Tag Archives: relationships

T.O.L-Dating

Date or No?

Questioning myself lately and asking am I ready to date? Thinking about relationships, love, and having someone by my side. Getting that lonely feeling. Just a little scared honestly of putting myself out there, letting my guard down. I also think that it is time to at least try to meet new people. I am a homebody and I need to get out of that. Want to live a little and be happy enjoying my life. My life consists of motherhood, working, writing all day every day. Do some different things. Just doing a little thinking well of course and it’s on my mind. Just don’t know when I would work up the courage to actually do it. Lol.

I am still a work in progress and still trying to learn to trust. Blah Blah Blah my life is boring…. Thinking out loud.

Blessings and love!

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Wild Side

Wild Side/Wild Night

Wild side out, let’s go

Other side of me coming out

Wild side

Wild, freaky, and fun

Show him that side girl

See if he likes the wild you

Go crazy, be spunky, let loose

Wild side for a night

Maybe a lifetime

Wild, freaky, and fun

Turning him on

Oh, he will be surprised

A lot instore for this night

Wild and proud

Oh, so sexy you and I

Explore our fantasies

Hope he is ready

And got the time

This will be a long night

Wild, freaky, and fun

A great night, steamy, fun, excitement, lusty, sexy, dirty

Letting our wild side out

We free and wild

Baby tell me

Do you like my wild side?

Cause yes tonight

I’m wild freaky and fun for you.

Wild for the night!

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This feeling again, UGH

Feeling this Again…..

This feeling again, damn maybe I just need to talk to this man and let my feeling be known. another damn night I am spending with him on my mind. It has been like this for days and do not know why. This man probably does not even think about me or care about me but here my stupid self is just in my feelings about him. Sometimes I think I should pickup the phone and call him to hear his voice, I really want him beside me, but oh well. Wish I can get him off my mind, like seriously. Thinking out loud and very emotional, man getting attached and getting your feelings involved sucks. Yes, I hate that I feel this way I feel like I cannot focus I just see him, I can not help it. I just wanted to let this out and I need to learn to keep my feelings in check. Damn, damn, damn this man, I think I am in love (OH MY). I am rambling, need help. What should I do?

Ugh this damn feeling again.

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#JustWrite #Love

Have you ever felt this way?

Have you felt this way?

Cannot get this man off my mind, damn every day I think of him. His looks, his smile, his voice, and his damn personality. We are a match. We have great chemistry, I can have a good conversation with him, he makes me laugh, and we also can be serious too. It is just something about him. I avoid talking to him because I have strong feelings and do not know how to show it or how to tell him (my scared ass, LOL). I am so guarded and been hurt too many damn times. But for real, I just do not know what to do. Then I worry about if he feels the same way. I do not want to put my feelings out there and he do not feel the same way I do. And that will constantly bother me. What if he does not respond or never talk to me again. I probably sound crazy, but it is how I am feeling and can not shake it. Right now, I want him next to me, us talking and vibing, I want his touch, his eyes on me. Then again, I do not want to look stupid and get hurt. My emotions are everywhere tonight, and I am dinking a little and it is making it worse. Maybe it is bedtime for me because my mind is going miles and I am so over this, maybe because I know the truth. 

I guess it is what it is. Just my thoughts and feelings tonight. I really want him, like seriously, whatever.

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