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Holiday Season II

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Holiday’s: Christmas

Now that Thanksgiving is over, it is all about Christmas. I am making lists for both of my kids, nieces, and nephews. Also making a big grocery list and trying to figure out what I am going to cook. I am a little excited about Christmas for my kids. Since my kids love reading, I am going to find some chapter books for them and maybe some puzzles. I have my own list for them, and I know they have a list of their own whew cannot wait to see what they have on it.  Again, excited for my kids. I am still trying to fully get in the holiday spirit.  Or another idea I had was to go out of town and see family. Have to think about that though. Are you excited for Christmas? Any plans? Or staying home? Any gift ideas for pre-teens. My kids and nieces and nephews are pre-teens and I have really no clue even when I ask them because they change their minds so much lol.  Are you cooking?

I know I have to move fast because Christmas would be here before we know it. It seems the months are flying by I cannot believe it is the end of November already. Holidays special to some and to others just another day. How do you feel about Christmas? My thoughts tonight would love to hear yours. Hope the night is going great for you all.

Blessings

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Loving Self!

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Love Yourself

When you have to make choices that are good for you but will hurt someone, still choose you.

It doesn’t make sense to keep giving in to them or live how they want you to. Or give into a situation that is not good or safe. Give in to yourself, feed you and your soul

Love yourself better than you love anyone else. Be strong and make the right decisions

It is Your life, so the choice has to be made for you and your future

Give yourself all you got.

Make those hard choices and be a better you

The truth is honestly how can you love someone or something if first you don’t love yourself…

My thoughts and feelings tonight, self-love is very important. Please remember to be kind, caring, and loving to yourself. You matter!

Don’t let no one tell you otherwise.

Blessings!

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Sometimes

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Sometimes it is just easy to focus and worry and stress over things. Go into full anxiety mode. Sometimes it is easy to get distracted from the right you are doing. Get sucked into the bad and ugly and it happens fast. Sometimes we forget ourselves and what it is we are trying to do. Sometimes we get scared of life. Sometimes we let people come into our lives and take over. We let them dictate what we do how we move. Sometimes it happens when we are at our lowest and depressed. We do not care at the moment because sometimes we do not care about life at all. Sometimes it takes us a while to really understand what is going on in front of us and around us. Sometimes we make mistakes that cost us later in life. Sometimes we do not know where to turn, we do not know what to do. And. Sometimes we give up. Sometimes it is a struggle to get it all together. Sometimes we just need faith we need to know that everything will be okay. Sometimes we go through life numb because we feel we cannot fix anything. Sometimes we just need to breathe, be calm. Berceuse sometimes life happens and it’s not always going to be how you want it. At all. The process of life. Sometimes we just have to deal with it.

Sometimes…..

Blessings

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*A Poem*

#Life #Faith

How’s It Going!

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Hello everyone!

How was everyone’s Thanksgiving? Mine was okay just me and my kids most of the day then my sister visited for a little bit. I thought I was going to have a full breakdown this morning. First Thanksgiving without my mom and I was just hurting when I woke up. Ugh really miss her and of course, wanted to call and hear her voice badly. Got myself together though throughout the day and cooked for my kids and I was happy, and I am thankful to have them in my life. So today was okay. Hope you and your families enjoyed the day and got to spend the day with the ones you love. Well back to writing for my book just wanted to make a post and see how everyone is doing today. Hope your night is great and I thank you for reading.

Blessings All

Thank You.

I am Healing!

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Healing takes time, you must take it one step at a time. Give yourself love and forgiveness and time to reflect on your life. It will not happen overnight be patient and you will become better. I am in this process and I know it takes time. I have been single for 4 years and it seems I am still hurt by what happened during the relationship and after. There is still resentment built up on both of our parts. I want to just get over it. And I will, I will heal and be better. I deserve happiness and I know the next person I get in a relationship do not deserve a person who has not healed and still lives in the past and have not worked out my issues.

It is truly a process, but I am willing to go through it and get better with how I deal with things and my actions towards them. I want to be healthy for myself and love me fully. Hopefully down the road I will meet that special someone, until them I am still healing, improving, strong, and of course I will never give up on myself or love. Any advice on healing or trying to move on?

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings!

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Lonely

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Lonely Tonight

Times when I am down and I am not feeling myself, I hate being lonely. Sometimes I wish there were someone here to love me, talk to me, to hold me and tell me everything will be okay. Yes, I am strong on my own, I get lonely sometimes. These last couple of weeks I have been feeling very lonely and been sad about it. Honestly, I wish the guy I talked about in a previous post was here with me, like damn I really want that man bad. And of course, as I stated before he is probably not thinking about me at all. I am just lonely and thinking. There has been so much going on in my life lately and I just want real love, real friendships, just realness in my life. Anyways, I am going to get over it hopefully soon, me thinking this way, I sometimes irritate myself like seriously lol, but it is what it is. Miss lonely speaking tonight. Hope you all are doing okay and having a good night. Remember to love yourself and those around you. Love, peace, happiness, and Blessings!

Thank you for reading.

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