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Prompt 4!

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What activities do you lose yourself in?

The activity/hobby I do that I get lost in is writing. When I am in a creative groove, writing takes over. Sometimes I lose track of the time. Writing is a activity that soothes me. Weather I am writing poetry, my personal thoughts, in my journal, or for my books. I love to write. It brings me piece of mind and me writing is a way for me to vent since I am a loner (LOL).

Another one is music and dancing. With good music playing, a good playlist, I can get lost in music for hours. Just like writing, which is why I love and do both to escape the world sometimes.

It is good having a favorite activity that helps calm you and makes you happy. Especially on those bad days. To keep you busy when needed.

What is your favorite activity to do? What do you do to keep calm? Care to share?

Write On!! Have a good one.

Blessings and Love!

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Alone

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Alone!

Just sitting here thinking like always lol and I am thinking about being alone lol. Yeah seriously. Lately it had been rough, and I think I need to get away and be by myself, maybe a week or two. It has been stressful at work, and I have been getting terribly upset by it. Personal life as well is stressful now just need a little break. I know I am not the only one. You just want to tell people to leave you alone and let you be. I know that will not happen soon just wishful thinking. Sometimes I want to turn my phone off and just sleep, but I have stuff to do, and I have a family to take care of, I am always busy busy busy, and my mind and body feels it. A spa day, some wine, a vacation somewhere nice would be great. A place that is quiet and relaxing and I can breathe easy and ease my mind will also be great.

Alone with me is what I want. Okay I am just venting here for a while sorry. I know we all have those days and if you are I am praying for you . I am about to write, get some chapters finished and relax I thank you for reading and enjoy your evening.

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings to all!!!

Thank you!

It Is What It IS

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It is what it IS

Sometimes it is best to let go and let things be. We can’t always understand another person intentions, no matter how hard we try. Its s best that we understand ourselves and move accordingly. Sometimes leaving a situation where it stands might be a good thing. Sometimes leave it broke and alone. Maybe you shouldn’t fix it, sometimes we just got to let what is not helping us or bringing us peace and happiness go. Move on and piece your life together. Worry about you. At times we are so focused on making others happy, too much pleasing them and sometimes get nothing out of it and in the process not helping ourselves and we suffer. Let it go, leave it broke, let go of all toxic things. Maybe we need fixing more than them. We need to fix our inner self as well as outer. Sometimes we just got to say it is what it is and go on with life.

🖤

Do you! Be You! Be Strong. Sometimes it is what it is. We deal with it.

Thoughts?

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Blessings All

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Addiction

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This addiction I have

Got me in a chokehold

Trying to break free

Addiction

Taking control of me

My thoughts

My movements

My soul

Addiction

Sometimes is scary

To let go

Addiction

Who became a friend of mine

Best friends

He say we are friends forever

Addiction

Got me in a

Daze

Sometimes not seeing straight

My mental completely off

And it causes an uproar

Addiction

The things I crave

Fighting through it all

But this Addiction

Still

Has me in a drunken daze

DAMN…

Blessings and Love

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***A poem!***

That “NO” Word..

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Hello, how is everyone’s night going?

Why do we sometimes feel like we cannot tell those close to us the word no, if we do, we feel guilty and question ourselves. We want to help and be there, so we do not like to tell people no. The thing is we know sometimes that the best thing is to say no and know it is the right choice, but we struggle with it. Me I have that problem especially with my kids. I try to please my loved ones no matter what. Yes of course there are times when I am like no and that is final, but still feel bad about it and there are times where I do not know why I feel bad. Why is that? I was also that way with my mom. Is anyone else this way? This is another thing I have changed in my life!

I want to say those two letters and mean it and not feel bad about it or selfish. It’s not to the point where I feel like people are taking advantage, it is just how I feel about saying no and thinking about the other person feelings. Yeah, I often push I how feel to the side, but at this age I am used to it-SIGH-. Just like to help people, I guess. Even though I get told that all the time (LOL).

But now days I have learned that saying no is the best thing to do. It is what is best for me in certain situations. No matter what your feelings are. You have to always put your feelings first.

Can you easily tell a loved one, no? What do you think?

Blessings and Love!

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Prompt 3!

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What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance?

My middle name is Elaine. It is special to me because I use it as an Author and blogger pseudonym. I use the first three letters of my first name, and the last part is my middle name. I just decided to go with that name. I like it! It is also one of my aunt’s middle name. No other significance behind the name. Ray’Elaine!

Do you use a pseudonym? What does your middle name mean?

Blessings and Love!

Thanks for visiting.

**Some information behind the name.

The name Elaine means Light, Shining Light, The Bright One. And the origin of the name is Greek.

Night Glow

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Exciting night

I can’t hide

This smile on my face and

My happy stance

Glowing in the night

A day filled with blessings

Makes a good night’s rest

Glowing in the night

No anger in sight

Nobody to bring me down

Glowing in the night

Poetry writing with a

Glass of wine, maybe something stronger

Something to smoke

Creating great text line after line

Glowing in the night

With success on my mind

Winning

Everything is chill, doing me

Night winding down

My happy stance with a huge smile

A joyful night

My night glows

Blessings and Love

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***Random Poem!!!! So Random***

Writing, Vibing, Hungry (LOL)

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So, been writing like crazy today (Of Course, lol) and have not eaten anything in hours. I was really ignoring my growling stomach lol. I got to take a break soon to eat. Sometimes it is so hard to put the pen down. A good night of brainstorming, research, editing, and writing. I love nights like these. Where writing is fully taking over my day. Homegirl need a break. For sure

She is Hungry lol.

And now I am up late still writing and hungry LOL. So, I am about to cook some southern fried potatoes, Cajun Shrimp and some broccoli and cheese, while jamming to my music. Whew!! That is what I have a taste for. Yummy!!! Also want banana split, but that would be way too much this late (Greedy Me).

Then it will be back to writing. Got a few writing goals that need to be completed. A few more poems to write and finish a chapter or two for my book. Yeah BUSY. Get It Done! I am focused.

You ever had those days that were a blur? Just flowing through the day?

Blessings!

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Boundaries, like seriously

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Why is it hard for some people to respect boundaries that are set? Like for real. Be respectful of others and their feelings, is that hard to ask for? They need to understand that people set rules/boundaries for a reason.

They are there to protect oneself. It annoys me that people can be so rude and disregard what you feel and want. I hate repeating myself about it and get easily irritated by it. Please respect me and my privacy that is all I ask because I am respectful to others. Just my thoughts! Thank you for reading.

Boundaries People……🤦🏾‍♀️

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.