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Control Freak! 

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I dig and dig, with a shovel in hand 
Searching for ways to take command 
In every aspect of my life 
For me, no need for a co-pilot 

I want the power, I want the say 
I want control in every way 
The smallest detail to the grandest scheme 
I’ll be the one who’s pulling the strings 

But as I dig, I start to see 
That control is not the key to being free 
For every moment that I try to hold 
I miss the beauty that could unfold 

I put down my shovel, I let go 
And suddenly, my world starts to glow 
I can’t control everything, that’s true 
But I can control how I see it through 

Blessings and Love! 

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Unplug.

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Daily writing prompt
How do you know when it’s time to unplug? What do you do to make it happen?
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I know when to unwind, and unplug when my body starts speaking. When I get weak I sometimes have migraines. I know then that I need to unplug for a while. Sometimes when I feel like I have been doing, working too much for so long I get really stressed and restless.

To unplug, on some days I will turn off all electronics, sometimes sit in peace and try not to think so much, or relax with a good book, maybe some cocktails. Then there are times when I relax with TV shows or movies and of course writing.  Depends on the type of day.

How do you unplug when necessary?

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Drunken Me

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Drunken me

Shot after shot, I feel the numbness take over my body, I want more, need to feel empty inside.

Feel free, free from those who lied, used, and abused me, free from pain, free from the world

Take another shot, it is all good

Feel the sensation, feel the burn

They all do not matter, drink the damn pain away

Take another shot, damn I feel it, I am slipping

But I do not give a damn

Give me more, few more shots taken, mind gone

Laid back not feeling shit, I feel numb, empty it is what I want

Free from it all or is it just a drunken daze

Do I want to stop? Do I need more?

Whispers…Whispers…. Drink it all away

Its okay be gone for the night

And another one…….

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**Updated: 7/28/2023**

To My Little Ones II

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Oh, my fun, chaotic kids

You bring me so much joy and happiness

You make life so full and bright

Your antics keep me up at night

You are so full of energy and life

Causing me laughter and some strife

You never cease to amaze me

Filling me with pride, so proud to be

Your Chaos is something to behold

But your joy and love I can never scold

You are my pride and joy, my world

You make my heart forever swirl

You bring me laughter so bright

Though some days can be a sight

Your personalities are so unique

You are fun and chaotic; I am so complete.

Love always to my kids, my little ones!

Blessings and Love

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To my little ones!

Detachment

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Hello all!

I want to talk about detachment and what it means to me and get your thoughts on this topic.

For me, detachment is breaking away or walking away from any situation that you know is no good for you, or you feel off about situations, and are able to walk away from it with no problem easily.

Detachment, for me, is also about detaching from people out of fear of what is to come, or perhaps fear of the unknown. If that makes sense to you. I will stop talking to someone sometimes if my feelings are too much involved. Honestly, detaching from everything comes easily for me. I don’t know why I’m like this. I get into ghosting mode.

Sometimes, detaching myself is not a good thing because I feel like I hurt people in the process, and that is the last thing I want to do is hurt someone, as I definitely know the feeling. I just don’t like making connections, and then they turn out wrong for me. So, I detach myself before it can happen.

It’s crazy because I always talk about wanting to find love, but I would have to work on letting my guard down and not walking away so quickly. But saying goodbye is easy. Even when my feelings are in it, I am scared. I need to get my life together, especially at my age, and let it all out. Damn, I am so guarded, easily detachable, and have trust and abandonment issues. Yeah, I need to work on all of that. It is not good at all.

Detachment can be for the good and be for the bad depending on your situation. When it comes to detachment what comes to mind? Are you easily detachable? Are you good at goodbyes?

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Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💗🧡💚💜🤍❤️

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Detachment: a feeling of not being emotionally involved: to have an air of detachment

Touch Of Gentleness!

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In fields of green and skies so blue

Where gentle breezes softly blew

Two lovers met with tender grace

And gentleness shone on their face!

With gentle kisses and caress

Their love did sweetly manifest

Each touch so tender and so kind

A love that’s gentle, pure, and blind

In this pastoral scene so fair

Their love did blossom without care

For in their hearts, they knew the truth

That gentleness is love’s sweetest fruit!

Blessings and Love

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Guilty Pleasure!

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When you hear guilty pleasure what comes to your mind? Is it T.V shows, movies, video games, shopping, music, food, a drink or four, alone time (sleep), or a person. Having a Guilty pleasure means that you have to have something that is restricted, and might be labeled as bad for you, but of course you don’t care. You want what you want right?

I have some guilty pleasures from the list above. The first one would be alone time, or extra sleep. I like to be alone in my own word chilling. Sometimes in my bed with a good book just relaxing. Which sometimes is hard to do with kids(Sometimes I sneak away in a quiet place of the house to get away, LOL).

The second is T.V. shows and movies I like to indulge in action packed shows and sometimes ones that is filled with drama. Shows that keeps me on edge.

Third is food. I am a foodie, love, love, love food. When it comes to food, I say it is a guilty pleasure when you are eating something sweet, fatty, moist, and juicy, fried and ohhh so delicious.

My favorites are Philly-Steak and Cheese over some nice and crispy fries, with pepper jack and cheddar cheese smothered over it all (Mmmm so good). I love fries especially with cheese sauces. Or a jalapeno bacon cheeseburger between two glazed doughnuts, which I have a taste for right now but tonight just a bacon cheeseburger and fries would do. And another one for me is all the banana split topping over cinnamon French toast, extra ice cream!

Whew now I’m hungry LOL. Time to make dinner…..

Those are my guilty pleasures.

So, my blog peeps, do you have any guilty pleasures? Are you a foodie? Do you like things that are no good for you? Your thoughts!

Blessings and Love!

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Love! Damn!

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Falling in love quick, deep feelings 

Like a rush of water, a strong current 

Swept me off my feet, left me breathless 

I didn’t know what hit me, but I knew it was love 

Everything felt different, colors brighter 

The world was a canvas waiting to be painted 

And I had the perfect palette of emotions 

A rainbow of feelings, all for you 

In your eyes, I saw the universe 

In your touch, I felt the warmth of the sun 

I knew that I was home, safe and sound 

In the arms of the one I loved 

Falling in love quick, deep feelings 

It’s a rollercoaster ride, a wild adventure 

But I wouldn’t have it any other way 

For you are my heart, my soul, my everything 

-Love! Damn!- 

Blessings and Love! 

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