Tag Archives: Feelings

T.O.L-SN

Venting….I really am trying to keep my faith and belief. I try to have patience and not think negatively. But when so much is going on in your life, and shit happens back-to-back it is hard to think positive. I feel like I am in a trance a bad one. I am just not okay today and trying to pray, trying to write, hoping that things will get better. I am at a loss right now thinking about my mom and grandpa and of course my day-to-day struggles and dealing with other people’s shit. My non-exitant love life. Feelings/ emotions are everywhere tonight. Seriously!

Ugh, what a day, what a night. Trying my hardest to not overthink. Just keep writing and keep busy…Hate when this happens but will make it through. Breathe and relax I say to myself.

Push through it no matter what. Venting a little sorry. Mind is just going right now. Hope you all are having a good weekend and making those goals. And having a fun-filled weekend. Tomorrow is a new day to begin fresh.

Blessings and Love all!

Thank you for reading.

Chains!!

Chains!

Bound by your love

Chained by your hold

Sitting here watching you and anticipating your touch

I need it, I want it

Chained by your hold

Wondering what is going to happen next

Starring in your eyes lustfully

Chained by your hold

Wanting you more and more

Begging for your touch, begging for your kiss

I am chained and bound by you

Your mind, your body, your love

Needing and wanting you

Waiting for you to break these chains!

Thank you for reading.

#Poetry #Love #JustWrite

T.N.T-Tuesday Thought

Sorry Not Sorry

Thinking, maybe overthinking……..

I want to talk about how irritated it is when someone constantly tells me that they are sorry for something that they do repeatedly. I do not get it at all. Does anybody else get annoyed with this? I mean why say you are sorry when you really are not. It is not hard to be upfront and real with a person, instead of lying and saying you are sorry for it. That irritates me like seriously do not tell me you are sorry, and you do not mean it or just telling me that to send me off. Or don’t keep repeating the same messed-up behaviors and saying sorry for it time and time again. If you have to constantly lie to me then please choose to move on and not be around me, not too much to ask for.

Ugh okay just thinking out loud tonight, some people are so insensitive. Am I the only one?

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

New Ideas

So lately I have been thinking about creating my own journals and notebooks. I have some designs and logos that I have ready. As well as new ideas for the notebooks. The problem is I seriously do not know where to start. I want to have journals and notebooks as well as pens to sell. I am clueless about how to get started. Been wanting to get into crafts and stationery that people will love, want to start a business.

Does anyone have any advice, tips on what direction to look? This is something I am very interested in and want to have a business that does well. A lot of thinking today told myself to be patient with this. What to do? HELP LOL

Any tips will help.

Blessings everyone

Thank you.

Tuesday Night!

What a day/night

Hay everyone. How is everyone’s night? Mine is not too good tonight it has been a long and dragged-on day. Why? My migraines ugh hate them, like seriously. I have been feeling drained all day and my damn face hurting. These migraines just take over sometimes. It was very painful through work and some meetings that I had but I pushed through and was hoping to get a lot of writing done today but that did not happen I tried a little but had to take a break and try to find a calm space.

Hopefully, I am all better tomorrow because I did not like the way I was feeling today. Not good at all hopefully I can get some sleep. Ughhh pain please go away. I hope that yall day was better and hope you guys have a great night. remember to love yourself through it all and thank you for reading.

Blessings and Love

Thank You!

#JustWrite

Take A Walk

Take A Walk!

Take a walk

It will be okay

Take a walk

See the birds, dogs, cats, squirrels

Hear nature sounds

Take a walk

Do not think about anything

Awaken your senses

Believe

Take a walk

To clear your mind, get fresh air

Breathe in breathe out

Just take a long walk

And let nature lead you

Be at peace

Take it all in

Take that walk

And

Feel good within!

Take a Walk!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

W.N.T-

My thoughts…..

Sometimes it’s best to sit alone and enjoy the quietness.

Alone with your inner self. Enjoy your being, your life, your dreams

Sometimes it’s best to be alone and sit and think about the future and your happiness and peace.

It’s best to have yourself a zen moment. A to myself moment!

Me, Myself and I

Blessings and Love!

Thank you.

Trusting

Trusting

Hello everyone. How is your Tuesday night going? I want to talk about trust/trusting. I bring this up because I have been wanting to reach out to someone about my life, to talk and sort things out, but I do not know if I can trust another person with so much information about me. Maybe I am being weird about it, but I do not trust easily. I want to let everything out and move on, I just do not know who that person can be. Even with professionals, I am still iffy about it. Trust, trust, trust man I need to learn how to open up more and let people in, that is hard though. Wrote poems, blogs about it. TRUST…

I have been thinking about counseling or maybe reaching out to maybe a life coach. Nowadays I have been trying to balance everything out. Learn new techniques. Sometimes I feel I need help with that. But of course, it is the trust thing.

I told myself that I would try to be trusting and let things flow if I decide to talk with someone. I would give them a try, fill them out and see if we can move forward. I know putting your trust in others or anything can be risky because you never know what their true intent can be and that is my opinion. Trusting others can be tricky or hard again my opinion.

Have you experienced this before? Should I say forget it and just do it? I have to really make my mind up. Man, these trust issues of mine are not good. Yes, I need a little help lol. I have a hard time trusting anything.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading..

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Rage

Rage

I am seeing red

Pacing back and forth

Fist are balled ready to fight

Rage inside of me

Crazy thoughts going through my mind

Pacing and yelling

I do not care, at all, at all, at all

Rage inside of me, its building

I see darkness, black

With the look of meanness, and a voice of fire

Damn all this rage inside of me

Rage

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#JustWrite