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Torn

I am Torn

Between not knowing the true intentions of a person

Torn

Is it all fake? Real?

Torn

Between my head and my heart

Question every conversation, moments, movements

Torn

Because I stay guarded

Scared to let me out

Torn

Though they words sound nice

A difference in their actions

Shit don’t add up

Torn

Due to wasted time

Torn

See all the blurriness!

Torn

I always get left behind

Torn

Due to sweet lies

Funny

Though I am torn

Life goes on!

-Torn-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Act’s Up!

Act’s Up

When the curtains close

Your behind closed doors

The happiness simmers

The smile fades

The fame gone

The fake love disappears

No one around

Your quiet

You stare and wonder

What is it all for?

Is it just the act in me?

Can they not see the real me?

On stage its all love

All happiness

Roses and candies

balloons and confetti

The act keeps them near

When curtains close

Where are they?

Why, I fear?

Aloneness

Staring in the mirror

Cannot pretend with myself

With none

Behind that curtain

Who am I?

An act, a person…….

Thank you for reading.

#Much Love #APoem

Night-Time

Night-time!

I love the nighttime

It is my me time

Alone time

Chill time

Writing time

When my kids are asleep, Or away!

My creativity is awakened.

Ready with pen and paper

Ready to attack with my ideas, and there is many

I love the nighttime

Quiet, I can think in peace

Set the scene!

Write in peace!

I love the nighttime, my favorite time!

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Doubting

Doubting

Somethings I know about myself that I feel is not a good thing would be overthinking, non-trusting, and being in my head too much. I feel sometimes these things hold me back and seem to not have it all together. Oh, and self-doubting I tend to second guess myself all the time in anything that I do. It annoys me sometimes that is why I want to change it. I must figure out all the craziness inside my mind and try my best to move forward, make better changes. Be more relaxed, stress free. Try to do something without over thinking it or have self-doubt. Self-doubting is one of the reasons my book is not done yet, again craziness it has been 2 years. Yeah, I definitely need to get it together. No, I don’t know how I can overcome these things, but I will do some research and try.

Just thinking of the things that I feel is holding me back and thinking of ways to change that about myself. Want to be able to put good work out there and feel happy with the decisions I have made. Try something new surrounding my daily life. I don’t know. Anybody else having problems with self-doubt? Are you an overthinker? Are you too much in your head? Is anything holding you back? Thinking and more thinking!

Thank you for reading.

FLOW

FLOW!

F- Following my own lead, following my visions, my dreams, feeling powerful, facing myself

L- Learning and growing, letting go of the past, listening to my voice more often, loving myself

O- Observe everything around me, open my mind and my heart, and open to new and better ideas

W- Willing to do what it takes to achieve my dream, I have wisdom, wishful, working on a better life for my kids and myself, work hard, a woman that is worthy.

That is me. I go with the flow of things and wish for the best. Learning as I go!

Just go with the FLOW!!

Hope you enjoy this.

Thank you for reading.

Figure it out!

When shit gets tough, you have to
Figure it out
It don’t matter if you can do it or not
Figure it out
Feeling like everyone, the world is against you
Figure it out
Feeling weak, unable, unstable, lost
Still
Figure it out
Weather it’s the highs or the lows
Figure it out
Smile on your face
Or
Tears in your eyes
Figure it out
No mater what
Figure it out
No matter what direction you take
Figure it out
What life is about
Making a way we have
No choice but too
Figure it out
Right?


Blessings All


Thank you for reading.

Dream Chaser

Stepping into the world

With a purpose, with goals

Ms. Dream Chaser

Reaching high for those stars

Wanting more, become the best me

Ms. Dream Chaser

I will not give up

Dedication through my veins

Passion and creativeness I rain

Ms. Dream Chaser

Get what I set my eyes on

At my grasp, I can do it

Focused and never settle

Ms. Dream Chaser

Chasing my dreams forever.

Blessings

Thank you for reading.

Who I Am!

Who I Am!

I know who I am and what I want in life

No

I will no longer accept anything less than what I deserve

I know how I love and what I can offer

No

I will not give in and be someone I am not

I will not be treated like trash

I know who I am and what I want

Standing tall and facing all

I will be a better me

Yes

I will be better than my past, the old, me

Grown woman here, who goes for what she wants

I know who I am and what I want

Its me its who I am!

Thank you for reading

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