Oh well!

Sticky11/23/2023thoughtsBlogging, Feelings, Grieving, Hurting, JustWrite, life, Ray'Elaine, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Damn though it is my fault. Everything is on me and I did this to myself by being in this shell of mine, not letting my true feelings out. I guess I have been in shutdown mode. Grieving today and a broken heart is added. Damn story of my life. I cannot seem to get it together and another person left me, and I do not blame him. It is my fault. It is what it is. Though my heart hurts it’s because of my own doing. DAMN

Oh Well, Oh Well, Oh Well, I will be alright……Hopefully

Hope your day is way better than mine is! 🖤🤎💙💗💚💛🧡🤍💜

Blessings!

Thank you for reading.

Ray’Elaine, The Author

Sticky08/12/2022thoughtsAuthor, Dedication, Dreams, Happiness, Just Write, life, Love, Passion, Ray'Elaine, Write LifeRay'Elaine

I did it, It is Official!!

I am so happy right now. I did it, finally published my first book. Me an author it is so amazing. I can’t believe it. Feel like I’m on a high. Thankful for this moment. Can’t stop smiling 🙂😀

Still working on my author page and other things. I’m ready to start promoting and of course write more books. She is so focused! Thanks for all the support! I appreciate it all.

In the mood to celebrate. How is y’all night going? Working on any projects? Are you writing? Any fun plans for the weekend? Have a good night!

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading.

Focused on me!

More information on my book. Please feel free to leave feedback. Thank you in advance.

The title of my book is: Anything For The Take
Here is the link to it on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0B9J83KMY/ref=cm_sw_r_apan_0127NEE4CV25HAMH5V81

Finally!!

Sticky07/16/2022Short Stories, thoughtsAuthor, Dreams, Excitied, Faith, Feelings, Happiness, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, Motivation, Passion, Ray'Elaine, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

So tonight, I am excited. I have finished the rough draft of my first book. It has been a rough few months, but I made it happen. Started working on it 10 months ago. My passion and was dedicated to the process and continuing on. Wow, I am really done with it, well still must edit. Wanted to share the good news here on my blog. I don’t know if I should be this excited. There are still ways to go. For the rest of the week I will be done with edits and working on book covers. For the rest of the night, I am relaxing and mentally prepared myself for the next steps. Also, will be finishing up my poetry book soon. I am in a zone and the pen flowing. I love it. Again, want to give thanks to those who gave encouraging words and helped me on this writing journey of mine.

Hopefully, editing will be done by this weekend. I have 18 chapters to go through so I know I will be busy with work, and this. I got this I am ready! My grandma and mom would be proud. I also have good and new ideas for my blog, so I am excited about everything. Happy night for me! Okay, do not want to keep rambling…

Exciting Monday night. How is the night going for you? Ready for the week ahead? Hope you all have a good one!!!

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Want What You Cannot Have.

12/07/2025thoughtsBlogging, Faith, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, Letting Go, life, Love, Lust, MyThoughts, Ray'Elaine, Relationship, Risk, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Want it, Can’t Have it…..

Have you been in a situation where you have to walk away from someone love because you knew in your heart that the two you would not have worked out? I am just sitting here thinking of that person and I miss him. Been feeling so lonely lately and thinking and missing him is making me feel worse because that is who I want. Badly. I miss the way he used to look at me, our conversations, our silliness, our vibe, the compliments, and him always being real with me. We had to walk away from each other, and it still hurts. I want him in my life, and I still feel that it would not work out for me due to me knowing this person well the way they think, and their personality. Sometimes it annoys me wondering about what if. What would happen if we did have a relationship? What if we try now? Wondering if I made a mistake when I had to walkway from him. Hate feeling this way and again feel lonely and want him next to me even if not in a relationship with me just to talk to each other would be good. I need to find something to do because he is too much on my mind. SMH, I do not like it. He probably does not still feel the same way. Should I reach out or just leave it alone? Maybe too much time has passed.

Have you ever had a person in your life that could not let go? Did all the wrong things in the relationship and you endured a lot and decided to leave but they just will not let you go. Dealing with that currently. Yeah, today I am dealing with a lot got someone who wants me but I don’t want them I feel I tried so hard for years and got hurt and I am over it. Haven’t been with this person for years and they won’t let up. Yeah, fucking annoying. And then I want someone who probably does not want me or thinking about me at all, the difference is I am not bugging the other person or begging them to want me. Constantly calling or texting them. It is the want what I cannot have syndrome we both got I guess lol. Emotions are everywhere though

Damn, can I catch a break…. LOL a little too much at the moment.

