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What’s the thing you’re most scared to do?

What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it?

-There are a few….

The thing I am most scared to do is Loose control. In a good way and a bad way. I like to be in control, and I feel that I am scared to lose that. I am not sure of what it will take for me to stop fearing my control issues. On the other hand, sometimes, I feel like I am losing control in a way that is bad and a lot of chaos. My attitude can be bad, and if I am pushed, it’s so much worse. Working on my healing to change that.

I am also scared to drive. I am grown, and I do not drive; it is a fear of mine. I don’t know why I just don’t face my fear and try it. It’s something that is always on my mind. I think I will seek help on how to face that fear. I get so scared, and my anxiety goes up when i am in a vehicle..Crazy right? Another one is scared to open up to people. I keep a guard up and don’t really interact much. I keep my distance and keep to myself. This is something else that I have been working on.

Those are the things I am scared of the most. Might be simple or weird things. I own it.

What about you?

Blessings and Love

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Taboo Subject

*Write about a taboo subject you find to be taboo in our society.

A subject that I feel that is taboo in our society is mental health/Illness. I know that there are many people dealing with mental health issues who are scared to talk about it. Feeling ashamed about how they are feeling and about what they are going through. It is a tough topic to discuss I feel due to others judging and being mean about it. Some people look at you differently and treat you differently due to your mental illness. It happens to a lot of people who suffer in silence and have no one to talk to or no support because they feel people would look down on them. It is crazy because that is true, some people feel that others should not be down, depressed or have anxiety or any other kind of mental illness. I have actually met a few people like this. Maybe because their life is put together. I don’t know. Mental health/illness is an important subject, everyone deserves to be happy and have support when they need help. Also, it is important to seek help no matter what others think. It is hard and you might feel like you are being a burden, but getting help and healing is key. I would never understand why talking about what is going on with you is a problem, to families, friends anybody. Including myself or why some cannot or won’t accept it.

Trust, I know about this all too well. It took me years to express any of my feelings or talk about what I was going through and really feeling. I did it first by writing down my feelings, my rage, and then why I was feeling that way, I know this method will not always work for others. I also talk to my sister about some stuff. Still, I get, from time to time, people who laugh about my feelings or if I talk about having anxiety or depression. They think that I am dumb or weak for feeling the way that I do. It is hard to find somebody who genuinely cares about your well-being or mental stability. I am not saying that it is another person’s responsibility for your happiness just would be great to have a little support in your process of healing. Some kindness or keeping their thoughts to themselves would be cool. We all need to find something that helps us and soothes us in a good way. And not doing things in a bad way that can further hurt us.

Everybody needs somebody, and I honestly didn’t use to think like this. I always thought that I should handle everything on my own. Sometimes, I still do. It’s hard to ask for help, and it’s something I need to work on.

I wish that more people could be themselves and, if they need help, seek it. My thoughts about mental health, it’s hard to deal with. I really do think this is a taboo subject. What do you think? Agree? Disagree

I would love to hear more thoughts about this subject.

Blessings and Love

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Disappointed-Me,Myself,and I 

As I look in the mirror, I see 
A face that’s lost and filled with grief 
I thought I knew just who I’d be 
But now I’m lost and feel naive 

I had such high hopes and grandiose dreams 
But they fell flat, or so it seems 
I thought I’d make a bigger mark 
But now I’m struggling in the dark 

I’m disappointed in myself 
For not achieving all my goals 
I put my dreams up on the shelf 
And now I’m paying heavy tolls 

I wish that I could find my way 
And be the person I once dreamed 
But now I’m lost, with nothing to say 

Silent, at a stand still 
And all my hopes are coming undone at the seams 

So here I stand, with heavy heart 
And wonder where I’ll go from here 
I hope that I can find a start 
And overcome this crippling fear. 

Just so disappointment in me, myself, and I  

Blessings and Love! 

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Social Media II

Do you think that social media hurts or ruin relationships?

Do you think that social media has taken over some people’s lives?

I do not think so. I think it is the person who is being irresponsible on social media, not just social media itself. I have been hearing for a few years now that people blame social media for some of their relationship problems, and sometimes, I do not understand it. I feel like those types of people should just stay off it if it will help their relationship.

