Tag Archives: Ray'Elaine

Chill!

C- Confident, Creative, Cool, Curvaceous

H- Honest, Have Heart, Helping, Hard-working

I- Important, Impassioned, Imaginative, Irreplaceable

L- Leader, Likable, Lender, Light

L- Lovable, Lush, Laid back, Level-headed.

Chill that I am, even under pressure yes, I vent about it all the while being me and being so chill. I have to be this way no matter what.

Be you!

Be chill!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Chilling

Friday Thought!

Hello everyone!

Thinking always lol and what is on my mind, really been on my mind is success and making money. Making my family happy. Failure is not an option, my feelings today. Just taking it a day at a time, getting stuff done of course me Ms. Perfect, I’m focused.


No work today so it’s a writing session type of day. Just doing me and my passion. Might brainstorm some titles for one of my books in progress. Cool type of day. Just Write, Just go with the flow. Again, FAILURE is not an OPTION.

How was your week? Any weekend plans? Any writing goals for the weekend? Happy Friday, Happy Writing!


Blessings All!


Thank you for reading.

One day at a time. nAuthor here!

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Failing/Failure

Little miss perfect (Perfect Me II)

Her Eyes

Tough!

I am a fortress, built of stone and steel

My heart encased, unable to feel

I am tough, hardened by life’s cruel cost

But lost, adrift, with no sense of exhaust.

My walls are high, my moat is deep

My guard is up, my secrets to keep

I am impenetrable, a force to behold

Yet inside I am empty, alone and cold.

I’ve been hurt before, too many times

So I protect myself, with these hardened lines

I don’t let anyone in, no matter how close

For fear of the pain, the hurt and the blows.

But sometimes I wonder, is it worth the cost

To be tough, hard, guarded and lost?

To live life in solitude, with no one to trust

Is this really what it means to be tough?

-Tough-

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💚🧡💛💗💜🤍❤

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Beach Or Mountains?

Though I love both beaches and mountains, mountains are cool and amazing to look at. I would prefer the Beach.

Reasons why is I am a water person I love to be near water. Beaches to me are good to go to, to unwind, have fun with family or friends, or just to be alone and think. Having fun in the sun and around the water with family is great and brings great memories.  

Beaches are so beautiful and I think of them as peaceful places. They are such a vibe. A good place for writing, reading, taking photos, relaxation with the sounds of the water. I just love them. 

Which do you pick? 

Thanks for reading. 

💛 Butterfly

In the garden, a yellow butterfly
Flits and flutters, soaring high
Its wings, a canvas of vibrant hue
A sight that brings joy anew

Its grace in flight, a dance in motion
A symbol of freedom and devotion
To suck the nectar of life’s sweetest bloom
And transcend beyond all gloom

With each flutter of its wings
A melody of hope it sings
A reminder of life’s fleeting beauty
And the power of love and duty

Oh, yellow butterfly, you inspire
With your vibrant wings that never tire
May we learn from your grace and flight
And soar towards our own true light

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for.

Honest-Feels Tonight

Hello All,

Man, tonight is not a good night. I have been trying to have a positive outlook, and thoughts about life and have been encouraging others to do the same. But me being honest lately it has been hard to do. Especially today. Tonight, my thoughts are dark, and I have been drinking for hours, which I am not supposed to be doing. Without a damn care in the world. Honestly right now my feelings are numb. I do not care about shit right now, and yeah maybe it is the liquor or maybe my wicked thought’s, how I feel about myself at the moment. I want to unleash. Fight mode. Hurting. All day I have being giving myself pep talks and trying to rise above this dark feeling.

But I am tired. Tired of being there for people who can’t help me with shit. It is only so much a person can take. People who I cannot call on to even talk to.  Tired of it all. All I do is give to others, while I am suffering through a lot. Help them always in their time of need. But who is there for me. And yes, I know you should not help others and look for something in return, but damn people I help sometimes I wish I can call them and need them.

Often, I feel like my feelings do not matter at all. It is all about what a person can get out of me. SAD but it is a truth in my life. You’ll think I will be use to it by now. Same shit different day…

So here I am writing in my notebook and my blog and about to tune everything out. Phone is off, tv is off. Just drinking and thinking (SMH) hopefully this would pass, been here before and it is not good.

Venting and letting it out as always, no matter what it is. If you think this is too dark or not for you. MOVE ON. VENT SESSION

Just rambling on and venting. Just wish I had a person for me to talk to about anything. Yes I am guarded but still haven’t met a person who I trust enough to let them in and be vulnerable with them. Sill working on it,

Anyways back to my fucked-up night. Writing and music take me away.

Hope you all night is better!

My misery does not like company! Even though I go through a lot I do not wish it on others.

She just being HONEST. Tired of it ALL

Have a good one.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Overthinker…

Being an overthinker, my mind’s always tense
I worry and fret, it just doesn’t make sense
I analyze everything, from big to small
My thoughts never stop. I can’t relax at all
I replay conversations, thinking what I could say
Wondering if I offended, if they’ll think I’m okay
I worry about the future, what it may hold
And if I’ll be ready if I’ll be bold
But being an overthinker isn’t all bad
It helps me prepare for what may be had
I’m always thinking, always one step ahead
I won’t be caught off guard, that’s what I’ve said
So, even though my mind’s always on the go
I’ll embrace my overthinking and let it flow
It’s a part of who I am, and that’s okay
I’ll keep moving forward, day by day

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Speak Up!

In the fields of green, under the warm sun’s beam

I raise my voice, I let my words be seen

No longer silent, no longer small

I speak my truth, I stand up tall.

In this pastoral scene, I find my strength

My voice is heard, it goes to great lengths

The birds, the trees, the gentle breeze

All listen closely to my pleas.

I am no longer afraid to speak

To share my thoughts, to be unique

For in this peaceful, idyllic place

I am reminded of my own grace.

So let us all find our own voice

To speak up loud, to make a choice

For in this world, we all have a place

And our words can help us find our grace.

-Speak Up!-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.