Tag Archives: Feelings

Forgetting/Forgiving

Forgetting/Forgiving

I know you’re supposed to forgive people and move on with life. Yeah, that is hard to do, well for me it is. Why? Because all I think about is how a person did me wrong or harmed me, and then I do not know why they did it. I am left feeling lost and confused. I have a hard time forgetting the past and forgiving those in my past; I mean all of it, all the bad, and that is probably my biggest problem. I feel like I still live in the past, and that is not cool. I try to forget about it, but pain and anger will not let me, I do not know why I am still this way, I try to not think about stuff. This is something I am working on I need to let it all go and really move on with my life. Try not to seek revenge and be happy with my life. Try to forgive those who have brought harm my way.

I heard that by forgiving a person you help yourself. You can release the emotions it can bring by holding on to it, and it helps with built-up anger. You are not doing any good by holding on to the hurt. I pray that I can forgive people because this feeling of holding on or wanting to hurt back is not good. I am learning day by day how to forgive. Have you felt like you could not forgive someone? Was it hard to forgive? What do you think?

Blessings and Love!

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Morning Ritual

Daily writing prompt
What are your morning rituals? What does the first hour of your day look like?

When I wake up in the morning, I take care of my hygiene. I will journal till it is time to get my kids up for school. Some days make my kids breakfast if they want it. Sometimes they like to take nutrient grain bars or pop tarts, something on the go. I will get that done while making sure they are getting ready for school and always watching the time to make sure they make their school bus. After they are off to school, I make my cup of coffee, and some days, by this time, it is cup number 2, and then I will write, blog, and journal with some music playing and relaxing till it’s time for work. Then, of course, it is time to work! That’s it!

How about you? What is your morning ritual?

Have a good one

Blessings and Love!

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Love Self! 

I look into the mirror, and what do I see? 

A person staring back who’s always been there for me.

Through all the ups and downs, the good times and the bad 

I’ve always been my own true friend, the one I’ve always had 

I used to criticize and pick apart my every flaw

But now, I choose to love myself, and that’s the key to it all

I am worthy of respect, of kindness, and of love

And I won’t let anyone convince me otherwise, not now or ever 

I will stand up tall, with confidence and pride

I love myself for who I am and never try to hide. 

I will embrace my flaws and all and cherish every part

For I am unique and special, and that’s what sets me apart

Blessings and Love! 

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Not What You Want.

In the depths of my heart, I know it’s true

That what I offer is not enough for you

I’m not the one who can fulfill your needs

And I fear my love will only cause you to bleed

I want to be the one who makes you smile

But it seems that I fall short by a mile

My flaws and faults are too much to bear

And I can’t escape this feeling of despair

I wish that I could be the perfect one

To hold you close until the setting sun

But my love is not enough to make you stay

And I am left to face another lonely day

Perhaps one day I’ll find the strength to see

That I deserve a love that’s meant to be

Until then, I’ll try to learn and grow

And pray that the pain inside will soon let go.

The sad truth is, I am not what you want….

-Not What You Want.-

Blessings and Love!

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Pressure!

When you feel the weight of the world, of life. 

Pressure 

Trying to make everyone around you happy. 

Pressure 

Trying to make yourself happy. 

Pressure 

Having those bad days, struggling 

Pressure 

The drama and let downs. 

To be perfect 

Pressure 

Dealing with people who are toxic to you. 

Pressure 

Heaviness 

Too much weight 

It is all around. 

Damn the pressure. 

Blessings and Love! 

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Snow Sunday! 

On this snowy Sunday morning 

The world outside is newly born 

A blanket of white, oh-so-bright 

Envelopes all within my sight 

The chill in the air bites my nose 

But the beauty around me overflows 

The trees, the roads, the houses too 

All coated in white, a magical view 

I sip my hot coffee and take it all in 

Feeling grateful for this winter sin 

For in this moment, all seems right 

On this snowy Sunday, it’s so bright!

Blessings and Love! 

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Time for Change

As my world begin to shift

Changes being made

I do not stir the pot, be calm

Keep myself busy

Do not buckle under the pressure

I do not and will not bend to others will

Changes

Keep my head up, don’t kick my own self when down

Be calm

Stay in my own lane

Going through the motions

As my world begin to shift

I welcome the change

I know it is time for

New beginning’s

-Time For Change-

Blessings and Love

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Broken…

In the depths of despair, a tale unfolds

Of a heart shattered into countless pieces

A soul adrift in a sea of sorrows untold

In the silence of the night, anguish increases

Once whole, now fragmented and torn

Memories like sharp shards, cutting deep

A spirit weary, battered, and worn

Lost in a labyrinth of pain, unable to sleep

Yet in the darkness, a glimmer of hope

Whispers of healing, a chance to mend

Slowly gathering the fragments to cope

A journey of resilience, towards the light to ascend

Through the trials of being broken and scarred

Emerges a story of strength and grace

A testament to the human spirit, unmarred

A phoenix rising from the ashes, finding its place

-Broken-

Blessings and Love!

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Prepare

In life someties its best to be ready for anything!

Want to share some quotes on preparation. Enjoy

“Thorough preparation makes its own luck.” Joe Poyer

 “There is no obstacle in the path of young people who are poor or members of minority groups that hard work and preparation cannot cure.” Barbara Jordan

 “Preparation time is never wasted time.”

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Morning!!

Manifest the energy I need, manifest my dreams, and what the day brings

Only positive thinking, Only positive vibes

Ready for what the day brings. Ready regardless. FOCUSED

Not giving up, no matter what

Imagining a world beyond my hopes and dreams

Navigating through it all, navigate the negative

Greatness comes the ashes of it all. Greatness I am!

I want to wish everyone a good morning. If it is not good for you, I pray you have the strength to make it through the day. I pray you have the tools you need to succeed and pull yourself up. Sending love to all.

Let’s make today positive and full of love.

Good Morning! Have a good one!

Blessings and Love! 🖤💙💛🤎

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