For the second question, I do believe that social media has taken over some people’s lives. Everything that they do goes on social media, they always feel the need to get attention, and advice from people on these apps. I also feel like some people expose themselves and their families. Getting advice, I don’t feel that is a big deal, but people who put all their business out there I feel it is too much. Some things should be kept off the internet. I do feel social media nowadays is a big deal to some people, and I know some people make their money that way, so I cannot knock what social media provides for some. I just think it is an overload. People will do anything for attention and money.

These are just my opinions. How do you feel about both questions?

Feel free to use it as a writing prompt!

Blessings and Love!

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Forgetting/Forgiving

Forgetting/Forgiving

I know you’re supposed to forgive people and move on with life. Yeah, that is hard to do, well for me it is. Why? Because all I think about is how a person did me wrong or harmed me, and then I do not know why they did it. I am left feeling lost and confused. I have a hard time forgetting the past and forgiving those in my past; I mean all of it, all the bad, and that is probably my biggest problem. I feel like I still live in the past, and that is not cool. I try to forget about it, but pain and anger will not let me, I do not know why I am still this way, I try to not think about stuff. This is something I am working on I need to let it all go and really move on with my life. Try not to seek revenge and be happy with my life. Try to forgive those who have brought harm my way.

I heard that by forgiving a person you help yourself. You can release the emotions it can bring by holding on to it, and it helps with built-up anger. You are not doing any good by holding on to the hurt. I pray that I can forgive people because this feeling of holding on or wanting to hurt back is not good. I am learning day by day how to forgive. Have you felt like you could not forgive someone? Was it hard to forgive? What do you think?

Blessings and Love!

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Stormy Nights!

Stormy Nights

Dark, cold, raining

Storm is raging

Candles lit, scene is set

Stormy Nights

Brings together a romance

As the sound of the rain

Is the music for us

Candles lit with the scent of

Warm vanilla and caramel

As the thunder roar, with specks of lighting

Storm is raging

Us no care in the world, BUT each other

Stormy Nights

Brings souls together

Dancing and laughing

A good night indeed

Candles lit with the shadows of

Our bodies

Such a Stormy Night

Oh, one to remember

As we get lost in romance

Let

The rain keep falling

Thunder keep roaring

It’s a Stormy Night

Us

Undercovers!

-Stormy Nights-

Blessings and Love!

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Time for Change

As my world begin to shift

Changes being made

I do not stir the pot, be calm

Keep myself busy

Do not buckle under the pressure

I do not and will not bend to others will

Changes

Keep my head up, don’t kick my own self when down

Be calm

Stay in my own lane

Going through the motions

As my world begin to shift

I welcome the change

I know it is time for

New beginning’s

-Time For Change-

Blessings and Love

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Morning!!

Manifest the energy I need, manifest my dreams, and what the day brings

Only positive thinking, Only positive vibes

Ready for what the day brings. Ready regardless. FOCUSED

Not giving up, no matter what

Imagining a world beyond my hopes and dreams

Navigating through it all, navigate the negative

Greatness comes the ashes of it all. Greatness I am!

I want to wish everyone a good morning. If it is not good for you, I pray you have the strength to make it through the day. I pray you have the tools you need to succeed and pull yourself up. Sending love to all.

Let’s make today positive and full of love.

Good Morning! Have a good one!

Blessings and Love! 🖤💙💛🤎

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Tattoo!!

What tattoo do you want and where would you put it?

Well, this question has two answers. One tattoo I would like to get is something that would be symbolizing my mom. Her name or maybe her favorite things. With a cute design, I was thinking of butterflies since I love them so much. She would always buy me things that had butterflies on them. I know that butterfly tattoos are somewhat popular. Just need to come up with something cute and cool and, of course, something I know that she would like. I am still thinking about designing what I really want for this tattoo. I would put the tattoo on my right arm or leg, maybe my wrist.

The second one is a lioness or lion tattoo with a cool, fiery background of blue flames. I have always wanted a lion tattoo or the zodiac sign tattooed on me. I would put the lion tattoo on my legs or my back.

Nothing too far out there. Already have two tattoos and I want more.

What about you? Do you like/love tattoos?

Blessings and Love

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