Tag Archives: Feelings

Be You

Be You!

It is okay to be yourself I don’t understand why people don’t get that

Be You, Be original, Be Brave, Be Awesome, Do what you want, Be wild, Be exciting what ever You WANT BE You!!!!!!

Even if they don’t get you, they do not have to understand you BE YOU!

BE YOU, please and thank you

Just wanted to say that.

Little miss perfect (Perfect Me II)

Little miss perfect (Perfect Me II)

Everything I touch needs to be perfect.

Perfectly done in an order

Everything I plan needs to be perfect.

From start to finish no matter what

Planning must be done right, perfect.

I am out of control if it is not.

Perfect being, Perfect me

Get it right the first time.

Little miss perfect.

She just cannot fail.

Calculated steps, schedules, goals

Walk that perfect line I tell myself.

Again, I am little miss perfect, perfect all the time.

Hope you enjoy.

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Joy

Joy

The joy in waking up to those you love

Those who love you

The joy in having love, happiness, and family

The joy in being nice, wonderful, gentle

The joy in being yourself

The joy in being a parent, provider

The joy in seeing those happy faces

The joy in being a sister, a brother, a friend

The joy in being complete

The joy of being secure

The joy of being successful

The joy of life

Yes, it’s the joy for me!

Joy!!

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Saturday Joy!

Happy Saturday!!

When it is the little thigs that count and the little things people do to make you happy, your heart burst with joy

When you can make those close to you happy putting a smile on their face, your heart burst with joy

Being around family and enjoying each and feeling love, your heart burst with joy!

Wishing/Sending love, positive vibes your way today, remember to love yourself and those around you.

Love, Peace, Happiness, Blessings

Thank You!

My Heart Guarded

Heart Guarded

Sometimes I hate that I am so guarded, and I keep everything in. emotions are bottled up and I do not show that side of me. I do not fully put my feelings out there because I have feelings of being wronged and hurt. I do not like to love and be vulnerable, people will use that against you. That is why I guard my mind and my heart. It is true that I can be afraid of rejection. I do not trust easily either I have major trust issues and I know that is holding me back, but I cannot just fully put my trust in others. I am also guarded because I feel like people have negative motives, and I do not like that shit. I am guarded because I have not healed from my past, I need to let go and move on. Is it bad that I cannot let my guard down? Working on changing that, maybe just do not want to get hurt anymore I’ so freaking over it. I am just thinking out loud, my crazy thoughts. SMH it how I am feeling though. My heart is guarded. I need help!

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#HeartGuarded #Mythoughts #JustWrite

My Wednesday Night

Tonight, I feel like I am over thinking and over analyzing over a person and a situation. The situation is making me want to write a rage 3. Here we go again!

Have you ever had that feeling that something is meant to be? Or

You constantly think of someone or something and think what if? Or

Should I have made that choice? Should I have gave that person a chance?

My feelings tonight, of course I had to let it out…. (About to burst)

Wow so many mixed emotions tonight, sorry I am all over the place. As always, a certain somebody is on my mind, yes still thinking about him every day. As of a couple months ago we have not been really talking, but I do get random texts from him and it gets me excited. When I respond to the text, I do not get a reply, then weeks later another text and the same thing. Like damn it is getting on my damn nerves. I keep telling myself to let him go and try not to think about him. But then I also tell myself to let him know how I feel, quit being scared and get it over with. Or ask him how he feels about me I feel like a teenaged girl and weird. Should I be feeling this way at my age?  do not know why I get so nervous about him. Damn. Tired of him being on my mind, in my thought and feelings and not knowing where we stand. It must be a reason why I am always thinking of him, this is my third post about my feelings for him, ugh craziness. Then I think about what if he does feel the same way as me, should we date? Should we try for a relationship? All sorts of thoughts going through my head and maybe because I might be afraid to fall in love, yes, I like him a lot, but I am still unsure when it comes to loving someone and being in a relationship do not know if I am ready or not. My heart is so guarded, and I tell myself to take a chance, go for it. Put it all out on the line what is the worst that can happen? Again, I need to quit being scared about the situation. Well leaning towards asking him take it from there. This love thing is crazy and probably not for me, but we shall see. Wish me luck. Tell me am I the only one? Again, feeling weird about it. What should I do? Help!

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#Love #JustWrite #Thoughts

Rough Day…..

Rough day yesterday!

Yesterday was a hard day for me. I had to take a moment for myself. I sat on my bed rocking back and forth and taking deep breaths. Minutes before that I was in attack mode. I felt hurt and just rage and wanted to do damage to that person. Ugh I do not like having this feeling and I am glad I walked away because the way I was feeling was madness and did not want to do anything stupid. So, I had to take some deep breaths and put on some music to calm myself. I hate that I let someone get the best of me and got me out of control for a minute. I also had to pray for strength, I was a different person and had to check myself really quick. Right now, I am still a little upset, but happy the situation is over and nothing bad happened. I kept it cool. Very thankful and proud of myself for having the strength to walk away.

I will continue to pray for strength and guidance. Really trying to have peace, get to my happiness. Have you ever been in a scary situation before? How did you deal with it?

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We!!

We!

The way you make my eyes sparkle

My body blush,

always smilling

I like this feeling

the feeling of you,

around me Kissing me

I’m Yours

We Free

You

loving on me

Me

Loving you, We have Passion

Great Chemistry

This is love, this is peace,

And I am Loving This! Can we keep this

We Love!!!! We Good We together=STRONG

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An old poem of mines….. 12/05/2020

Updated a little! 07/22/2021