Tag Archives: Hurting

The Weight of What Was Real!

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The truth came not as a whisper

Just raw

But a loud thunderclap at dawn

Shattering the silence 

We’d built our lives upon

It wore no mask of mercy

No veil to soften the blow

Just raw

An unvarnished memory 

Of things we didn’t know

It peeled back painted stories

Exposed the hidden seams

Turning lullabies into warnings

And daylight into dreams

We begged it to be more kinder

To lie just one more time

But truth does not negotiate 

With comfort or with crime

It named the ghosts we buried

Uncloaked the quiet pain

And stitched our hearts with needles 

Of loss we can’t explain

Yet in its cruel unveiling

A strange release was found

For trauma born of honesty 

Still walks on solid ground

So let it burn the pages

Let it flood the past with light

Truth may wound without permission

But it never hides from sight!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Love Hurts

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When it hurts so bad

And your world is flipped

Love hurts

Going through the motions

Knowing what the truth is

Love hurts

Trying hard to understand the pain

Understand the how and why

Love hurts

Battling with blaming yourself

Questioning what’s all around you

Love hurts

To move on, lie it was nothing

Have to let go no matter what

Love hurts

But you know it’s all good

It’s good for your soul

Still it’s no denying that

Damn

Love Hurts

-Love Hurts-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

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Truth Set Me Free

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(Ask and you shall receive)

Thinking back to almost two years ago and last year, I asked God for signs, for assurance. I asked God many times if this was the right situation for me. I had no answers for months to a year. I started to feel good, started to feel all was good. I was finally happy with someone who I thought was all for me. When you get too comfortable with life, that’s when truth slaps you. Slaps you hard, has you dazed and very much confused, and that I was. I was talking to this guy for almost two years and thought it was great. I thought I was in love and in happiness, and it all changed. I found some things out last year after already talking to him for about 15 months. I found out that he was lying to me and was lying about a lot. Damn. I didn’t even have his real name. again Damn…

So, there I go down the rabbit hole with me doing research and coming to the conclusion that he was not for me, and I was not for him. After a year and two months of not talking to him, I am still in disbelief, still in pain. I mean, my heart really hurts. Though it may seem like it was easy for me to let go and walk away, it wasn’t, and it’s still not. I stopped answering text and phone calls, and sometimes, still to this day, he contacts me. I know I have to be strong. I now know that I am better off without this person in my life. Again, I am still hurting and really mad. At the same time, I am thankful and grateful that I found out everything that I did and made the right decision for my life. I asked and I received. It may not have been the moment I asked or days and months later, but it was answered. God works on his timing, and maybe I had to go through all the motions to get to this place. I am still healing, just another thing I need to heal from, but it is all good. The truth set me free and brought clarity to me. Forever grateful. I asked and I received, and the truth set me free.

      -Truth Set Me Free-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Hiding..

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In the faint shadows, where the sun’s rays fade

I hide my struggles, my pains, and my tears

In the twilight’s shade

Beneath the surface, where no light can seep

Lies a world of secrets. In silence, they creep

By day, I wear a mask of calm and grace

A smile so bright, no trace of inner space

But within my heart, a tempest swirls and roars

A storm is unseen behind closed doors

Each step I take, a dance upon the wire

Balancing my fears, a tightrope of desire

In the mirror’s gaze, I see a face so strong

Yet profound inside, I know where I belong

In the night, when stars begin to gleam

I find solace in my hidden dream

In the darkness, my soul can be

A whispered truth, a silent plea

I carry on, with courage undefined

Hiding my struggles in the corners of my mind

In this journey, I will find my way

And in the light, I’ll stand one day

-Hiding-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

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Grief and Pain 

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Gone are the days of joy and light 

Replaced by shadows endless night 

Every breath is a heavy weight 

Every moment filled with ache 

Fragments of a shattered soul 

Pierced by sorrow never whole 

The agony that knows no end 

Invisible wounds that time won’t mend 

Never-ending silent cries 

Echoing through endless skies 

Tears that fall like summer rain 

Searing heartache endless pain 

-Grief and Pain-

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading.

Loving The Wrong Person

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Hello, my blog peeps!

Have you been in a situation where you felt it was all bad, so negative? Have you loved the wrong person before?

