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Miss Mom..

Every day that passes by 

I can’t help but wonder why 

You had to go so far away 

Leaving me here, alone to stay 

My heart is heavy, full of pain 

As I long to see you once again 

To feel your love, your warm embrace 

And see the smile on your face 

I miss the times we used to share 

The laughter, love, and all the care 

I miss your voice, your gentle touch 

And all the things I loved so much 

But even though you’re far away 

My love for you will never stray 

For you are always in my heart 

And we will never be apart 

So until the day we meet again 

I’ll hold you close, my dear mom  

And cherish all the memories 

Of the love that you have given me 

Forever missing you 

-Miss Mom-Β 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading.Β 

Me, AgainΒ 

Just sitting here thinking about the old me. Well back when things were great, and I was happy. I am feeling nostalgic right now. Memories are flooding me. Just thinking and asking myself how I get back there, to my happy self. I feel like I am trying but I am not there yet. Β 

Constantly questioning what am I doing right and what am I doing wrong. Thinking of ways to fix me, I feel like a burden to those around me due to my unhappiness, and feeling down, depressed, and constantly shutting down. I try to hide it and not mention how I am really feeling. But indeed, I am trying to figure it out. I do not know what is going on with me, I pray I get out of this, I pray I get back to the real me. 

I want to feel alive again. Just be free and me. Happy and at peace. 

Has anyone else felt like this? Do you sometimes feel out of place? Like you do not belong because you are different?  

I do not know I am rambling and of course thinking aloud. Maybe Ray’Elaine is in her feelings. 

 I am still working on me. Always a work in progress. Always room for improvement. 

-Sigh- I need me again! Real Shit!Β 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for.Β 

Her Eyes!

In her eyes

You can see it

The way she really feels

The way she cares

In her eyes

The way she loves

The way she hates

In her eyes

Sweet, innocent

A mystery sometimes

In her eyes

Where she holds it in

Carry it all

In her eyes

Smiles, cries

The way she

Show it all

Hurt and pain

Joy too

In her eyes

The way to her soul

The ways of her heart

In her eyes

She is scared

She stares into darkness

In her eyes

She speaks

Without speaking a word

in her world

Her eyes say it all

-In Her Eyes-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Goofy Side!Β 

Being goofy is so much fun 

Laughter and joy are never done 

Foolishness is the name of the game 

With friends and family, it’s never the same 

When life gets too serious and dull 

Being goofy is the way to cull 

The tension and stress that we feel 

And embrace the moment with zeal 

Being silly and carefree 

Is a way to live life, you’ll see 

So, let’s adopt our inner child 

Yes, indeed unleash 

And be goofy for a while.Β 

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Blessings and Love!Β 

Thank you for reading.Β 

Realized

Her heart sank into her gut as she realized how much she wanted him.

No matter what his past was, no matter what he had done

Which was not to say that she would ever let him know

But only that he moved her chemically more than anyone she had ever met, that all other men seemed mediocre, frivolous compared to him.

He really saw her, care for her

She realized it’s what she need

She said to herself it’s okay to fall

Love who loves you!

She realized it’s in front of her………
Damn!



-Realized-



Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading

ObstaclesΒ 

Climbing through chaos, different situationsΒ 

While figuring out life problems 

Climbing and reaching for better 

Obstacles 

Get in the way 

Climbing through stress, life duties 

While trying to be whole 

Always comes 

Story of my life 

But hay it’s lifeΒ 

Figure out solutions  

Then more problems come 

Shake them, deal with them 

Move on 

Make the best of my days 

But in life 

Best believe there are 

Always 

Obstacles.Β 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading.Β 

Grey ButterflyΒ 

The grey butterfly, a fleeting sight 
A whisper soft, a gentle flight 
In fields and meadows, it takes delight 
A vision of beauty, a natural light 

Its wings, a canvas of muted hue 
A subtle blend of gray and blue 
A symphony of color, ever true 
A work of art, forever new 

On summer days, it dances freely 
A graceful waltz, a sight to see 
A symbol of hope, of destiny 
A reminder of life’s complexity 

Grey butterfly, so delicate and rareΒ 
May we all learn from your humble stareΒ 
To cherish life, to love and careΒ 
And to spread our wings, without a careΒ 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Tough!

I am a fortress, built of stone and steel

My heart encased, unable to feel

I am tough, hardened by life’s cruel cost

But lost, adrift, with no sense of exhaust.

My walls are high, my moat is deep

My guard is up, my secrets to keep

I am impenetrable, a force to behold

Yet inside I am empty, alone and cold.

I’ve been hurt before, too many times

So I protect myself, with these hardened lines

I don’t let anyone in, no matter how close

For fear of the pain, the hurt and the blows.

But sometimes I wonder, is it worth the cost

To be tough, hard, guarded and lost?

To live life in solitude, with no one to trust

Is this really what it means to be tough?

-Tough-

Blessings and Love! πŸ–€πŸ€ŽπŸ’™πŸ’šπŸ§‘πŸ’›πŸ’—πŸ’œπŸ€β€

Thank you for reading.

Beach Or Mountains?

Though I love both beaches and mountains, mountains are cool and amazing to look at. I would prefer the Beach.

Reasons why is I am a water person I love to be near water. Beaches to me are good to go to, to unwind, have fun with family or friends, or just to be alone and think. Having fun in the sun and around the water with family is great and brings great memories.  

Beaches are so beautiful and I think of them as peaceful places. They are such a vibe. A good place for writing, reading, taking photos, relaxation with the sounds of the water. I just love them.Β 

Which do you pick?Β 

Thanks for reading.Β