Category Archives: thoughts

Doubting

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Doubting

Somethings I know about myself that I feel is not a good thing would be overthinking, non-trusting, and being in my head too much. I feel sometimes these things hold me back and seem to not have it all together. Oh, and self-doubting I tend to second guess myself all the time in anything that I do. It annoys me sometimes that is why I want to change it. I must figure out all the craziness inside my mind and try my best to move forward, make better changes. Be more relaxed, stress free. Try to do something without over thinking it or have self-doubt. Self-doubting is one of the reasons my book is not done yet, again craziness it has been 2 years. Yeah, I definitely need to get it together. No, I don’t know how I can overcome these things, but I will do some research and try.

Just thinking of the things that I feel is holding me back and thinking of ways to change that about myself. Want to be able to put good work out there and feel happy with the decisions I have made. Try something new surrounding my daily life. I don’t know. Anybody else having problems with self-doubt? Are you an overthinker? Are you too much in your head? Is anything holding you back? Thinking and more thinking!

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FLOW

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FLOW!

F- Following my own lead, following my visions, my dreams, feeling powerful, facing myself

L- Learning and growing, letting go of the past, listening to my voice more often, loving myself

O- Observe everything around me, open my mind and my heart, and open to new and better ideas

W- Willing to do what it takes to achieve my dream, I have wisdom, wishful, working on a better life for my kids and myself, work hard, a woman that is worthy.

That is me. I go with the flow of things and wish for the best. Learning as I go!

Just go with the FLOW!!

Hope you enjoy this.

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Figure it out!

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When shit gets tough, you have to
Figure it out
It don’t matter if you can do it or not
Figure it out
Feeling like everyone, the world is against you
Figure it out
Feeling weak, unable, unstable, lost
Still
Figure it out
Weather it’s the highs or the lows
Figure it out
Smile on your face
Or
Tears in your eyes
Figure it out
No mater what
Figure it out
No matter what direction you take
Figure it out
What life is about
Making a way we have
No choice but too
Figure it out
Right?


Blessings All


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Who I Am!

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Who I Am!

I know who I am and what I want in life

No

I will no longer accept anything less than what I deserve

I know how I love and what I can offer

No

I will not give in and be someone I am not

I will not be treated like trash

I know who I am and what I want

Standing tall and facing all

I will be a better me

Yes

I will be better than my past, the old, me

Grown woman here, who goes for what she wants

I know who I am and what I want

Its me its who I am!

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Insight to Ray’Elaine

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A Process…

February!

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February!

Hello everyone! Welcome to February. How was your month of January? if you follow me then you know mine has been not too good. Looking and hoping to change that this month. Praying for guidance, understanding, patience, love, and happiness. I hope your month of February brings you love, healing, happiness, guidance, and blessings. I hope that this month is better than the last. I am keeping faith and hope and keeping my head held high. Things are hectic at the moment, but I stay prayed up! Oh, a good thing is my son turns thirteen this month YAYYYYY!!! I am going to have a teenager!

February 2023 is here. What do you have planned this month? Any new goals for the month? Writing Goals? New Projects in the works?

Blessings and Love!

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Passion

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Passion

Passion inside my heart for my art

The art of writing

Passion inside my soul for my dream

Dreaming and reaching high

Passion and dedication to what I love

Those around me and what I put my heart and soul into

Passion inside to keep me going

Never giving up

Striving for the best

Passion in me

Passion in my mind

Goals to complete

Strong individual

With passion burning

Deep within…

Passion my state of mind

Breathe and want it

Passion in me

Love and hard work

Passion in me

Deep within

Keep having

Passion!

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My Passion!!
Write Night!! Write On!

#Passion #Writer #Poetry

Making It!

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Determination

Face fears that have been holding me back,

Take those necessary steps, take the risk, take charge.

Be on the top of my game

Determination

Set those goals, be firm

Go after what I want

Dreams, and more

She is determined

Work hard, stay focused

Play later

All about

Me

Making something of myself

And

Determination

Blessings and Love!

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Another Vent Night!

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Venting….She Just Write! 🤷🏾‍♀️

Hello all,

 Really hate when I try my hardest to get over someone who my feelings were too involved with. Had strong feelings for them and I feel used, I feel uneasy. Seems like they really did not care about me, do not love me the way they said SMH. Been four months since I have heard from this person. But now he is trying to reach out to me. Like why? I am so pissed right now and yes; I am having a little anxiety. Have posted to my blog in the past about this person. No, it is not the first time he has just out of nowhere stopped talking to me. This is a cycle ugh and me do not like it at all. I do not understand it, maybe because twice already I have allowed it. Thinking he is already in a relationship and just talking to me for his convenience. In the past I did have feelings and wanted to give it another chance and that lasted all but three freaking months and not really with consistency. Here I go questioning myself and feeling confused and lost. So over it, told myself the last time that if he did it again that it would be done. I am standing on that. Cannot keep putting my love, my feelings, my soul, my mind, myself out there for people to keep hurting me, laughing at me. Especially when I am already going through so much stuff. Do not need the extra stress in my life.

Whew, breathe had to pause and write about this because it bothers me badly and you know that I like to write about how I feel. Let it all out. **Shrugs** SMH thinking damn again, why? What do he want from me? I know I am not the only one who have been here before. Hate when my feelings are strong and for the wrong freaking person. Now he misses me and want me, sending a lot of messages since Sunday evening. Need a drink something strong. It makes no sense. Was having a good day until this BS, UGH. Going to keep breathing and calm myself and focus on my writings. Try not to let it really get under my skin cause really have harsh ass words for him.

My feelings and venting are out and done, my bad if it’s too much for you all. Again, I vent and keep it real. He deserves my fist to his face seriously. Whew breathe again.

Am I crazy? The only one? Why? Hope your day and night was better.

Blessings all.

Thank you for reading.

#Vent #JustWrite #Focused #OVERIT

This song…Truth!!! 💜🖤💙💛

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