Loving the wrong person and being in love by yourself is disturbing and not good at all. Even when you see the signs and know that you should walk away, you love so hard, give your all and the other person does not care at all. But here you are still trying. Loving the wrong person will hurt you to your core. Being everything to them while hurting yourself, along with your mental and rational thinking out the door. It will have you questioning yourself all the time. Wondering if you are good enough. But of course, when you love someone, you will try your hardest to make it work and go the distance. You feel like you shouldn’t give up on them. Loving the wrong person can take away your smile and maybe lower your self-esteem; loving the wrong person can take a lot of you. You might feel like you will never love again. You are scared that it will happen again.

I feel I can speak on this subject somewhat because I have been there and was left feeling lost and hurt. I was in so much pain because I thought it was forever with this person (Silly Me). A reason why I am so guarded now. That feeling of being scared to fall in love again. I was loving the wrong damn person, and it had cost me. Yes, I am still healing from it and learning to deal with the issues and be okay no matter what. Loving the wrong person is so damn draining. Please, people, pay attention to those red flags that arrive; do not ignore them. Always talk about it to get an understanding. Loving the wrong person made me more aware, cautious, guarded, and distant. Though with all of that I do wish to love again and find someone special. Where I am for them, and they are for me.

Feel free to use this as a writing prompt if you like? What do you think of this topic?

Just thinking! Maybe Venting!

Have you been there before? How did you deal with it?

Have a good one!

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💗💚🧡💜🤍❤

Thank you for reading.

Drained….

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In my quiet glooms, I find my place

Where echoes of dreams fade without a trace

Once vibrant hues are now muted and grey

A weary heart seeks the end of the day

The weight of the world, heavy on my chest

Whispers of fatigue, denying me rest

Eyes that once sparkled with boundless light

Now dimmed by the endless, tiring night

Each breath a whisper, faint and thin

The echoes of the strength within

Fading like a distant hymn

As shadows close and light grows dim.

-Drained-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Disappointed-Me,Myself,and I 

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As I look in the mirror, I see 
A face that’s lost and filled with grief 
I thought I knew just who I’d be 
But now I’m lost and feel naive 

I had such high hopes and grandiose dreams 
But they fell flat, or so it seems 
I thought I’d make a bigger mark 
But now I’m struggling in the dark 

I’m disappointed in myself 
For not achieving all my goals 
I put my dreams up on the shelf 
And now I’m paying heavy tolls 

I wish that I could find my way 
And be the person I once dreamed 
But now I’m lost, with nothing to say 

Silent, at a stand still 
And all my hopes are coming undone at the seams 

So here I stand, with heavy heart 
And wonder where I’ll go from here 
I hope that I can find a start 
And overcome this crippling fear. 

Just so disappointment in me, myself, and I  

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Slipping

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S-Struggle, Spiteful, Stuck
L- Lousy, Losing
I-Impatient
P- Paranoid
P- Poisonous, Pain
I-Incomplete, Imperfect, Insane
N- Numb
G- Gone, Grumpy

Feeling stuck in life, times I want to be spiteful due to my struggles
Slipping
Sometimes I feel like a lousy person who is losing at life
Slipping
So impatient with myself, with everything
Slipping
I’m on edge, constant guard up, and paranoid
Slipping
Been poisoned with hate, hurt, grief, and pain, sometimes the pain is too much to deal with
Slipping
This imperfect self, feeling lost and incomplete. Insane with my thoughts
Slipping
She is numb to it all. It is what it is
Slipping
Lately been grumpy, with no feelings. Drugging and drinking, I’m gone
Damn
I’m
Slipping…..

Blessings and Love!


Thank you for reading.

Farewell!

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Goodbye to hurt, goodbye to pain 

Farewell to all that I have lost 

I’ll leave behind the endless rain 

And bury all my past mistakes at any cost 

I’ll wipe away the tears I’ve shed 

And bid adieu to all my fears 

I’ll let go of what’s already dead 

And embrace a future that’s bright and clear 

For though my heart was once in pain 

And though I’ve lost so much along the way 

I know that I can start again 

And create a brighter, better day 

So, farewell to all the hurt and strife 

And goodbye to all that I have lost 

I’ll make the most of this new life 

And leave behind the pain and cost 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading.