Pain Pain, Go Away!
Just do not understand, why? why me. The pain that is in my heart
It seems to be too much, The hurt in my voice, the hurt on my face
Please make it stop, I am hurting, I am weak
I cannot take it
My mind, my body and spirit are in pain
Life is dark, and I do not care any longer
Just want the pain to go away
Cannot live like this
Why? why? why?
This damn pain it is too much
Pain pain go away
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#JustWrite
***A Poem***
Lost Little Girl
Little lost girl
Fighting to find her way
Lost with no direction
Sad eyes, heart hurting, mind racing
Wounds open, flesh
Lost little girl
Thrown to the wolves, the sharks, the bad
The ugly, clowns, death
Raging to get free
Surrounded by the unknown, Dark
Lost little girl
Scared, shocked, afraid
Alone, cold, wondering
Mad, darkness, raged, shaking
Lost in a world, no clue
She is lost, no soul, no nothing
Lost little girl
Can she be found???
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****Just A Poem!!****
Trapped
I feel like I am trapped inside a nightmare
My heart is racing like crazy, thoughts swirling in my head
I am trapped
I feel like I can not move something is
Keeping me still, blank stare, tuning everything out
I am trapped
Pleading that someone wake me up
I am feeling trapped I cannot speak
Again, blank stare, wanting to say something
But cannot mouth will not move, shut closed tight
I am trapped
Feeling dizzy, full of anxiety
What the hell is going on?
I am trapped looking for a way to escape
Trapped all the way around in my mind life
I am trapped
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I Smile!!
Keeping this beautiful smile on my face, sometimes it is hard to do. But I do it and try to be happy
I smile while burying the pain
I smile to keep from crying, hold that shit in
I smile/laugh to mask the real feelings
I smile wide and bright
I smile and I am praying for things to turn out for the better
I smile knowing other lives depend on me, no time for being down
I will continue to smile through it all
I will smile while knowing better days are coming
I smile, you should to.
Thank you for reading.
#JustWrite #Happy #Smile
***Repost***
Good Afternoon everyone!
I love this poem I wrote and had to read it today. I am imperfect!
I shared it and hope you enjoy it. Thank You.
Imperfect! She is perfect in her imperfections She is happy in her pain Strong in her weakness She smiles through the cries She put on her happy face, ready to help others Knows her weakness, and strengths Keeps her head up no matter what She learns from her mistakes She is beautiful in her own […]
Imperfect — Just Write
My lonely Why
Lonely days with nothing but these thoughts, bad ones, negative ones oh man. Sitting in the dark trying to block out everything wondering why. That is what is mostly on my mind all the time, all the bad that has gone on again I ask why? Why me? Lonely nights sitting in the dark with a bottle of liquor in my hands drowning in the liquor trying to drink all the pain away, yes still in the dark its better this way. No reflection of myself and nobody looking this way, good do not want any to see me, just drowning. The past is what brings me here always like why? Why this? Why that? Lonely days and nights turn into darkness, depression, anxiety, pain, despair, and sadness. Lonely with tears in my eyes as I ask my self why. A question to my past. Always lonely and in the dark trying to climb out my own head away from the negative thoughts, climb out my depression, away from my past, away from the madness, and from my lonely why.
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updated:04/06/2021
This Day...
Happy New Month! It's April! It came quick for me but whatever. Hope you guys have a great day today and things are going your way(wishful thinking). I am doing okay and hopefully me and the kids will get out for a walk today it is nice out, nothing like good fresh air.
Today I will try to remain positive. Stay calm and stress free. I wanted to share my poem Today it is the way I am feeling.
Enjoy your day. Thank you
Today! – Just Write (writeblg.com)
Looking Out My Window.....
Sitting here looking out my window
Wondering what is to come… Of me
Where is my life going? Is there meaning in it at all?
Sitting here looking out my window
Feeling the cool breeze on my soft face
Wondering do I make the right decisions
Am I on the right path, Am I doing things, right?
Sitting here looking out my window
Hearing nature sounds, I am calm
Too much thinking but calm
Daydreaming off and on....Oh Boy
Wondering can I do better? can I be better?
Mind going and going….GOING
Its just one of those night where I am sitting and looking out my window
Just wondering……
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*Just A Poem*
Damn Tears…
Sometimes these tears come when I am happy, content
But mostly when I am hurt and sad
Damn that’s often, damn tears
I often wonder why, why I shed so many tears, not the only one. Damn
Tears at night when I sleep
Tears of the past, just thinking about it, why can’t I get over it?
Tears when I am alone, pain too much to deal with
Damn tears
These tears I try not to have…. hold it in
But damn they keep coming
Tears to make it all go away
Tears to make it clear
Damn. Why these tears?
Tears in the night when nobody is there
Because, in this world, this reality, who really cares about my damn tears?
Damn, Damn, Damn Tears…..
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#Tears #Cries #JustWrite
Just A Poem!
Updated*3/28/2021
Caution (Her) II
Caution please
Grown woman here no time for games
Caution this woman is a force when she gets started
A raging maniac, crazy, BE careful
Caution please do not hurt me, my feelings, my family
Grown woman here I know what I need and what I want
Very vocal I will not accept bullshit
Caution please….
Strong woman here no man is needed
Please do not get it twisted
Can be sensitive but aggressive
Again, be careful with me
Again, caution please!
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