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Have you been in a situation where you felt it was all bad, so negative? Have you loved the wrong person before?
Loving the wrong person and being in love by yourself is disturbing and not good at all. Even when you see the signs and know that you should walk away, you love so hard, give your all and the other person does not care at all. But here you are still trying. Loving the wrong person will hurt you to your core. Being everything to them while hurting yourself, along with your mental and rational thinking out the door. It will have you questioning yourself all the time. Wondering if you are good enough. But of course, when you love someone, you will try your hardest to make it work and go the distance. You feel like you shouldn’t give up on them. Loving the wrong person can take away your smile and maybe lower your self-esteem; loving the wrong person can take a lot of you. You might feel like you will never love again. You are scared that it will happen again.
I feel I can speak on this subject somewhat because I have been there and was left feeling lost and hurt. I was in so much pain because I thought it was forever with this person (Silly Me). A reason why I am so guarded now. That feeling of being scared to fall in love again. I was loving the wrong damn person, and it had cost me. Yes, I am still healing from it and learning to deal with the issues and be okay no matter what. Loving the wrong person is so damn draining. Please, people, pay attention to those red flags that arrive; do not ignore them. Always talk about it to get an understanding. Loving the wrong person made me more aware, cautious, guarded, and distant. Though with all of that I do wish to love again and find someone special. Where I am for them, and they are for me.
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Just thinking! Maybe Venting!
Have you been there before? How did you deal with it?
Trying to heal and be okay with myself deep down inside. I want to be happy and I know that I will not heal over night. I read books of inspiration and also read inspirational quotes.
This process is hard but I am willing to try hard to overcome everything. Shout out to all of those who been there and made it back from it. And to those who are fighting battles and trying their hardest to overcome them. We got this. Prayer and guidance.
I have included in this blog some quotes on healing. I like them.
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It is not. It will take some time. Be Patience. I know I am!
Looking out for others can be good sometimes, but not always. There are people who like to take your kindness for weakness, and that is sad. This is a turning point.
I cannot continue to help you while you hurt me, while you put me down. Yes, it will be painful to let go but I must. This is a turning point, no more of this, helping you with tears in my eyes and a smile on your face thinking how you treat me is funny, it’s game to you.
It seems that the more I help and be there, holding on to past love, the more I hurt, hurting myself by accepting this. But baby, this here is my turning point, my turning point, my turning point.
It is time. It is over. I am moving on. I choose me, again I CHOOSE ME.
My turning point.
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In the shadows where forbidden desires dwell Lust whispers its seductive spell A flame that burns with an intensity untold Yet in the darkness, my passion must withhold
Like a rose blooming in a garden of thorns Yearning for a touch that fate scorns Forbidden fruit within my grasp But the price of indulgence is too vast
I remain a prisoner of my own desire Bound by chains of societal ire In the depths of my soul, a fire burns bright Forbidden lust, a bittersweet delight!
“Where there is a woman there is magic. If there is a moon falling from her mouth, she is a woman who knows her magic, who can share or not share her powers. A woman with a moon falling from her mouth, roses between her legs and tiaras of Spanish moss, this woman is a consort of the spirits.” ― Ntozake Shange
Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place Feelings and thoughts of can I be in love? I Love the way he makes me feel It’s really a Love I Never Had An understanding love He gets me, and speaks to me with respect His care for me and mine for him It’s a Love I Never Had Trusting Blushing Feeling appreciated It’s really a Love I Never Had Sometimes makes me wonder I pause, I’m not too sure All in my head Thinking it can’t be real A love I never had Believing in me, my dreams Our future Encourage me to keep going Even when I don’t want to, he won’t let me sink His kind words and gentle voice Love of gentleness It’s really a Love I never had Feeling safe and secure, wanted Feel it in my spirit, my heart, in my body Needing more and more It’s a Love I Never Had He is constantly on my mind Damn, Day and night Fighting with me through my pains speaks love to me He says he cares, he loves me Me hoping I’m what he needs, what he wants A soul-to-soul love A Love I don’t want to fade, want to last forever Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place Still though It’s a love I Never Had!!!