I am but a shell
Empty and hollow inside
No purpose or meaning
Just a vessel to reside
My soul has departed
Leaving me to decay
A mere shadow of myself
Fading slowly away
No emotion or feeling
Just a numbness within
A lifeless existence
Where does it all begin?
I long for a purpose,
To be filled once again,
To break free from this shell,
And feel alive within
-The Shell Of Me-
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Loving someone who doesn’t love me
A painful truth that’s hard to see
My heart yearns for their affection
But it’s met with rejection.
I try to move on and let go
But my feelings continue to grow
The more I try to push away
The more I long for them to stay.
It’s a cycle that never ends
My heartache, it just extends
But I know I must be strong
And find a love that will belong.
For loving someone who can’t reciprocate
Is a heartbreak that I can’t tolerate.
It’s an Unwanted Love
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Bottle of liquor in hand, bottle to lips
Way gone but still going
Problems? What problems? That don’t matter to me
Bottle in hand, bottle to lips
Music taking me places, I am in a daze
My own world, My own damn rules
Bottle in hand, bottle to lips
I feel numb, nothing can touch me
Stress? What stress? Yeah, I do not care
Bottle in hand, bottle to lips
Wondering should I stop, should I care
But I do not want to feel anything, or see anything
Bottle in hand, bottle to lips
Life what fucking life? Forget all battles
To drunk to notice anything
Damn is my life at the bottom of this bottle in my hand
Should I continue to put it to my lips
Bottle in hand, bottle to lips
Drunk and gone, gone, gone gone, gone
Damn this bottle in my hand, damn the bottom of this bottle….
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Updated:7/3/2021
**Repost**
Lonely night, hard and cold
As I sit here all alone
Boredom creeps in, taking hold
Feels like a heart turned to stone.
The clock ticks on, so slow and steady
As I try to fill the void
But nothing seems to be quite ready
For this lonely, hard, and bored.
The silence echoes all around
As I search for something to do
But the emptiness can’t be drowned
In this night that feels so blue.
So I sit and wait for dawn
As the night drags on and on
Hoping for a new day to be born
And this feeling of loneliness gone.
Blessings and Love!
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I just want to get away
Escape my feelings, my problems, LIFE
Just want to get away, be alone, just ME
Me, myself, and I
Just want to get away
From the cruelness of this world
The pain, the loudness
Just want to get away
Have comfort, happiness, ME
Just want to get away, away from it all
Get away and have peace
I just want to get away
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Proudly we look back on the past
A time that’s gone but still will last
Some things we wish we could rewind
The happy moments we left behind
Presently, we live in the now
Enjoying life and taking a bow
Surrounded by technology’s might
Time flies by both day and night.
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Tenderly embracing
Reaching out to one another
Unconditional love soaring
Enduring through all weather
Loyalty and trust abounding
Vows of never-ending grace
Oneness forever binding
Enduring the test of time and space
Matching hearts and souls together
A beautiful bond of two
Singularly unique, never alone
Till the very end, me and you
Our love
Is
True Love!
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Alone!
Just sitting here thinking like always lol and I am thinking about being alone lol. Yeah seriously. Lately it had been rough, and I think I need to get away and be by myself, maybe a week or two. It has been stressful at work, and I have been getting terribly upset by it. Personal life as well is stressful now just need a little break. I know I am not the only one. You just want to tell people to leave you alone and let you be. I know that will not happen soon just wishful thinking. Sometimes I want to turn my phone off and just sleep, but I have stuff to do, and I have a family to take care of, I am always busy busy busy, and my mind and body feels it. A spa day, some wine, a vacation somewhere nice would be great. A place that is quiet and relaxing and I can breathe easy and ease my mind will also be great.
Alone with me is what I want. Okay I am just venting here for a while sorry. I know we all have those days and if you are I am praying for you . I am about to write, get some chapters finished and relax I thank you for reading and enjoy your evening.
Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings to all!!!
Thank you!
It is what it IS
Sometimes it is best to let go and let things be. We can’t always understand another person intentions, no matter how hard we try. Its s best that we understand ourselves and move accordingly. Sometimes leaving a situation where it stands might be a good thing. Sometimes leave it broke and alone. Maybe you shouldn’t fix it, sometimes we just got to let what is not helping us or bringing us peace and happiness go. Move on and piece your life together. Worry about you. At times we are so focused on making others happy, too much pleasing them and sometimes get nothing out of it and in the process not helping ourselves and we suffer. Let it go, leave it broke, let go of all toxic things. Maybe we need fixing more than them. We need to fix our inner self as well as outer. Sometimes we just got to say it is what it is and go on with life.
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Do you! Be You! Be Strong. Sometimes it is what it is. We deal with it.
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Why is it hard for some people to respect boundaries that are set? Like for real. Be respectful of others and their feelings, is that hard to ask for? They need to understand that people set rules/boundaries for a reason.
They are there to protect oneself. It annoys me that people can be so rude and disregard what you feel and want. I hate repeating myself about it and get easily irritated by it. Please respect me and my privacy that is all I ask because I am respectful to others. Just my thoughts! Thank you for reading.
Boundaries People……🤦🏾♀️
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