Tag Archives: life

Me, Again 

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Just sitting here thinking about the old me. Well back when things were great, and I was happy. I am feeling nostalgic right now. Memories are flooding me. Just thinking and asking myself how I get back there, to my happy self. I feel like I am trying but I am not there yet.  

Constantly questioning what am I doing right and what am I doing wrong. Thinking of ways to fix me, I feel like a burden to those around me due to my unhappiness, and feeling down, depressed, and constantly shutting down. I try to hide it and not mention how I am really feeling. But indeed, I am trying to figure it out. I do not know what is going on with me, I pray I get out of this, I pray I get back to the real me. 

I want to feel alive again. Just be free and me. Happy and at peace. 

Has anyone else felt like this? Do you sometimes feel out of place? Like you do not belong because you are different?  

I do not know I am rambling and of course thinking aloud. Maybe Ray’Elaine is in her feelings. 

 I am still working on me. Always a work in progress. Always room for improvement. 

-Sigh- I need me again! Real Shit! 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for. 

Her Eyes!

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In her eyes

You can see it

The way she really feels

The way she cares

In her eyes

The way she loves

The way she hates

In her eyes

Sweet, innocent

A mystery sometimes

In her eyes

Where she holds it in

Carry it all

In her eyes

Smiles, cries

The way she

Show it all

Hurt and pain

Joy too

In her eyes

The way to her soul

The ways of her heart

In her eyes

She is scared

She stares into darkness

In her eyes

She speaks

Without speaking a word

in her world

Her eyes say it all

-In Her Eyes-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Happiness Inside!

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Smiling inside and out

Can’t hide

Happiness from inside

Feeling like somebody

Do flips inside my body

Right here, right now happy

Things falling in place

Happiness from inside

Making me blush

From my own self

Feeling accomplished

Loved and proud

Happiness from deep

Inside

Where it starts

Loving myself

Like never before

Happiness inside

No one can steal this

Keeping my head up

No matter what

This happiness inside

So bright

Peaceful

Joyful

Happiness inside

I fought hard to make it here

Happiness inside

I’ll never hide

Feeling this way

With big smiles

Inside and out

Everyone can see

I love it, all around this

Happiness inside!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Goofy Side! 

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Being goofy is so much fun 

Laughter and joy are never done 

Foolishness is the name of the game 

With friends and family, it’s never the same 

When life gets too serious and dull 

Being goofy is the way to cull 

The tension and stress that we feel 

And embrace the moment with zeal 

Being silly and carefree 

Is a way to live life, you’ll see 

So, let’s adopt our inner child 

Yes, indeed unleash 

And be goofy for a while. 

🤪🤪

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Welcome December!

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New month, new goals, the year is almost done 
December’s here, the winter’s just begun 
The air is crisp, the snowflakes fall 
Christmas cheer is felt by all 

The holiday season is upon us 
A time for family, love, and trust 
We gather around the fire’s light 
And share our stories through the night 

As we reflect on the year gone by 
We set our sights on reaching high 
New goals we make, with hope in sight 
To make the most of each day and night 

I welcome this new month 
With an open heart and strong spirit 
May it bring me joy and peace 
As I celebrate this winter feast 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

December!

Prompt 7

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The one thing I would change about myself would be constantly overthinking. I do this all day every day. I overthink everything from being a parent, work life, daily activities, and of course my career in being an author. I try to stop it sometimes, but my mind just be going constantly. Yes, it is annoying at times. I have to always keep myself busy to keep my mind off things. Self-doubting is another thing I would change about myself. Those two things are consuming my life. Changes definitely need to be made. 

Blessings and Love! 

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Lioness!

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L- Leader, Lover, Learner, Leo

I- Independent, Irreplaceable, Interesting

O- Optimistic, Observer, Overpower

N- Nice, Nurture, Naughty

E- Empowering, Energetic, Evolved

S- Superior, Shielded, Sure

S- Strong, Sassy, Stern

Leader, leading the pride, all love inside

Independent in my stride, and interested to the outside

Optimistic and ready for this ride

Can be nice, can be naughty

Empowering within my pride

Superior in my stride, shielded on this ride

Can be sassy, can be stern

In this wild

Lioness

An observer

Ready to pounce

When wronged

Lioness

In the wild

Wherever I go

Inside and out

I am a fearless lioness!

-Lioness-

🖤🤎💙💛🧡🤍💜💗❤

♌♌♌

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

LIONESS!!!

Better Me! 

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Becoming better is what I pursue 

A happier me, a better version, too 

Learning to love myself, it’s overdue 

And to my heart, I promise to stay true 

I’ll embrace my flaws, let go of the past 

And cherish the memories that forever will last 

I’ll find joy in the little things and make them last 

And look forward to the future with steadfast hope 

I’ll love myself more and treat myself well 

And let my inner beauty radiate and swell 

I’ll believe in myself and never ever fall 

For I am capable, strong, and can excel 

So here’s to the journey of becoming a better me 

A happier version, the best I can be 

I’ll love myself always, unconditionally 

And share this love with all endlessly 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Realized

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Her heart sank into her gut as she realized how much she wanted him.

No matter what his past was, no matter what he had done

Which was not to say that she would ever let him know

But only that he moved her chemically more than anyone she had ever met, that all other men seemed mediocre, frivolous compared to him.

He really saw her, care for her

She realized it’s what she need

She said to herself it’s okay to fall

Love who loves you!

She realized it’s in front of her………
Damn!



-Realized-



Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading