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How’s It Going!

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Hello everyone!

How was everyone’s Thanksgiving? Mine was okay just me and my kids most of the day then my sister visited for a little bit. I thought I was going to have a full breakdown this morning. First Thanksgiving without my mom and I was just hurting when I woke up. Ugh really miss her and of course, wanted to call and hear her voice badly. Got myself together though throughout the day and cooked for my kids and I was happy, and I am thankful to have them in my life. So today was okay. Hope you and your families enjoyed the day and got to spend the day with the ones you love. Well back to writing for my book just wanted to make a post and see how everyone is doing today. Hope your night is great and I thank you for reading.

Blessings All

Thank You.

I am Healing!

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Healing takes time, you must take it one step at a time. Give yourself love and forgiveness and time to reflect on your life. It will not happen overnight be patient and you will become better. I am in this process and I know it takes time. I have been single for 4 years and it seems I am still hurt by what happened during the relationship and after. There is still resentment built up on both of our parts. I want to just get over it. And I will, I will heal and be better. I deserve happiness and I know the next person I get in a relationship do not deserve a person who has not healed and still lives in the past and have not worked out my issues.

It is truly a process, but I am willing to go through it and get better with how I deal with things and my actions towards them. I want to be healthy for myself and love me fully. Hopefully down the road I will meet that special someone, until them I am still healing, improving, strong, and of course I will never give up on myself or love. Any advice on healing or trying to move on?

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings!

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My Feelings: Whew lol

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My feelings-why I feel this way?

Its funny or crazy how I am feeling about this situation I got myself into. On one hand it is what I want, what I being wanting. But on the other hand, I feel that shit is off, and something just do not seem right. Sometimes I think I am getting in my own way or thinking way too much. Maybe I am scared to take that leap. I do not know right now I am over analyzing the situation. Now I have talked about this man a lot and thought that maybe it was or who I wanted but like I said shit do not seem right. I have extraordinarily strong feelings for him, and I keep telling myself to go for it. What Is stopping me? A question I ask myself all the time. He has been checking on me lately to see if I am okay and I love that he seems like he really cares but of course I think that it is too good to be true something else I wrote about. I have to really make my mind up plan and stick with it; I do not want to get hurt and I do not want to hurt anybody feelings. I just do not know what to do, I like him and we vibe well, I like our conversations and we can talk about anything, I also feel like I and be myself around him even with this there is still some doubt. And I am not the type who worry about what others think about me or my life. When I think of me and him in a relationship, I always think about what my family will think it is weird because I usual do not care what people say or think.

Maybe it is me I got some things to decide. What will you do in this situation? Should I just say forget it all? Should I quit over thinking/analyzing?

Well, I am just venting on this Monday of course got to let it out. My feelings, My thoughts. Have a great night people and I thank you for reading. Love and Blessings

Thank You.

I am SOOO Confused

Thinking…Halloween!

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Thinking. Halloween!!

Hello all how is it going tonight?

Tonight, Halloween is on my mind. Are you into Halloween? My kids have been talking about it a lot lately and it is getting me in the Halloween sprit. I am not actually into this holiday, but I do not know this year I want to do different things. I want to dress up and go to haunted houses. Also want to start some fun and spooky craft projects. Been looking up some ideas on what the project this weekend will be. Any spooky ideas? I am thinking pranks too, scare my kids a little lol. As far as dressing up there is so many costume ideas floating in my head, mainly want to do a 90’s superstar, or maybe a character from Mortal Kombat yes I am everywhere with this. Hopefully, I figure it out soon. My kids want to be characters from the movie Adams Family cannot wait!!! Oh, and YES Thanksgiving on my mind too, this early lol

Besides thinking Halloween for some minutes, I am also doing some writing and editing, and details with character development. Writing and making changes that I must make. It is a process. WHEW! Letting this pen do the work. Happy Writing!

Are you excited about Halloween? Any Craft Projects in the works? Are you dressing up?

Goodnight and Blessings All 💙🖤💚💛🧡❤🤎💜

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In the night

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In the night!

In the night when all is still

I am up and my mind is awake

Racing with thoughts good and bad

In the night when its hard to sleep

In the night is when I write

Letting it all flow together

In the night, my heart is free, free to be me

In the night I see clear

In the night, my imagination is wild

In the night, my mind is wild

In the night I write freely, freely me

And it is Night! Time to write

Thanks for reading.

#InTheNight #JustWrite

My Heart Guarded

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Heart Guarded…

Sometimes I hate that I am so guarded, and I keep everything in. emotions are bottled up and I do not show that side of me. I do not fully put my feelings out there because I have feelings of being wronged and hurt. I do not like to love and be vulnerable, people will use that against you. That is why I guard my mind and my heart. It is true that I can be afraid of rejection. I do not trust easily either I have major trust issues and I know that is holding me back, but I cannot just fully put my trust in others. I am also guarded because I feel like people have negative motives, and I do not like that shit. I am guarded because I have not healed from my past, I need to let go and move on. Is it bad that I cannot let my guard down? Working on changing that, maybe just do not want to get hurt anymore I’ so freaking over it. I am just thinking out loud, my crazy thoughts. SMH it how I am feeling though. My heart is guarded. I need help!

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#HeartGuarded #Mythoughts #JustWrite

Lies and more LIES

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Lies and more lies, Liar

Hello all

Liars on Blast lol

Want to blog about liars, lying. Why is it that people lie so much. Like why especially when they lie over stuff so small or lie just because. People go around putting on fronts or I like to call it their mask. They lie about who they are, they identity. Or lie about any and everything. Yes, I know that it happens a lot and I just be thinking and wondering why they do it. It is something that I truly do not understand at all. Maybe because I am an honest person no matter the situation, I will always be honest with people. Why? Because I do not like to be lied to that shit hurts. So, I wouldn’t lie to others just because I can and get away with it smh. I have heard that some people do it to avoid hurting someone but lies make everything worse. Well, that is what I think. It is such a big deal in any type of relationship you or in whether it is family or friends a lie is a freaking lie and can be wrong like seriously. I think some people do not realize it maybe because they are all about themselves and don’t care. How hard is it to be upfront and honest about who you are and what you are about. Again, something I don’t understand and probably never will. Thought about writing about lying because I am currently dealing with it, so many people around me who does it a lot and it is super annoying. Something I explain to my kids about honest and integrity. Your presents and words can concern others. It is okay to be honest and be yourself. Do you agree? Have you dealt with a person who constantly lies? How did you deal with it? Again, people why lie? Annoyed seriously

Thinking, venting of course too much shady shit going on and I do not like it. Time for changes, change the untrustworthy people around me. Please feel free to like, comment, and share.

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings all

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