Tag Archives: Feelings

Act’s Up!

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Act’s Up

When the curtains close

Your behind closed doors

The happiness simmers

The smile fades

The fame gone

The fake love disappears

No one around

Your quiet

You stare and wonder

What is it all for?

Is it just the act in me?

Can they not see the real me?

On stage its all love

All happiness

Roses and candies

balloons and confetti

The act keeps them near

When curtains close

Where are they?

Why, I fear?

Aloneness

Staring in the mirror

Cannot pretend with myself

With none

Behind that curtain

Who am I?

An act, a person…….

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Oh Man.. WTF!

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Doing good then Boom…. Why?

Okay so everything was fine, and I am writing and then my mom pops up in my
head. Oh man that just made me pause and just start balling. Hate this feeling and now feeling a little down. Why does this happen? Now I am going to pray then turn on some music and hopefully stop feeling this way.

UGh shake it off I’m saying to myself. Maybe I need to go to bed. Put the notebooks and pens up and rest. Maybe she is telling me something I don’t know. Whatever music and a shot of something strong, a joint, shower and the damn bed. Just want to feel numb and not think for a while. Crazy months ago, thought I would be done drinking but here I am tonight with all these damn emotions, and a damn drink in hand (SMH). And it is really past my bedtime lol have to be up at 5am (Got To Work! YAY!) plus I have a migraine on top of all this.

Whew! Just venting and a little freaked out. It’s like I am feeling her. Again, have to shake it off….. Get it together. Oh Man, WTF- My feelings tonight.

 I Love and miss you mom. R.I.P.

Hope you all night is good! Have a good one.

 Blessings and Love!

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Have your own mind

Be self-sufficient

Be ordinary

Be considerate

Be COOL!

Be alert

!!!!

Blessings

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Embrace

In this life, it is important that you embrace yourself to the fullest. It is good to take the time to celebrate you. Embrace all that you have and love yourself to the fullest. Embrace the good times as well as the hard times, that is what makes you wiser and stronger. Embrace your healing…

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I, Self-Aware

I am a force, self-sufficient and strong Independent in my choices all day long Love is my fuel, my passion, and drive I thrive on it, and it keeps me alive. My heart beats with a rhythm of its own Guiding me as I walk life’s unknowns I am tough, resilient, and unbreakable My spirit…

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Battle with myself

Battle with myself! I look in the mirror and there are times where I do not like who is starring back Telling myself to face my fears, be strong I am battling myself it is tough battle trying to keep control of what is going on around me I feel like I am losing. The…

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FLOW

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FLOW!

F- Following my own lead, following my visions, my dreams, feeling powerful, facing myself

L- Learning and growing, letting go of the past, listening to my voice more often, loving myself

O- Observe everything around me, open my mind and my heart, and open to new and better ideas

W- Willing to do what it takes to achieve my dream, I have wisdom, wishful, working on a better life for my kids and myself, work hard, a woman that is worthy.

That is me. I go with the flow of things and wish for the best. Learning as I go!

Just go with the FLOW!!

Hope you enjoy this.

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Dream Chaser

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Stepping into the world

With a purpose, with goals

Ms. Dream Chaser

Reaching high for those stars

Wanting more, become the best me

Ms. Dream Chaser

I will not give up

Dedication through my veins

Passion and creativeness I rain

Ms. Dream Chaser

Get what I set my eyes on

At my grasp, I can do it

Focused and never settle

Ms. Dream Chaser

Chasing my dreams forever.

Blessings

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Who I Am!

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Who I Am!

I know who I am and what I want in life

No

I will no longer accept anything less than what I deserve

I know how I love and what I can offer

No

I will not give in and be someone I am not

I will not be treated like trash

I know who I am and what I want

Standing tall and facing all

I will be a better me

Yes

I will be better than my past, the old, me

Grown woman here, who goes for what she wants

I know who I am and what I want

Its me its who I am!

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Jungle

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Awaken in this

Jungle

Too much going on

Not sure as to what I am seeing

Pinching, slapping myself

Is this a

Dream

Maybe reality

In this jungle

I feel free

Moving around, being me

Accepted

Is this life

I ask myself

Talking and chilling with

The animals

Friends or foes

I do not know

This jungle

Feel right, Safe

Yet scary

Am I a human?

Maybe a lion

Again, is this a

 Dream, a reality

The jungle

Wild and free

 No surprise

The jungle

Is just like

Me.

Chilling

Me and my new peps

No cares in

This jungle          

I am wild and

Doing me

I get along with

This Jungle!!!

-Blessings and Love-

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Fight…

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Fight

Sometimes in life, we have to fight

Fight for ourselves, fight for those we love

Those we protect

Fight for what we want

Fight for love, our peace

For Justice

Fight for happiness

Fight tough battels

Fight tough addictions

Fighting hard

Fight for the dreams we desire

Fight for the right job

In life, we fight

Fight hard

Fight off your bad thoughts, bad energy

Fight off those who try to bring you down

Fight and more fighting

To

Get to the top, in any which way you can

Or feel

Fight hard

Fight demons, fight predators

Fight time

Fight people

Fight our inner selves

Fight temptation

Fight the ugliness of the world

Sometimes in life we

Just keep fighting

Sometimes we have no choice

But, to fight

Fight through it all.

Fight….

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***And I AM A FIGHTER!!!!

***Much love all

Passion

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Passion

Passion inside my heart for my art

The art of writing

Passion inside my soul for my dream

Dreaming and reaching high

Passion and dedication to what I love

Those around me and what I put my heart and soul into

Passion inside to keep me going

Never giving up

Striving for the best

Passion in me

Passion in my mind

Goals to complete

Strong individual

With passion burning

Deep within…

Passion my state of mind

Breathe and want it

Passion in me

Love and hard work

Passion in me

Deep within

Keep having

Passion!

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