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Trusting.

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Trusting

Hello everyone. How is your Tuesday night going? I want to talk about trust/trusting. I bring this up because I have been wanting to reach out to someone about my life, to talk and sort things out, but I do not know if I can trust another person with so much information about me. Maybe I am being weird about it, but I do not trust easily. I want to let everything out and move on; I just do not know who that person can be. Even with professionals, I am still iffy about it. Trust, trust, trust, man. I need to learn how to open up more and let people in; that is hard, though. Wrote poems and blogs about it. TRUST…

I have been thinking about counseling or maybe reaching out to a life coach. Nowadays, I have been trying to balance everything out and learn new techniques. Sometimes, I feel I need help with that. But of course, it is the trust thing.

I told myself that I would try to be trusting and let things flow if I decided to talk with someone. I would give them a try, fill them out, and see if we could move forward. I know putting your trust in others or anything can be risky because you never know what their true intent can be, and that is my opinion. Trusting others can be tricky or hard, again, in my opinion.

Have you experienced this before? Should I say forget it and just do it? I have to really make my mind up. Man, these trust issues of mine are not good. Yes, I need a little help lol. I have a hard time trusting anything.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading..

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T.O.L-Dating!

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Date or No?

Questioning myself lately and asking am I ready to date? Thinking about relationships, love, and having someone by my side. Getting that lonely feeling. Just a little scared, honestly, of putting myself out there and letting my guard down. I also think that it is time to at least try to meet new people. I am a homebody and I need to get out of that. Want to live a little and be happy enjoying my life. My life consists of motherhood, working, and writing all day, every day. Do some different things. Just doing a little thinking, well, of course, and it’s on my mind. Just don’t know when I would work up the courage to actually do it. Lol.

I am still a work in progress and still trying to learn to trust. Blah Blah Blah my life is boring…. Thinking out loud.

Blessings and love!

Thank you for reading.

Trusting Too Much 

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In the world of trust, I dwell too deeply 

Where faith flows freely, like a gentle stream 

Yet oftentimes, my heart begins to weep 

Trust misplaced can shatter like a dream 

I offer trust like flowers in full bloom 

Unfurling petals in the light of day 

But some may pluck them, ushering in gloom 

Leaving me to ponder and to sway 

So I must learn to guard this precious gift 

To share it wisely, with a discerning eye 

For trust, once broken, leaves the spirit stiff 

And wounds the soul, leaving it to sigh 

May wisdom guide me in this tangled art 

To trust with care, and guard my tender heart

-Trusting Too Much-

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Issues

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Really think I have issues lol. Like damn why am I so guarded with people. I am so on edge. Attitude issues as well. And can easily walk away from people to keep myself from getting hurt. Seriously I am too good at goodbyes. 🤦🏾‍♀️ Yes serious issues. Over thinker here.

There are so many issues I really need to work on. This process is hard. Ohhh man. I’m just thinking out loud with too much on my mind. Y’all sometimes I irritate my own self when feeling like too much on my shoulders lol..So much damn anxiety

Okay I’m done. Hope everyone is doing better!!

***Vent Session***

Blessing and Love!

Thanks for reading.

Too Good To Be True(Poem)

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When my heart gets involved

Feels like love

Damn

Too Good To Be True

My emotions are there

Feels like this can work

Damn

Too Good To Be True

Being too interested

Felt like it was mutual

Damn

Too Good To Be True

Thinking it was different this time

Felt a little lucky

Looking stuck

Feel like so much confusion

Damn

Is it really

Too Good To Be True

Blessings and Love!

Thank You For Reading.

Too Good to be TRUE..

Trust None

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Thinking tonight and trusting is on my mind

Is it bad that I trust no man with my heart, feelings, thoughts and everything else I keep my guard up at all times not even my dad or brothers. Like I really got a problem. I trust none.

Honestly don’t trust anyone with my life or anything seriously I trust None. Horrible…

My thoughts tonight I write about trust issues a lot because it’s constantly on my mind and I know it’s not healthy to be this way. Still trying to work on it.

Blessings All

Thank you for reading.

Trusting

Short Stories, thoughts, , , , , , , , , , ,

Trusting

Hello everyone. How is your Tuesday night going? I want to talk about trust/trusting. I bring this up because I have been wanting to reach out to someone about my life, to talk and sort things out, but I do not know if I can trust another person with so much information about me. Maybe I am being weird about it, but I do not trust easily. I want to let everything out and move on, I just do not know who that person can be. Even with professionals, I am still iffy about it. Trust, trust, trust man I need to learn how to open up more and let people in, that is hard though. Wrote poems, blogs about it. TRUST…

I have been thinking about counseling or maybe reaching out to maybe a life coach. Nowadays I have been trying to balance everything out. Learn new techniques. Sometimes I feel I need help with that. But of course, it is the trust thing.

I told myself that I would try to be trusting and let things flow if I decide to talk with someone. I would give them a try, fill them out and see if we can move forward. I know putting your trust in others or anything can be risky because you never know what their true intent can be and that is my opinion. Trusting others can be tricky or hard again my opinion.

Have you experienced this before? Should I say forget it and just do it? I have to really make my mind up. Man, these trust issues of mine are not good. Yes, I need a little help lol. I have a hard time trusting anything.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading..

**More from Ray’Elaine**

Trust Issues… | Just Write (writeblg.com)

My Thoughts! | Just Write (writeblg.com)

T.O.L-Dating

thoughts, , , , , , , , , , , ,

Date or No?

Questioning myself lately and asking am I ready to date? Thinking about relationships, love, and having someone by my side. Getting that lonely feeling. Just a little scared honestly of putting myself out there, letting my guard down. I also think that it is time to at least try to meet new people. I am a homebody and I need to get out of that. Want to live a little and be happy enjoying my life. My life consists of motherhood, working, writing all day every day. Do some different things. Just doing a little thinking well of course and it’s on my mind. Just don’t know when I would work up the courage to actually do it. Lol.

I am still a work in progress and still trying to learn to trust. Blah Blah Blah my life is boring…. Thinking out loud.

Blessings and love!

Thank you for reading.