes it happens when we are at our lowest and depressed. We do not care at the moment because sometimes we do not care about life at all. Sometimes it takes us a while to really understand what is going on in front of us and around us. Sometimes we make mistakes that cost us later in life. Sometimes we do not know where to turn, we do not know what to do. And. Sometimes we give up. Sometimes it is a struggle to get it all together. Sometimes we just need faith we need to know that everything will be okay. Sometimes we go through life numb because we feel we cannot fix anything. Sometimes we just need to breathe, be calm. Berceuse sometimes life happens and it’s not always going to be how you want it. At all. The process of life. Sometimes we just have to deal with it.

Sometimes…..

Blessings

Thank you for reading.

*A Poem*

#Life #Faith

Hello!

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Hello people!! Good Day!

Just writing today and relaxing. I have some good ideas flowing. Just some questions, if you want to answer. What are some topics you like to read about? What do you like to write about? What drives you to write? and How do you overcome writers block?

Just want to ask questions to better my content, give people what they want, and get to know new people. I love to write and share my thoughts. Thanks for your time. #JustWrite

Blessings!

Please feel free to comment and share. Thank You.

Lies and more LIES

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Lies and more lies, Liar

Hello all

Liars on Blast lol

Want to blog about liars, lying. Why is it that people lie so much. Like why especially when they lie over stuff so small or lie just because. People go around putting on fronts or I like to call it their mask. They lie about who they are, they identity. Or lie about any and everything. Yes, I know that it happens a lot and I just be thinking and wondering why they do it. It is something that I truly do not understand at all. Maybe because I am an honest person no matter the situation, I will always be honest with people. Why? Because I do not like to be lied to that shit hurts. So, I wouldn’t lie to others just because I can and get away with it smh. I have heard that some people do it to avoid hurting someone but lies make everything worse. Well, that is what I think. It is such a big deal in any type of relationship you or in whether it is family or friends a lie is a freaking lie and can be wrong like seriously. I think some people do not realize it maybe because they are all about themselves and don’t care. How hard is it to be upfront and honest about who you are and what you are about. Again, something I don’t understand and probably never will. Thought about writing about lying because I am currently dealing with it, so many people around me who does it a lot and it is super annoying. Something I explain to my kids about honest and integrity. Your presents and words can concern others. It is okay to be honest and be yourself. Do you agree? Have you dealt with a person who constantly lies? How did you deal with it? Again, people why lie? Annoyed seriously

Thinking, venting of course too much shady shit going on and I do not like it. Time for changes, change the untrustworthy people around me. Please feel free to like, comment, and share.

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings all

Thank you for reading.

Little Girl Lost

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Lost Little Girl

Little lost girl

Fighting to find her way

Lost with no direction

Sad eyes, heart hurting, mind racing

Wounds open, flesh

Lost little girl

Thrown to the wolves, the sharks, the bad

The ugly, clowns, death

Raging to get free

Surrounded by the unknown, Dark

Lost little girl

Scared, shocked, afraid

Alone, cold, wondering

Mad, darkness, raged, shaking

Lost in a world, no clue

She is lost, no soul, no nothing

Lost little girl

Can she be found???

Thank You For Reading.

****Just A Poem!!****

Love Cycle!

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  • Meet each other
  • Get to know each other- Months to years- depend on the people!
  • Dates- How many? Who knows? People sometimes skip this
  • The talks- First couple of months all sweet talk on both ends. The I miss you, cannot wait to talk or see you. Shit everything is all fine and dandy at the beginning. the sweet nothings hell everything even intimacy if that is the case
    • The lying, the half-truths. The I am not telling them this or that. the battle with each other. Can get crazy at times……. Oh well you live and learn……. NEXT
  • Strong- Whatever Phase, I going to do me no matter what…… (It is this way sometimes)
  • Both of us will not back down……Fighting and more fighting just damn drama
  • Is it love? should I give up? Is he playing me? Is she playing me? Is this real…. Nah I am tripping it cannot be…. Why I feel this way? Should I express my true self? Question to ask!
  • The DOUBTING yourself and each other……..Damn, the struggle to not call, to not text, why? At this point you question everything the good, the bad. How he feels, how she feels, sometimes outside influences like damn sometimes it is too damn much……OKAY
  • Time to self…… Self-reflect, constantly thinking what if, thinking for the future. is it this person or no should I try again or NO…..Damn think about self-right now. and at this time there might still be doubt but then you like hell why NOT….OKAY Let us try……see where it goes, we let it flow!
  • THE COMEBACK-IF its love!
  • Talking again- more often, more topics in depth, talking about goals, what each other want, how you can make it work with each other
  • Dating again-More communication, No lies, Trust, Commitment, NO Games- AGAIN IF ITS LOVE
  • Caution- Girl back up, Man Back up- He is mine/Or she is mine very territorial making plans with each other. No one can get the way. NO ONE! LOVE IS STRONG! It is all about us. POSWER of LOVE
  • MOVING IN- THIS IS THE BIG TEST—–WHEW- We go through the motions as we really get to know each other. What we like, what we dislike, how we like this, how we like that, Privacy, Cleaning, Cooking, Eating, Intimacy, damn all of it- AGAIN if true love is in the picture you will work things out. Fighting and oh believe me you will have the dumbest fights, control. This is a tough battle. are you throwing in the towel? Are you up to it….?
  • More Communication. More Bonding, More love. We love Strong!
  • What’s Next? Marriage or more trying? What you think?

#JustWrite