That damn feeling of wanting what you cannot have……

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Pay Attention!

12/06/2025Poems, poetryBlogging, Feelings, JustWrite, life, Love, pay attention, PayAttention, poetry, Ray'Elaine, WritingRay'Elaine

Pay attention!

Open your eyes, look around

Are you really paying attention?

Open your eyes, watch those who are close

Are you paying attention?

Open your eyes to how they treat you

Are you paying attention?

Open your eyes, your ears to what they speak of or about

Are you paying attention?

Open your eyes before it is too late

Pay attention and be alert, open them up!

Thank you for reading, please feel free to like, comment, and/or share

#JustWrite #Poetry #PayAttention

Companionship!

12/06/2025Poems, poetry, thoughtsBlogging, Chemistry, Companionship, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, Lonely, Love, Lust, Peace, poetry, Ray'Elaine, relationships, thoughtsRay'Elaine

Companionship!

Needing

Longing

Wanting for those eyes

That stares back with soul,

Eyes that soothe you

Stares with love

Wanting for that touch

That

Brings comfort

Warmth

That hug

That

Brings calmness

Needing

Longing

Wanting for that heart

Pure

Believable

Heart

That brings

Trust

Security

Wanting to be someone

Who is

Wanted

Needed

Loved

Seen

Heard

Wanting for love

Same

I can give

Wanting for someone

Who brings

Light

Peace

Happiness

Wanting stability

Freedom

Loyalty

Respect

Family

Wanting

That

Good love

Passion

Dedication

Powerful

Needing

Longing for

Wanting

That

Desirable

Companionship!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

https://writeblg.com/2021/12/08/true-love/

https://writeblg.com/2021/02/22/love-that/

Loyalty!

11/26/2025poetryBlogging, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, Loved Ones, Loyalty, MyThoughts, poetry, Ray'Elaine, TrustRay'Elaine

Loyalty is a virtue, rare and true

A steadfast bond that I imbue

To those I love, to those I know

My loyalty forever shall flow

Through thick and thin, through joy and strife

I stand by those who enrich my life

With loyalty as my guiding light

I navigate the darkest night

Loyalty is more than just a word

It’s a promise that is always heard

To be there for those who need me most

Loyalty is an unwavering host

I cherish this noble trait

And hold it close to my heart innate

With loyalty as my guiding star

I’ll shine bright and travel far

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Embrace

11/26/2025thoughtsBlog, Embrace, Faith, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, MyThoughts, Ray'Elaine, Self-Care, Self-Love, Thinker, WritingRay'Elaine

In this life, it is important that you embrace yourself to the fullest. It is good to take the time to celebrate you. Embrace all that you have and love yourself to the fullest. Embrace the good times as well as the hard times, that is what makes you wiser and stronger. Embrace your healing process and be gentle with your mind, body, and spirit. Embrace your inner happiness and peace. Yes, life happens but always be true to yourself. Embrace yourself, embrace life….

All of it! Just Saying!!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

***This post was inspired by my daughter, also a writer. She thought that I should write about embracing yourself. Big shout out to her, got to love her***

Destiny

11/21/2025poetryBlogging, Destiny, Dreamer, Feelings, happy, Journey, JustWrite, life, poetry, Ray'ElaineRay'Elaine

On a journey vast with twists and turns

I follow my destiny, my spirit yearns

Through valleys deep and mountains high

I seek the truth beneath the sky

With courage as my loyal guide

I’ll face whatever may come

Each step I take, each path I choose

Leads me closer to my destined views

Let the winds of fate unfurl

As I travel in this wondrous world

My journey’s end I cannot see

But I’ll embrace it, for it’s meant to be

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Poetry!

11/18/2025poetryBlogging, Feelings, happy, I Love Poetry, JustWrite, Love, Poet, poetry, Ray'Elaine, writer, WritingRay'Elaine

Painting words with artful grace
Odes to life in every space
Expressing thoughts with eloquence
Tales of heart and mind are immense
Revealing beauty, pain, and truth
Yearning hearts find the sweetest proof

Words flow
Ink dances free
Poetry’s sweet embrace
Expressing thoughts and feelings
Pure joy