Monthly Archives: December 2022

Keep It Cool!

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Keep It Cool!

When days are hectic, too much going on

Keep it cool

When you are mad, ready to flip out

Keep it cool

Kids driving you crazy, you really want a break

Keep it cool

Work is stressful, you want to quit

Keep it cool

Keep it cool and try to stay stress free

Relax and pray

Keep it cool!

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To Myself

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There are some things that I have to remind myself of. Some things are out of my control and it will be okay.

Constantly remind me to let it go. Do not be upset, raged. Be calm, steady

I read this over and over. A good note to self!

Also, tell myself that I am worthy and know my value.

To myself: Always keep your head up! Family is depending on you. You got this!

Have a good one.

Blessings and Love!

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Friday Morning

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Friday Morning

Good morning people. Happy Friday! How is your morning going? My morning is going okay, I have a short workday today so that is a great start to the weekend. I am sitting and thinking about what I want to do after work. Maybe a little Christmas shopping and hopefully movie night tonight. What are your Friday plans? Do you and your family have movie night? What types of movies do you watch? Tonight, movies will be Christmas movies and I am excited probably more than my kids.

Well, I must get going. Hope you all have a good day and remember to love yourself and those around you.

My Friday morning.

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Abandonment

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How it started and when it started

This feeling on being unwanted

Abandoned

As a child, as a teen

As an adult

Being told at a young age

I’m not special enough

Cute enough

Smart enough

That I am nothing at all

Left alone

Abandoned

By those who said they love me

Would always be there

But you see they are

Gone, nowhere to be found

Abandoned

Searching for answers

Feeling of being alone

Closed in, nowhere to turn, fearful

Can’t speak, Afraid

My voice does not matter

Abandonment

Got me feeling no one cares

Abandonment

Screaming out for help

Being left, being unheard

Being let down constantly

Abandoned

Even by myself

I let me down too

Abandoned

Feeling of being ashamed

Of my pain, my scars

The fucked up past

Lifeless

Why though?

Being abandoned so young

Made me grow into darkness

Abandonment

Something I still try to get over

Abandoned

Feeling lost

Unwanted

Unloved

It is too much of a feeling

This sad, and fucked up feeling of

A nobody

Lost soul

Feelings of and truth of..

Abandoned

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Challenge

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Challenge

I challenge myself daily, pushing myself and family to always to do what is right and be on top of things. Goals are important to me and I ty to accomplish them. I do my best to be a good leader, parent, daughter, sister, and friend. Learning along the way and still challenging the inner me.

I love to out do myself if that makes sense lol try to do things over and better. Challenge the inner me and surviving.

It is a challenge daily. Yes indeed! And I am all for it.

Have a good one.

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Random, Random

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Just want to give a big ass shout out to all my Beautiful, Gorgeous, women out there. Keep being strong

We all know how it go.

It be days like this. Just don’t want to be bothered with the world…. And sometimes it makes shit more fucked up…Ladies am I Alone??

Yesss. Shout out to Mary J Blige for this song..

Feels right now….