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Secrets….

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Hold it in

Walk around with the hurt

Pain, and More Pain

Keep it inside

Secrets

Hold it in

Sometimes wearing that

Fake smile

Keep it inside

Secrets

Hold it in

Let it destroy you

Bury it

In your soul

In your heart

In your mind

Bury it deep

Under

Keep it inside

Damn secrets

Hold it in

Be brave

Be quiet

Be scared

It is what they want

Keep it inside

Secrets

Hold it in

Or

Let it out

Scream it out

Keep it inside

Or

Take your life back

Stand up

Hold it in

No LONGER

Keep it inside

I Will NOT

Secrets

They will sometimes hold you back

Holding it in

Keeping it inside

But

Sometimes

Secrets become known

Damn secrets.

Thank you for reading.

***Just A POEM!***

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Ray’Elaine Just Write and Be YOU!!! 🖤🖤

Trauma’s 

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In the depths of my mind, lies a pain so deep 
A childhood trauma that I struggle to keep 
It haunts me every moment, every day and night 
A constant reminder of a time that wasn’t right 

I was once a child, so innocent and pure 
But the world around me was harsh and obscure 
My childhood was stolen, my memories erased 
Left with scars that time could never erase 

But I refuse to let my past define me 
I’ll fight with all my strength, till I am free 
I’ll rise above the pain, the hurt, and the fear 
And find the light that shines so clear 

I’ll take back my life, one step at a time 
And leave the shadows of my past behind 
I’ll be the hero of my own epic tale 
And conquer the demons that once made me frail 

For I am stronger than the pain I bear 
And with each passing day, I’ll show I care 
I’ll break free from the chains of my past 
And find the peace that will forever last. 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Chill Tuesday 

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Hello, my blog peeps! 

Today is a chill day Tuesday. No work for me today. My kids are still not home so it is another relaxing day for me. Today I am journaling getting some of my thoughts out on paper. Afterward, I want to watch some food competition shows while stuffing my face lol. I might write poetry later. For now, I’m good just writing in my notebook about life. I plan to have a positive day and just enjoy the quietness. 

How are you today? Any exciting plans? Are you working today or relaxing? 

Have a good one! Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading.

Playtime!

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Daily writing prompt
Do you play in your daily life? What says “playtime” to you?
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Yes, I do try to get in some play time during my daily life. Sometimes I like to go to the arcade and play games. Sometimes I feel like a big kid while enjoying time with my kids. Taking my kids to the park or going on a walk is good downtime. Family fun days with games and snacks. There are times when I like to play my PlayStation 4 to keep my mind off things. It is good to add in playtime/fun into your day. Let off some stress and let your hair down. Also, dancing and music are playtime to me as I can get lost in it. 

Blessings 

Thank you for reading. 

Eccentric! 

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You say I’m odd, eccentric, too 

But that’s just me, what can I do? 

I march to the beat of my own drum 

And let my creativity run 

My thoughts and actions may seem strange 

But they’re the product of a mind unchained 

I don’t conform to society’s norms 

And I’m not afraid to weather life’s storms 

Being different isn’t always easy 

But it’s who I am, completely and honestly 

So, if you think I’m odd or weird 

Just know that’s something to be revered 

In this world that values sameness 

Being unique is what brings greatness 

So, let me be the oddball that I am 

And watch me soar beyond the norm 

Eccentric Me! 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading.

Nightly Vent…

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Hello my blog peeps!

Lately, so much has been going on, and I am feeling so overwhelmed. Of course, I am trying to keep it all together. Tonight I am really in overthinking mode, and my head is spinning. Family is what is on my mind. Dealing with losses and having a heavy heart. Praying for healing and strength. Whew, I need to take a breather.

Wish I could keep a calm mind. Hopefully, some music helps. Vent it out!

Hope you all have a good night.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading

Grocery Items 

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Daily writing prompt
List your top 5 grocery store items.
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My top five grocery items that I buy from the store are: 1. Water 2 Fruit 3. Bread 4. Meat. 5. Potatoes 

Of course, I buy more items like veggies and cannot forget chocolate/snacks, these items are bought every week. That is my list. 

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Miss Mom..

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Every day that passes by 

I can’t help but wonder why 

You had to go so far away 

Leaving me here, alone to stay 

My heart is heavy, full of pain 

As I long to see you once again 

To feel your love, your warm embrace 

And see the smile on your face 

I miss the times we used to share 

The laughter, love, and all the care 

I miss your voice, your gentle touch 

And all the things I loved so much 

But even though you’re far away 

My love for you will never stray 

For you are always in my heart 

And we will never be apart 

So until the day we meet again 

I’ll hold you close, my dear mom  

And cherish all the memories 

Of the love that you have given me 

Forever missing you 

-Miss Mom- 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

In My Heart

Tough Times 

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In life, we all face tough times 

When things seem to go wrong 

And it feels like we’re stuck 

In a never-ending storm 

But tough times do not last long 

The clouds will clear away 

And the sun will shine again 

It may seem impossible right now 

But you’ll get through this, I promise 

Just keep holding on to hope 

And keep moving forward with courage 

Tough times may knock us down 

But they do not define us 

We are strong and resilient 

And we will rise above this 

Tough times do not last long 

And soon, you’ll find sunshine again!

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Me, Again 

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Just sitting here thinking about the old me. Well back when things were great, and I was happy. I am feeling nostalgic right now. Memories are flooding me. Just thinking and asking myself how I get back there, to my happy self. I feel like I am trying but I am not there yet.  

Constantly questioning what am I doing right and what am I doing wrong. Thinking of ways to fix me, I feel like a burden to those around me due to my unhappiness, and feeling down, depressed, and constantly shutting down. I try to hide it and not mention how I am really feeling. But indeed, I am trying to figure it out. I do not know what is going on with me, I pray I get out of this, I pray I get back to the real me. 

I want to feel alive again. Just be free and me. Happy and at peace. 

Has anyone else felt like this? Do you sometimes feel out of place? Like you do not belong because you are different?  

I do not know I am rambling and of course thinking aloud. Maybe Ray’Elaine is in her feelings. 

 I am still working on me. Always a work in progress. Always room for improvement. 

-Sigh- I need me again! Real Shit! 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for.