She lies on a California queen-size bed, writing her thoughts
Her skin is flawless, like toffee in the sun
She listens to music, Setting her scene
She dreams of a future where peace and love prevail
She is a beauty but not of this world
She belongs to a time where technology rules
She is a realist but also a dreamer
She is a paradox, a futuristic wonder
She is ME!
Blessings and Love!
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Today I will forget about all of yesterday’s problems
Today I will focus on my goals
Today I will not let the little things bother me
Today I am on a mission to better my life
Today I will not complain, I will just do
Today I will not be mean or cold
Today I will have control over my life
Today my mind is free
Today I learn a new me.
Blessings and Love!
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#Today #Life #JustWrite
Want it, Can’t Have it…..
Have you been in a situation where you have to walk away from someone love because you knew in your heart that the two you would not have worked out? I am just sitting here thinking of that person and I miss him. Been feeling so lonely lately and thinking and missing him is making me feel worse because that is who I want. Badly. I miss the way he used to look at me, our conversations, our silliness, our vibe, the compliments, and him always being real with me. We had to walk away from each other, and it still hurts. I want him in my life, and I still feel that it would not work out for me due to me knowing this person well the way they think, and their personality. Sometimes it annoys me wondering about what if. What would happen if we did have a relationship? What if we try now? Wondering if I made a mistake when I had to walkway from him. Hate feeling this way and again feel lonely and want him next to me even if not in a relationship with me just to talk to each other would be good. I need to find something to do because he is too much on my mind. SMH, I do not like it. He probably does not still feel the same way. Should I reach out or just leave it alone? Maybe too much time has passed.
Or
Have you ever had a person in your life that could not let go? Did all the wrong things in the relationship and you endured a lot and decided to leave but they just will not let you go. Dealing with that currently. Yeah, today I am dealing with a lot got someone who wants me but I don’t want them I feel I tried so hard for years and got hurt and I am over it. Haven’t been with this person for years and they won’t let up. Yeah, fucking annoying. And then I want someone who probably does not want me or thinking about me at all, the difference is I am not bugging the other person or begging them to want me. Constantly calling or texting them. It is the want what I cannot have syndrome we both got I guess lol. Emotions are everywhere though
Damn, can I catch a break…. LOL a little too much at the moment.
That damn feeling of wanting what you cannot have……
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To Fully be open
Let my story show
Express my feelings, thoughts and
The realness of me
To be fully open
To new opportunities, businesses, life
Live free
To fully be open and
Put myself out there
Take risks be open to
New friends, new love, relationships
Fully be open
Express all of me
Learning daily how to
Fully open up and
Just go for what I want
To be open
Fear free
Finally living for me
To fully be open
Something I am
Working on
Most definitely!
-Fully Open!-
Blessings and Love!
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In stillness, time flows
Beneath moon’s soft glow
Patience
Seeds of hope, now sown
In the silent wait
Time unfolds its wings so wide
Peace blooms and patience grows
-Patience-
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Start every day refreshed with a good night’s sleep. Achieving sweet dreams is as easy as creating a comfortable environment, taking time to relax, and investing in a quality mattress. Sweet dreams are just around the corner!
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Have you been in a situation where you felt it was all bad, so negative? Have you loved the wrong person before?
Loving the wrong person and being in love by yourself is disturbing and not good at all. Even when you see the signs and know that you should walk away, you love so hard, give your all and the other person does not care at all. But here you are still trying. Loving the wrong person will hurt you to your core. Being everything to them while hurting yourself, along with your mental and rational thinking out the door. It will have you questioning yourself all the time. Wondering if you are good enough. But of course, when you love someone, you will try your hardest to make it work and go the distance. You feel like you shouldn’t give up on them. Loving the wrong person can take away your smile and maybe lower your self-esteem; loving the wrong person can take a lot of you. You might feel like you will never love again. You are scared that it will happen again.
I feel I can speak on this subject somewhat because I have been there and was left feeling lost and hurt. I was in so much pain because I thought it was forever with this person (Silly Me). A reason why I am so guarded now. That feeling of being scared to fall in love again. I was loving the wrong damn person, and it had cost me. Yes, I am still healing from it and learning to deal with the issues and be okay no matter what. Loving the wrong person is so damn draining. Please, people, pay attention to those red flags that arrive; do not ignore them. Always talk about it to get an understanding. Loving the wrong person made me more aware, cautious, guarded, and distant. Though with all of that I do wish to love again and find someone special. Where I am for them, and they are for me.
Feel free to use this as a writing prompt if you like? What do you think of this topic?
Just thinking! Maybe Venting!
Have you been there before? How did you deal with it?
Have a good one!
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Healing
Trying to heal and be okay with myself deep down inside. I want to be happy and I know that I will not heal over night. I read books of inspiration and also read inspirational quotes.
This process is hard but I am willing to try hard to overcome everything. Shout out to all of those who been there and made it back from it. And to those who are fighting battles and trying their hardest to overcome them. We got this. Prayer and guidance.
I have included in this blog some quotes on healing. I like them.
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It is not. It will take some time. Be Patience. I know I am!
My Turning Point!!
Looking out for others can be good sometimes, but not always. There are people who like to take your kindness for weakness, and that is sad. This is a turning point.
I cannot continue to help you while you hurt me, while you put me down. Yes, it will be painful to let go but I must. This is a turning point, no more of this, helping you with tears in my eyes and a smile on your face thinking how you treat me is funny, it’s game to you.
It seems that the more I help and be there, holding on to past love, the more I hurt, hurting myself by accepting this. But baby, this here is my turning point, my turning point, my turning point.
It is time. It is over. I am moving on. I choose me, again I CHOOSE ME.
My turning point.
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When he came along
At a time of chaos and fear
Me in a lost and depressed state
He came along and
Put me
At ease
Just hearing his voice
The sincereness in him
The kindness in his words
Letting me know that all will be okay
He puts me at ease
Understanding me and being patient with me
Thinking, is it real?
Does he really exist
Am I tripping? Maybe. Maybe not
Constantly on my mind
The good and bad
But damn, like dammmnn
The thought of him
Has my mind at ease
Soothing
A friendship like no other
Turns into something much better
A bond
A vibe
True feelings, lust, and love
Its everything about him
Puts me at ease
No easy love here
Willing to grow, we build
Looking to see what the future brings with us
Guard coming down
With that being said
At this moment
I am at ease
Blessings and Love
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