Tag Archives: Feelings

Me, Again 

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Just sitting here thinking about the old me. Well back when things were great, and I was happy. I am feeling nostalgic right now. Memories are flooding me. Just thinking and asking myself how I get back there, to my happy self. I feel like I am trying but I am not there yet.  

Constantly questioning what am I doing right and what am I doing wrong. Thinking of ways to fix me, I feel like a burden to those around me due to my unhappiness, and feeling down, depressed, and constantly shutting down. I try to hide it and not mention how I am really feeling. But indeed, I am trying to figure it out. I do not know what is going on with me, I pray I get out of this, I pray I get back to the real me. 

I want to feel alive again. Just be free and me. Happy and at peace. 

Has anyone else felt like this? Do you sometimes feel out of place? Like you do not belong because you are different?  

I do not know I am rambling and of course thinking aloud. Maybe Ray’Elaine is in her feelings. 

 I am still working on me. Always a work in progress. Always room for improvement. 

-Sigh- I need me again! Real Shit! 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for. 

Happiness Inside!

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Smiling inside and out

Can’t hide

Happiness from inside

Feeling like somebody

Do flips inside my body

Right here, right now happy

Things falling in place

Happiness from inside

Making me blush

From my own self

Feeling accomplished

Loved and proud

Happiness from deep

Inside

Where it starts

Loving myself

Like never before

Happiness inside

No one can steal this

Keeping my head up

No matter what

This happiness inside

So bright

Peaceful

Joyful

Happiness inside

I fought hard to make it here

Happiness inside

I’ll never hide

Feeling this way

With big smiles

Inside and out

Everyone can see

I love it, all around this

Happiness inside!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Pain & Pleasure!

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The pain I feel when we are

Apart

How my mind, heart, and body aches

That painful feeling, a gut punch

The pain I feel when I think

I cannot have you

The pain of my wrath

And then

That feeling of it is worth it

Pleasure, I feel when you are beside me

Pleasure through my heart, my body

Knowing you are there, you love me

Your never scared

Pleasuring in knowing our bond

Is like no other

The Pain & Pleasure of loving you

I will endure

In the end we both are worth it

The Pain & Pleasure of true love

Pain & Pleasure we face together

And here on out

Our love gets better

Pain & Pleasure

We

Share together!

-Pain & Pleasure-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Lioness!

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L- Leader, Lover, Learner, Leo

I- Independent, Irreplaceable, Interesting

O- Optimistic, Observer, Overpower

N- Nice, Nurture, Naughty

E- Empowering, Energetic, Evolved

S- Superior, Shielded, Sure

S- Strong, Sassy, Stern

Leader, leading the pride, all love inside

Independent in my stride, and interested to the outside

Optimistic and ready for this ride

Can be nice, can be naughty

Empowering within my pride

Superior in my stride, shielded on this ride

Can be sassy, can be stern

In this wild

Lioness

An observer

Ready to pounce

When wronged

Lioness

In the wild

Wherever I go

Inside and out

I am a fearless lioness!

-Lioness-

🖤🤎💙💛🧡🤍💜💗❤

♌♌♌

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

LIONESS!!!

Better Me! 

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Becoming better is what I pursue 

A happier me, a better version, too 

Learning to love myself, it’s overdue 

And to my heart, I promise to stay true 

I’ll embrace my flaws, let go of the past 

And cherish the memories that forever will last 

I’ll find joy in the little things and make them last 

And look forward to the future with steadfast hope 

I’ll love myself more and treat myself well 

And let my inner beauty radiate and swell 

I’ll believe in myself and never ever fall 

For I am capable, strong, and can excel 

So here’s to the journey of becoming a better me 

A happier version, the best I can be 

I’ll love myself always, unconditionally 

And share this love with all endlessly 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Write On! 

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In the quiet of my space, I sit and write 
Pen in hand, the words flow from my mind 
Love writing, it’s my escape, my delight 
A haven where my thoughts can be refined 

The rhythm of my heartbeats, steady and calm 
A symphony of words, a melody that sings 
The words, they dance and sway, like a palm 
In the gentle breeze, that life to nature brings 

Peace surrounds me, as I pour out my soul 
The ink on paper, a reflection of my heart 
Each word, a piece of me, a story to be told 
A masterpiece in the making, a work of art 

Writing is my passion, my true love 
A gift that brings me joy, beyond measure 
In this world of chaos, it’s my peace dove 
I Write On, it’s a source of endless pleasure!

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Good Afternoon

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Good afternoon, dear friends, the sun is high above
The sky is blue and bright, it fills our hearts with love
The day is young, and the world is new, let’s seize the moment now
And make the most of every hour, before the sun goes down
Let’s laugh and sing, and dance and play, let’s live our lives with joy
And cherish every precious moment, like a child with a new toy
Good afternoon, dear friends, let’s enjoy this day together
And let the sun’s warmth remind us of life’s simple pleasures.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Oh well! 

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Damn though it is my fault. Everything is on me and I did this to myself by being in this shell of mine, not letting my true feelings out. I guess I have been in shutdown mode. Grieving today and a broken heart is added. Damn story of my life. I cannot seem to get it together and another person left me, and I do not blame him. It is my fault. It is what it is. Though my heart hurts it’s because of my own doing. DAMN 

 Oh Well, Oh Well, Oh Well, I will be alright……Hopefully 

Hope your day is way better than mine is! 🖤🤎💙💗💚💛🧡🤍💜

Blessings! 

Thank you for reading. 

Obstacles 

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Climbing through chaos, different situations 

While figuring out life problems 

Climbing and reaching for better 

Obstacles 

Get in the way 

Climbing through stress, life duties 

While trying to be whole 

Always comes 

Story of my life 

But hay it’s life 

Figure out solutions  

Then more problems come 

Shake them, deal with them 

Move on 

Make the best of my days 

But in life 

Best believe there are 

Always 

Obstacles. 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading.