This Day...
Happy New Month! It's April! It came quick for me but whatever. Hope you guys have a great day today and things are going your way(wishful thinking). I am doing okay and hopefully me and the kids will get out for a walk today it is nice out, nothing like good fresh air.
Today I will try to remain positive. Stay calm and stress free. I wanted to share my poem Today it is the way I am feeling.
Enjoy your day. Thank you
Today! – Just Write (writeblg.com)
Ugh this night is not going good. I am emotional and lonely. Wish I had someone to hold me tight right now. Just really want love right now. Mind is going miles. So much inside ugh. No one to talk to about it. I feel hopeless and scared and ALONE. I try not to think about certain stuff but it happens. It happens at weird times and I just cry. This night is bad and tomorrow marks one month since mom passed. Super emotional tonight. Ugh. Help. Oh man..... BREATHE, BREATHE, BREATHE
Hopefully rest will help. Hope you all are having a great night and weekend. Praying for all. Going to pray through these feelings and though times. Sorry for a sad post I'm getting my thoughts out! I have to be strong, I have too. Wishing you all Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings! 💙💙🖤🖤
This lonely night.....😧
Thank you for reading.
Memories
Memories the good and the bad. Mostly the good ones though, just sitting here thinking. I am thinking of the good moments and memories me, my kids, and my mom has shared. It has been 23 days since my mom has passed and it seems unreal still. I sometimes still grab my phone ready to call her. This is so hard. Now all I have left is the great memories of her. She always had a beautiful smile on her face. These memories I will hold onto forever. Thinking of the good times sometimes helps when I am down. I love all our great memories and missing you mom. My mom My lil GLO, my Gloria your memory lives on. I will always have you in my heart.
Let it all out. Hope you all are having a better night.
Thank you for reading. Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings
Rainy Day
Just sitting here watching the rain fall and thinking
This rainy day has got me in my feelings
Watching the rain and trying to figure out why
Looking and hearing the rain trying to hide and hold back the tears
This rainy day gloomy and dark out matching the mood I am in plus I am mad and raged
Rainy day makes me want to stay in bed, I feel lazy
Trap myself inside and hide from it all
Rainy days sometimes I need a glass of wine or five
Rainy days it is hard but, on these days, I try to see the sunshine, keep calm
Rainy days has me down but not for long, this will past
Rainy days full of teary moments and sadness
Maybe I should keep a smile on my face no matter what on these
Rainy Days!!
Thank you for reading.
Thoughts tonight is -Everyone needs prayers
🙏 I am praying
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Be safe people, Be kind to each other, Have Faith, Love each other
Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings
Thank You
Shock.....
Been three days and I am still in shock. I feel like I am coming and going. I am lost and hurting right now and I know it will take some time to heal. Such a beautiful person gone so soon. I love you mom and you will be missed. Again I am still shocked and haven't been in the mood to do anything. I just really want to be alone I am taking this hard and wish I could stop thinking so much. Feelings at the moment: Shocked, Lost, Hurt, Sad, Raged, Alone, Depressed, and more. Got to take this one day at a time and I know it will not be easy.
Praying for strength, guidance, understanding, patience wisdom, and healing for me and my family. Praying that things will get better with time. Venting and getting out how I feel right now and writing this took time. My thoughts, My Feelings. Just Write!
I thank you for reading.
Calm, Calm, Calm....
One of those up all night, up thinking and I know that I need to try to stay calm.
Read some good quotes and said a prayer. I really need it!
Calm down and breathe……
Breathe...
Venting tonight….Ugh
So yesterday had been a long day seemed like it dragged off. The only good thing was that it was my son birthday, he turned 11 and yes, I feel old lol. I also started my gratitude journal yesterday and I told myself that I will try it for a while see how I like it. I hate that besides those two things I have been moody all day and wanted to stay in my bed. The situation with my mom’s health is taking its toll on me. Awfully bad news and I do not know how to process it all. My emotions are all over the place and I have just been down lately. Heart is heavy but praying for the best and praying for strength, guidance, understanding, healing, and patience. I know that it will be a process and it will be hard for me and my family and I have to be strong for us all. Just too much going on and I am feeling overwhelmed and just want to shut down.
Sorry if you feel like this is a negative post but I have to get my feeling out. Losing someone or knowing you are going to lose them hurts I am sad and really do not know what to do. I am so lost, hurt and confused. This is hard and wanted to vent for a while. I know some things I post might be too much for some, but I am the type to say how I really feel. My thoughts, my feelings, letting it all out. I thank you all for the support. I thank you for reading.
Long long long day…..Had too much going on and I am tired. And feeling lost
I have a migraine I guess it is bedtime for me.
Hopefully I get to post tomorrow. Goodnight People
Remember to love yourself always and those around you!
To my little Ones!
Hearing the little voices
Hearing the little footsteps
The reasons I must live, the reasons I love hard
My kids, my little ones
Warm hearts, joyful kisses
My loves keeping me on my feet, work is never done (lol)
Looking into their eyes, their laughs, their playing
Their smiles bring my heart happiness and joy
To my kids who are my all. Best friends and all
Love always to my kids, my little ones!
Thank you for reading!
Just Write 