You do not know what is out there
Your scared to take that step
Scared of rejection, embarrassment, failure
Scared of the unknown
You tell yourself I can do it
But doubt, and anxiety tells you otherwise
You are scared of what you might or might not become
Scared of what people will say or think about you
You procrastinate, put things on hold
Scared to put yourself out there
Scared to follow your dreams
Your scared of your own potential
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Battle with Myself II
Still here battling the
Inner me
Scars that scream out
Damn these struggles
Even with them I
Try to rise above
Within the struggles
Remain
Beautiful
Smart
Woman
Remain positive
Stand my ground
Battles that I try
To overcome
Try not to
Let it keep
Me down
Get the grasp
Of life
Love
Hope
The world
Even with these battles
I am becoming
One with me
Grown woman
Inner me
Battles
It will not last long
Well
That is what they say
Battles
Do not stay
They leave wounds
Battle in me
Going to
Go down
I will keep
Fighting
Destroying
Who comes against me
Taking them as they come
Struggle/battles
Life battles
I will win
Even with
The demons within
The dark side of ME
Still this
Battle within myself
Will subside.
A work in progress
Or maybe
The
Battle with myself continues….
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
**A Poem**
Tonight, I feel like I am over thinking and over analyzing over a person and a situation. The situation is making me want to write a rage 3. Here we go again!
Have you ever had that feeling that something is meant to be? Or
You constantly think of someone or something and think what if? Or
Should I have made that choice? Should I have gave that person a chance?
My feelings tonight, of course I had to let it out…. (About to burst)
Wow so many mixed emotions tonight, sorry I am all over the place. As always, a certain somebody is on my mind, yes still thinking about him every day. As of a couple months ago we have not been really talking, but I do get random texts from him and it gets me excited. When I respond to the text, I do not get a reply, then weeks later another text and the same thing. Like damn it is getting on my damn nerves. I keep telling myself to let him go and try not to think about him. But then I also tell myself to let him know how I feel, quit being scared and get it over with. Or ask him how he feels about me I feel like a teenaged girl and weird. Should I be feeling this way at my age? do not know why I get so nervous about him. Damn. Tired of him being on my mind, in my thought and feelings and not knowing where we stand. It must be a reason why I am always thinking of him, this is my third post about my feelings for him, ugh craziness. Then I think about what if he does feel the same way as me, should we date? Should we try for a relationship? All sorts of thoughts going through my head and maybe because I might be afraid to fall in love, yes, I like him a lot, but I am still unsure when it comes to loving someone and being in a relationship do not know if I am ready or not. My heart is so guarded, and I tell myself to take a chance, go for it. Put it all out on the line what is the worst that can happen? Again, I need to quit being scared about the situation. Well leaning towards asking him take it from there. This love thing is crazy and probably not for me, but we shall see. Wish me luck. Tell me am I the only one? Again, feeling weird about it. What should I do? Help!
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#Love #JustWrite #Thoughts
A Night with You!
All I want is a night with you
Just you and I, music, our bodies
A night with you our wild side
Meeting our hands all over each other
A night with you all I want
Let us dance in each other arms
No care in the world. Just us you and I
A night with you
Hot and steamy I want you bad, Need YOU!
Passion filled, lustful, exotic
A night with you, one I don’t want to end
All I want is a night with you my King!
Hope you enjoy!
Thank You For Reading!
Keep It Cool!
When days are hectic, too much going on
Keep it cool
When you are mad, ready to flip out
Keep it cool
Kids driving you crazy, you really want a break
Keep it cool
Work is stressful, you want to quit
Keep it cool
Keep it cool and try to stay stress free
Relax and pray
Keep it cool!
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#Poetry #Cool #JustWrite
There are some things that I have to remind myself of. Some things are out of my control and it will be okay.
Constantly remind me to let it go. Do not be upset, raged. Be calm, steady
I read this over and over. A good note to self!
Also, tell myself that I am worthy and know my value.
To myself: Always keep your head up! Family is depending on you. You got this!
Have a good one.
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Friday Morning #JustWrite
Good morning people. Happy Friday! How is your morning going? My morning is going okay, I have a short workday today so that is a great start to the weekend. I am sitting and thinking about what I want to do after work. Maybe a little Christmas shopping and hopefully movie night tonight. What are your Friday plans? Do you and your family have movie night? What types of movies do you watch? Tonight, movies will be Christmas movies and I am excited probably more than my kids.
Well, I must get going. Hope you all have a good day and remember to love yourself and those around you.
My Friday morning. #Mythoughts
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Beautiful words!!
Give selflessly, love selflessly, live selflessly
Life can be that beautiful!
Blessings! Goodnight!
Thank You.
How it started and when it started
This feeling on being unwanted
Abandoned
As a child, as a teen
As an adult
Being told at a young age
I’m not special enough
Cute enough
Smart enough
That I am nothing at all
Left alone
Abandoned
By those who said they love me
Would always be there
But you see they are
Gone, nowhere to be found
Abandoned
Searching for answers
Feeling of being alone
Closed in, nowhere to turn, fearful
Can’t speak, Afraid
My voice does not matter
Abandonment
Got me feeling no one cares
Abandonment
Screaming out for help
Being left, being unheard
Being let down constantly
Abandoned
Even by myself
I let me down too
Abandoned
Feeling of being ashamed
Of my pain, my scars
The fucked up past
Lifeless
Why though?
Being abandoned so young
Made me grow into darkness
Abandonment
Something I still try to get over
Abandoned
Feeling lost
Unwanted
Unloved
It is too much of a feeling
This sad, and fucked up feeling of
A nobody
Lost soul
Feelings of and truth of..
Abandoned
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Challenge
I challenge myself daily, pushing myself and family to always to do what is right and be on top of things. Goals are important to me and I ty to accomplish them. I do my best to be a good leader, parent, daughter, sister, and friend. Learning along the way and still challenging the inner me.
I love to out do myself if that makes sense lol try to do things over and better. Challenge the inner me and surviving.
It is a challenge daily. Yes indeed! And I am all for it.
Have a good one.
Thank you for reading.
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