Monthly Archives: April 2021

I’m Trying(Writing Help)

I’m Trying (Writing helps)

Sometimes I irritate myself and do not like being negative. With so much going on I have been feeling all types of ways and I sometimes feel like it is too much to handle. Me writing my poems, short stories, and my inner thoughts I get some frustration out while writing. At first, I thought I would not get far with it but surprise I love it and it helps. The last couple of months been hectic and I am trying more and more to be happy and not let things get me down, I know I talk about it a lot but like I said getting it out helps me. Some posts are negative or dark some are how I feel, and some is just what I want to write about. I have become comfortable with myself and how I express myself over time and this week is no different more unpleasant news, so I have been in my notebook writing away, writing out my feelings. Bear with me people I am getting there and thank you for any support. What do you write about when you are sad? How do you cope when things are hectic? Hope you all are having a great weekend.  Again, I pray for better days. Thank you for reading.

****REPOST****

My Passion!! – Just Write (writeblg.com)

Bond and Love! – Just Write (writeblg.com)

Too Good to be TRUE.. – Just Write (writeblg.com)

Fly II

FLY

F- I Follow my own lead, I am Free

L- I am a leader, Learn on the way

Y- I am Young, A Yift, and Yummy (LOL)

I Fly high

My wings spread out, ready to take flight

Fly High

Travel the sky

Let your mind be free

Take flight spread those wings be you, be free, be young, be fly

Never hold yourself back from what you want. Go out learn, get what you want

Do what it takes, you got it, have faith in you. Strength and guidance

Roam Free and FLY!! 🖤🖤💙💙🤎💜💚🤍💛🧡🤎❤

Thank you for reading.

Fly! – Just Write (writeblg.com)

Little Girl Lost

Lost Little Girl

Little lost girl

Fighting to find her way

Lost with no direction

Sad eyes, heart hurting, mind racing

Wounds open, flesh

Lost little girl

Thrown to the wolves, the sharks, the bad

The ugly, clowns, death

Raging to get free

Surrounded by the unknown, Dark

Lost little girl

Scared, shocked, afraid

Alone, cold, wondering

Mad, darkness, raged, shaking

Lost in a world, no clue

She is lost, no soul, no nothing

Lost little girl

Can she be found???

Thank You For Reading.

****Just A Poem!!****

Trapped

Trapped

I feel like I am trapped inside a nightmare

My heart is racing like crazy, thoughts swirling in my head

I am trapped

I feel like I can not move something is

Keeping me still, blank stare, tuning everything out

I am trapped

Pleading that someone wake me up

I am feeling trapped I cannot speak

Again, blank stare, wanting to say something

But cannot mouth will not move, shut closed tight

I am trapped

Feeling dizzy, full of anxiety

What the hell is going on?

I am trapped looking for a way to escape

Trapped all the way around in my mind life

I am trapped

Thank you for reading.

Move On…

When it’s time to move on, that’s just the thing to do. Do not try to force things. Sometimes it’s better to move on and focus on yourself. Everything happens for a reason and you can’t stay stuck wondering why. It can hurt if you have to let a person go but always put yourself and feelings first. Do what is right for you. Move on, heal, and become a better version of you.

Yes it will take time if hurt and pain is there, just take it one day at a time. Trust I know it’s hard. Even if it’s moving on from an old job, or leaving a state or town, changing school, anything. Change can be hard.

Moving on from anything in life can be challenging, have faith and pray that everything will be alright.

Just thinking tonight want to make some changes and move on from the past. Letting out my thoughts and feelings. Just Write and get it out!

Thank you for reading.

I Smile

I Smile!!

Keeping this beautiful smile on my face, sometimes it is hard to do. But I do it and try to be happy

I smile while burying the pain

I smile to keep from crying, hold that shit in

I smile/laugh to mask the real feelings

I smile wide and bright

I smile and I am praying for things to turn out for the better

I smile knowing other lives depend on me, no time for being down

I will continue to smile through it all

I will smile while knowing better days are coming

I smile, you should to.

Thank you for reading.

#JustWrite #Happy #Smile

Trust Issues…

Trust, this word and it’s meaning. I hate that sometimes it is hard for me to trust people and situations. I tend to question everyone and everything around me. I do not open up easy to people because I automatically don’t trust them. Is this a bad thing?

I really look at people and be like nah you can’t be trusted then I just don’t deal with them. I can honestly say that I do not have any friends. None. The closet person I talk to and hang out with is my sister. I also do not want to bring any type of friends around me and my family who don’t have good intentions. I have been through a lot of shit with different people and maybe that’s why. I don’t know just thinking and venting.

What are yours thoughts on trust? Do you easily trust people you meet? Thinking, thinking, thinking and more thinking of course lol. I hope y’all night is good. Wishing love, peace, happiness, and blessing to you and yours! Thank you for reading.