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Battle with myself

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Battle with myself!

I look in the mirror and there are times where I do not like who is starring back

Telling myself to face my fears, be strong

I am battling myself it is tough battle trying to keep control of what is going on around me

I feel like I am losing. The doubting myself, feeling ashamed, I am feeling unworthy

I am battling myself through it all the good, the bad, and most definitely the ugly and the worst

I am my own worst enemy hard on me

Sometimes I like who and what I see and times I do not

I say to myself to suck it up it is life

Battling myself trying to keep from crying

Trying hard to fix my crown

Daily struggles sometimes hold me back

Battling myself this woman is hard to deal with

Tough and strong I say back to the mirror you got this, keep going, stop being in your own way

Battling myself I say take a breather and get back to it

Battling myself it is me versus me

A battle I will come out on top of

Me battling myself through it all enough is enough

Me battling myself it is time I choose I as I stare back in the mirror with a smile

I chose I in this battle with myself!

Burdens…

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We all have them 

Some more than others 

Burdens 

A shadow over us 

We want to defeat 

Burdens 

I have them 

No denying them 

Burdens 

I want to keep to myself 

It’s no one’s problem 

Burdens 

I hold deep inside 

Consumes me like crazy 

Burdens 

Damn overthink on them daily 

Hide from the world 

Burdens 

I do not put it on others 

Ray feels it’s not fair 

So, I do not share 

Burdens 

Mines to keep and bare 

Damn, a shame 

Burdens 

We all carry them! 

-Burdens- 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Football Girl! II

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In the bleachers, she finds her place

Eyes alight with a passionate grace

The roar of the crowd, the thrill of the game

Each touchdown ignites her heart’s flame

With every pass, her spirit soars

She cheers along with her voice in the chorus

The field’s her stage, though she doesn’t play

Football’s magic in her life to stay

Under the lights, her dreams take flight

A girl who loves the game with all her might

In every season, through rain or shine

Her heart beats for football, fierce and fine

-Football Girl II-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Football Girl  | Just Write (writeblg.com)

Reflect/Reflections

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R-Remembering

E-Ensuring

F-Familiar

L-Lessons

E-Eager

C-Courage

T-Timing

Reflections

Looking back on the mistakes I made

Now, knowing they were lessons learned

Reflections

Looking back on the chaos that ensued

Now knowing that

You get the bad sometimes before the good

Reflections

Looking back at the rage I felt

Now knowing how to control myself and move forward

Reflections

Looking back on it all

Now knowing I am standing tall

Through it all

-Reflections-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

T.O.L.-Reflection

Those Insecurities  

Unexperienced 

The Weight of What Was Real!

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The truth came not as a whisper

Just raw

But a loud thunderclap at dawn

Shattering the silence 

We’d built our lives upon

It wore no mask of mercy

No veil to soften the blow

Just raw

An unvarnished memory 

Of things we didn’t know

It peeled back painted stories

Exposed the hidden seams

Turning lullabies into warnings

And daylight into dreams

We begged it to be more kinder

To lie just one more time

But truth does not negotiate 

With comfort or with crime

It named the ghosts we buried

Uncloaked the quiet pain

And stitched our hearts with needles 

Of loss we can’t explain

Yet in its cruel unveiling

A strange release was found

For trauma born of honesty 

Still walks on solid ground

So let it burn the pages

Let it flood the past with light

Truth may wound without permission

But it never hides from sight!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

A Purpose II

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In the deepness of discomfort

I wandered aimlessly

Lost and confused, unsure of my destiny

I searched high and low for a reason to be

To find my place in this world, to finally be free

I sought out love in every shape and form

In hopes that it would calm the raging storm

But with every heartbreak, my spirit was torn

And the search for love left me feeling dejected

Climbing mountains and swimming in the sea

But still, my purpose evaded me

I longed for a sign, a glimpse of clarity

To guide me towards my true destiny

But amidst the confusion

I found a glimmer of hope

A light in the darkness, a way to cope

I realized that the search itself was my goal

To embrace the journey and let my purpose unfold

I continue to search with an open heart and mind

To discover my purpose and the love I long to find

For I know that with patience and perseverance combined

My destiny will reveal itself in due time

-A Purpose II-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

A Purpose!  | Just Write (writeblg.com)

The Ocean

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O- Outstanding

      Observant

      Overjoyed

C- Calm

      Carefree

      Centered

E- Envolve

      Empowered

      Embracing

A- Around

      Acceptable

      Amazed

N- Nature

      Nascence

      Natural

The Ocean

A place that is

Outstanding, Calm, that Envolve Around Nature

The Ocean

A place where I can be

Observant, Carefree, Empowered, Acceptable, and Nascence

The Ocean

A place where I am

Overjoyed, Centered, Embracing, Amazed, and feel Natural

The Ocean

A place that is scenic and special

The Ocean

A place to go to relax often!

-The Ocean-

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Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Ocean!

Waterfalls

Waterfalls! II 

Unhealthy Habits II

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I made a blog about unhealthy habits 3 years ago. Sadly, not so many changes were made. Here I am again in 2025, still needing to change these unhealthy habits. I want and need to start with stopping the smoking of cigarettes. This very unhealthy habit is one I really need to change. Damn unhealthy habits.

It has been on my mind heavily lately, so I know for sure that it is something I need to do. I am turning 38 in a month, and I’m in need of a few changes. I can keep doing the stuff I have been doing. I am proud of myself for getting my diabetes under control, but now I have hypertension, and smoking is bad for both conditions. Bad for my overall health. Ugh, unhealthy habits.

I will be starting the process of quitting cigarettes soon, and I know it will not be easy (though I wish it were). I am willing to put in the work to make this change and this awful unhealthy habit. These unhealthy habits need to be gone. I am thinking about keeping a journal during this process. I want to document both the positive and negative aspects throughout this process. I got this. I need to find new hobbies and need to stay busy. I also need a new way of thinking. Damn unhealthy habits.

Have you tried to stop something you were use to? How did you cope? Any advice for me?

-Unhealthy Habits II-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Unhealthy Habits.

Slow

Level-Headed

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In the chaos of the stormy sea

A beacon shines so bright and free

Calm amidst the swirling tide

A steady heart where peace resides

When tempests rage and thunder roars

The level head it calmly soars

Guiding through the darkest night

With clarity, it’s guiding light

In heated moments, tempers flare

But wisdom finds the cooler air

A balanced mind, a tranquil soul

In every challenge, it plays its role

So be the rock, unshaken, strong

Where understanding lingers long

In every trial, be steadfast

Level heads will always last

-Level Head-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Summer Fun!

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Summer is here, and I wanted to write a poem about summer fun!!

Sunshine warms the sandy shore

Underneath the sky so blue

Memories made that we adore

Moments cherished, all brand new

Evenings glow with fireflies

Relaxing under twilight skies

Friends gather for games and glee

Unending laughter fills the air

Never a dull moment, wild and free

-Summer Fun-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.