Tag Archives: thoughts

T.O.L-Time

Time waits for no one. I take the use of my time seriously. I do not like my time wasted; it irritates me. Time is precious and should be used wisely and how we want while we can.

T-Timely

I-Instant

M-Memories,

E-Eternity

Know that your time is valuable should not be wasted on unwanted BS.

Again, time waits for no one!

Thinking out loud. Short and simple!

Thoughts?

Blessings and Love!

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Control

Control

When you think of control what does it mean to you?

Control to me is having a say over any and everything. Have to be up close and have a hand in everything that is going on around you. Including control over people.

Man, man, man I hate when things are out of my control. I am a Leo and yes sometimes I am bossy and must control everything around me. When something is out of my control, I feel lost, nervous, my body shakes I feel anxious, and I get easily irritated. Anybody else like that? I be a nervous wreck and constantly questioning everything. Then I am overthinking and worrying, crazy huh?

Some people say to me that its ok to let go of having control over everything and relax. It is hard to do that thought. I have been thinking about it lately and maybe I should let go a little, take it one day at a time, relax, do not go overboard, and try to run people lives. I mean how hard can it be? Where do I start? Are there any other control freaks out there? Help lol

Happy Writing!!!

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings!

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Defender

I am a defender

A defender to me

I protect me, myself, and I

Defender

Fighting those who

Threatens me

Defender

On guard of course

Protective gear

I am a defender

A defender to me, to my family

Watch closely

Listen and I am alert

Fighting anything that comes close

Defender

Everything on lock

No one gets through

Nope

Defender

Stand tall

Confident

Strong

I am a defender

A defender of

ME…

Blessings and Love

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Too Good to be TRUE..

Too good to be true…

So tonight, I am sitting and thinking. And of course, this damn dude is on my mind. Like what the fuck, why? My emotions are everywhere and yes, I am a little tipsy and besides what I am dealing with I am thinking of him. Again why? Oh, my yall I am irritating my damn self at the moment. Cannot help but to think is this real? Does he really feel the same way I do, shit does he really like me? Here I go feeling young-minded and questioning myself and the situation instead of letting it all go and that is not good. Just feel confused and out of it, maybe I should just walk away and forget it all thought it was what I wanted but I do not know now. I have mixed emotions and we are both dealing with things. That is why I do not like putting my feelings out there I feel dumb and used it to benefit them talk and texting on their time. Thinking yeah it is too good to be true. Just wish I could find realness, real love besides what I can offer. Ugh it's

too good to be true and I am pissed off. I really need a friend and love I feel dumb and stupid and I am thinking why me why I cannot get what I give. Venting, thinking, and letting it all out, I am rambling, ugh irritated though.

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Feels!

Okay, so I must vent for a minute. Yall know how I do. I am having some feelings about that oh is this shit too good to be true, am I close to my dreams, and sometimes my damn trust issues are at play. I am almost finished with my book and ready to take off. At this moment I really do not trust shit. This weekend and the dates are memories I hate thinking about, so that got me feeling all types of ways.  Emotions are everywhere tonight. And honestly, no one to talk to well on my blog. Just doing so much thinking tonight, maybe I need to go to bed, and try again tomorrow. Glad I got some goals done though.  A calm mind and rest!!!! Thanks for all the support!

I hope everyone else night was great and happy Father’s Day to all the fathers out there. Hope your day was fun and exciting. Remember to love yourself and keep those you love close.  Goodnight!

Blessings and Love

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Scars

Scars inside and out

Deep wounds

Can never be fixed

Scars

Still remain

Walk with me, guide me

The scars

Not pretty

Inside and out

The scars I carry with me

So deep

Nightmares appear

The scars are here

Forever

The scars

Inside and out

I

Cannot hide

Flesh open

Cries are loud

Scars remain

I wonder why.

No help

There’s nobody

Damn scars

On my mind, body

Drowning

Am I still alive?

These

Scars

Sometimes visible

These scars sometimes

Not….Damn

Scars….

Blessings and Love.

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**A Poem**

Mirror Mirror(Perfect Me IIII)

Mirror mirror on the wall

Little Miss Perfect

Cannot fall

And won’t

Mirror mirror on the wall

Strive for the best and stand tall

Mirror mirror on the wall

Perfect me, Perfect world

Outsiders are a NO

Mirror mirror on the wall

Miss Perfect cannot hide

Mirror Mirror on the wall

Little Miss perfect

Showing out, Showing it ALL

Mirror Mirror on the wall

Say it again

Little Miss perfect cannot FALL, FAIL

Mirror Mirror on the wall

Real feelings out

Mirror Mirror on the wall

Tempted and

Want a way out

Mirror mirror on the wall

You know the truth

Little Miss perfect has FLAWS.

Blessings and Love

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**Just A Poem** #Poetry #JustWrite

Scared

Scared..

You do not know what is out there

You are scared to take that step

Scared of rejection, embarrassment, failure

Scared of the unknown

You tell yourself I can do it

But doubt, and anxiety tells you otherwise

You are scared of what you might or might not become

Scared of what people will say or think about you

You procrastinate, put things on hold

Scared to put yourself out there

Scared to follow your dreams

You’re scared of your own potential

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Consistency

Hello all, tonight I want to talk about consistency.

For me, consistency is being steady, accurate, and following through with something prompt. Keep up with what you started. Being consistent is important, especially in working towards your goals and dreams, making changes in your life, fitness, education, and more. You have to be on top of everything and make sure you stay on track. If you keep slacking or putting stuff off for another time, you will get nothing done. Maybe set schedules to help you along the way. I know sometimes life gets in the way, pick yourself up and try to get back on track. Be consistent in life and you will get results, well that is my opinion. That goes for friendships and any relationship. You both have to be consistent with each other and on the same page.

Consistency or being consistent can be in any situation, job, or career anything you do or want to do. I wanted to talk about the is. In the past years ago, I had a problem with being consistent with my writing. I would write one day then it will be months before I write again. I had to quickly change that. I am very consistent with the pen now lol. That is on my mind tonight, of course, Ms. Thinker! LOL

Thoughts? What does it mean to you? Do you have a hard time being consistent?

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Want to share a few quotes topic of consistency.