Relaxed
A good book or a good movie
Great wine or great cocktail, Great Food
Kids fed, had a bath, Kids are asleep
Clean house
It is my me-time
My fun, relaxed time
Cheers to me. It’s time to unwind!
And writing on my mind!
Relaxed!
Blessings and Love!
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Control
When you think of control what does it mean to you?
Control to me is having a say over any and everything. Have to be up close and have a hand in everything that is going on around you. Including control over people.
Man, man, man I hate when things are out of my control. I am a Leo and yes sometimes I am bossy and must control everything around me. When something is out of my control, I feel lost, nervous, my body shakes I feel anxious, and I get easily irritated. Anybody else like that? I be a nervous wreck and constantly questioning everything. Then I am overthinking and worrying, crazy huh?
Some people say to me that its ok to let go of having control over everything and relax. It is hard to do that thought. I have been thinking about it lately and maybe I should let go a little, take it one day at a time, relax, do not go overboard, and try to run people lives. I mean how hard can it be? Where do I start? Are there any other control freaks out there? Help lol
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Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings!
Thank You For Reading.
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I am a defender
A defender to me
I protect me, myself, and I
Defender
Fighting those who
Threatens me
Defender
On guard of course
Protective gear
I am a defender
A defender to me, to my family
Watch closely
Listen and I am alert
Fighting anything that comes close
Defender
Everything on lock
No one gets through
Nope
Defender
Stand tall
Confident
Strong
I am a defender
A defender of
ME…
Blessings and Love
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Too good to be true…
So tonight, I am sitting and thinking. And of course, this damn dude is on my mind. Like what the fuck, why? My emotions are everywhere and yes, I am a little tipsy and besides what I am dealing with I am thinking of him. Again why? Oh, my yall I am irritating my damn self at the moment. Cannot help but to think is this real? Does he really feel the same way I do, shit does he really like me? Here I go feeling young-minded and questioning myself and the situation instead of letting it all go and that is not good. Just feel confused and out of it, maybe I should just walk away and forget it all thought it was what I wanted but I do not know now. I have mixed emotions and we are both dealing with things. That is why I do not like putting my feelings out there I feel dumb and used it to benefit them talk and texting on their time. Thinking yeah it is too good to be true. Just wish I could find realness, real love besides what I can offer. Ugh it's
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Okay, so I must vent for a minute. Yall know how I do. I am having some feelings about that oh is this shit too good to be true, am I close to my dreams, and sometimes my damn trust issues are at play. I am almost finished with my book and ready to take off. At this moment I really do not trust shit. This weekend and the dates are memories I hate thinking about, so that got me feeling all types of ways. Emotions are everywhere tonight. And honestly, no one to talk to well on my blog. Just doing so much thinking tonight, maybe I need to go to bed, and try again tomorrow. Glad I got some goals done though. A calm mind and rest!!!! Thanks for all the support!
I hope everyone else night was great and happy Father’s Day to all the fathers out there. Hope your day was fun and exciting. Remember to love yourself and keep those you love close. Goodnight!
Blessings and Love
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Scars inside and out
Deep wounds
Can never be fixed
Scars
Still remain
Walk with me, guide me
The scars
Not pretty
Inside and out
The scars I carry with me
So deep
Nightmares appear
The scars are here
Forever
The scars
Inside and out
I
Cannot hide
Flesh open
Cries are loud
Scars remain
I wonder why.
No help
There’s nobody
Damn scars
On my mind, body
Drowning
Am I still alive?
These
Scars
Sometimes visible
These scars sometimes
Not….Damn
Scars….
Blessings and Love.
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**A Poem**
I Surrender!
I give myself to you
I surrender
Yours to love, to cherish
I surrender.
Your life, your love, your heart
I surrender
Our bond, our time, the beauty
I surrender
Pains and sorrow
Sadness and grief, all the bad
I surrender it all to you
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#Love #Surrender #Just write
Mirror mirror on the wall
Little Miss Perfect
Cannot fall
And won’t
Mirror mirror on the wall
Strive for the best and stand tall
Mirror mirror on the wall
Perfect me, Perfect world
Outsiders are a NO
Mirror mirror on the wall
Miss Perfect cannot hide
Mirror Mirror on the wall
Little Miss perfect
Showing out, Showing it ALL
Mirror Mirror on the wall
Say it again
Little Miss perfect cannot FALL, FAIL
Mirror Mirror on the wall
Real feelings out
Mirror Mirror on the wall
Tempted and
Want a way out
Mirror mirror on the wall
You know the truth
Little Miss perfect has FLAWS.
Blessings and Love
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**Just A Poem** #Poetry #JustWrite
You do not know what is out there
You are scared to take that step
Scared of rejection, embarrassment, failure
Scared of the unknown
You tell yourself I can do it
But doubt, and anxiety tells you otherwise
You are scared of what you might or might not become
Scared of what people will say or think about you
You procrastinate, put things on hold
Scared to put yourself out there
Scared to follow your dreams
You’re scared of your own potential
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What a day/night…
Hay everyone. How is everyone’s night? Mine is not too good tonight it has been a long and dragged-on day. Why? My migraines ugh hate them, like seriously. I have been feeling drained all day and my damn face hurting. These migraines just take over sometimes. It was very painful through work and some meetings that I had but I pushed through and was hoping to get a lot of writing done today but that did not happen I tried a little but had to take a break and try to find a calm space.
Hopefully, I am all better tomorrow because I did not like the way I was feeling today. Not good at all hopefully I can get some sleep. I hope that yall day was better and hope you guys have a great night. remember to love yourself through it all.
Thank you for reading.
#JustWrite
