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A Thought…(A Poem)

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Sometimes it is best to move on and stay silent

They leave, let them, no begging here.

If they don’t love you, you love yourself more

Do not be concerned about the why’s or what if’s- It was never really love

Move on though it hurts and know that life goes on!

It will be okay. It was not meant to be, and it is what it is.

Still surviving, still strong

Move on and still be yourself, and move smarter, stronger and brighter!

Again, Move on, Stay Silent

My Thoughts at the moment

Blessings and Love!

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Walking Away!

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Walking Away...

Walking away, this ish, man why is it hard to do. Even when you know you should, you know it is for the best. You know that you have tried your best. You took them back over and over no matter what. You constantly forgave them, even though you were hurting. You disregarded your feelings to make or keep them happy and for what? To get hurt, to be always crying. You see with your own damn eyes that nothing is getting better, it is a damn cycle that you are going through and yet it is still hard to walk away. When those around you also fee like the two of you should not be together, you do not hear them you still try. Even when that person shows you the real them, that they are all about self, they do not care at all. They do not want to change. Walking away is hard, and then you start to think about the few good times the two of you had, and you think maybe there is hope. In the back of your mind, you know you need to end it. Walking away can be a struggle people love hard and do not like to let go. Also feeling like you would never find a person to love you the right way, you stay and continue to deal with the drama it brings. That damn walking away takes time, it can be easy sometimes not texting or calling, and then there are times when you want that person near you. You want their touch, smell, their voice ugh its annoying. Walking away is necessary sometimes though there is no use in dragging on a relationship or situation, and that goes for anybody family relationship, romantic relationships, and friendships. Walking away from anybody or anything that you love or loved will always be a challenge. Man it is so hard.

Can you deal with it? How? Please feel free to leave feedback.

Blessings and Love!

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Loving Self!!

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Love Yourself

When you have to make choices that are good for you but will hurt someone, still choose yourself.

It doesn’t make sense to keep giving in to them or live how they want you to. Or give in to a situation that is not good or safe. Give in to yourself, feed yourself and your soul

Love yourself better than you love anyone else. Be strong and make the right decisions

It is Your life, so the choice has to be made for you and your future

Give yourself all you’ve got.

Make those hard choices and be a better you

The truth is, honestly, how can you love someone or something if first you don’t love yourself…

Self-love is essential for my thoughts and feelings. Please remember to be kind, caring, and loving to yourself. You matter!

Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

Blessings!

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Have It All

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Daily writing prompt
What does “having it all” mean to you? Is it attainable?
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To me having it all means that I am in the career I want, constantly completing goals to stay in my career. My family and I are together and happy. Having a comfortable life with loved ones. Maybe a dream home that I have built. Having it all means that you have happiness inside and out.  To me it is not all about money and having a lot of material things. Being comfortable in life, with your life and of course being surrounded by those you love the most.

For what I feel having it all is, yes, it is attainable and sustainable. Anything in life can be challenging but working hard towards what you want is key. You do that indeed you can have it all.

What do you think?

Blessings and Love!

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Last Goodbye…

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Describe the last difficult “goodbye” you said.

So, the last difficult goodbye I had to say was to my mom. She was battling kidney failure for twelve years. In the months of November and December of 2020 her health started to take a turn. Held on for two months. She was in hospice for a week and a half. It was two years ago and tomorrow would be the 2nd year anniversary of her passing. February 28th, 2021.

It was a very hard goodbye. Painful as I was there the whole time and watching her transition. That day is one I would not forget. Some of the things she went through is etched in my mind. The only thing is that I was able to have a last talk with her. Her words are also etched in my mind.

Losing a parent, the healing process is no easy task. Hell losing anyone the healing will not be easy. Keep telling myself not to be sad tomorrow but remember the good things.

Shoutout to those who have lost someone and is in the healing stage. Stay strong! Trust, I know it is not easy. One day at a time.

Kind of happy I let this out…. Such a difficult goodbye.

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💚💗🤍❤

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T.O.L.-Time Travel!

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Just sitting here thinking and I wish I can time travel. Just get in the machine and take off to an earlier time. Even if it is just for a day. Go back to a time when I was carefree, no worries, no stress, weights of the world on me. Have you ever had that feeling? Going back to a peaceful time in your life and just escape for a moment. Or maybe to go back to see or hang out with a lost loved one or just to change some shit about your life, have a do-over.

That is my feelings tonight. Right now, my brain is full of memories the happy ones, and wishing I can just revisit those times. Wishful thinking huh? Well, that’s all it is, is me thinking about the impossible shit. Sometimes my mind goes there lol. Am I the only one?

My night writing and too much thinking.

Thinking out loud….If I could time travel, teleport. LOL yeah, I am in my own awkward, weird world.

Blessings and Love!

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No More Tears

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Learning to be okay

With my past

I often tell myself

No more tears

Learning to let go

Of the tight hold

The past has over me

Again, I say

No more tears

Want it all to be forgotten

Blocked out my mind

Struggling to move on

No more tears

For those who caused pain

No more tears

For my benefit

Let it go Ray

Do not let it define you

No more tears

Tired of being tied down

No more I say

I have to gain control

No more tears

Be myself, be free

No more questioning why

All cried out I am

Stay strong

Stand tall, rise above my past

Be proud, wear my scars

I say to myself, no, nope, done

No More Tears.

Blessing and Love.

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Damn Tears…

You are not crazy

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Thought I share

“You are not crazy the things that happened to you hurt. The things they said that broke your heart, it broke your heart. the abuse you endured by their hands and mouth, you endured it. You are not crazy, you lived through trauma, pain, and unbelievable hurt that has changed you forever. That makes you a fighter with a memoir of scars, a warrior birthed in the mess of life. What a brave soul you are”

Read it again!

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