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Renew

Write Prompt Day 3

Renew

When I hear the word renew, I think of redoing your well-being or replacing something in your life. Renew can mean a fresh start. Renew can be you redoing your look or upgrading a career. Renew yourself and your home to be a feeling of peace with renewal. I like to renew. Rejuvenate, Engage, Nurture, Energize, Warm. This could be good for your life. Renew your spirit.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

#RENEW #JustWrite #WritingPromptChallange

Taking Care of Yourself!!

Happy Friday!

Time for yourself!!!!

Hello everyone, today I want to talk about taking the time for yourself. It is especially important that you take care of yourself. If you are not all and well, you cannot completely be there for others. You must take care of your mind, body, and spirit. Your mental state is important to be alert and know what is going on around you, to be aware of what you get yourself into. To feel happiness from within, we all know that that is where it starts with you. Taking care of your body is also important. You have to stay on top of your health. Take your vitamins and any medication that you must take. It is important so you can be there for loved ones. Yes, I know that if you have a family, and a job, juggling so many things is challenging, and you forget about yourself. Sometimes we lose ourselves to the ones around us because we must take care of them and do for them. It’s okay to stop for a minute and give yourself that same caring and loving self you give to others. Yes, it is hard to trust I know it took me a while to even start buying myself nice things I have in the past felt guilty for it because I have kids and felt that anything I buy should be for them. Now I have learned that I deserve things, too, I work hard and want to play, too, lol. As for your spirit, I feel like you should try to avoid those who get under your skin and those who are negative towards you. You must have peace in your life, and of course, it is not all roses and chocolates, but you must try. If you don’t take the necessary time to help yourself and be there for yourself, it can cause you to break down and be all over the place, sad, and hurt because of too much on your plate. It happened to me, and I had to look back at all the wrong things I was doing and the way I was thinking and change it all. Change is hard but can be for the best.

People, please take the time for yourself. Even if you have a family to take care of, it’s okay. Even if it is an hour a day, relax and enjoy it, trust sometimes it helps. Remember to love yourself through it all. I have included an article I read about self-care, please check it out.

Please feel free to like, comment, and/or share. Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings #JustWrite

Thank you for reading.

Self-Care article: How to Take Time for Yourself and Restore Your Energy (lifehack.org)

Excited!!

I am so excited about my book coming out soon, come a long way, and editing is almost done. Yessss! It has been a journey, pain, and struggle. But I am here still going. I am content and happy right now, and I must say I am proud of myself that I kept pushing through, and it was not easy. And it is not over yet, I trust the process I am here for it. Faith, Strength, and Dedication. Ms. Hard worker, Ms. Dreamer, Ms. Author!!!! Homegirl going to keep at it.

Tonight I am grateful and thankful. I am excited…..

That is that! Such a cool ass night. I am celebrating making it this far….. Never thought I would be at this place in my life.

Blessings

Thank you for reading.

Speechless

Speechless!!

Words cannot describe this feeling

Heart rising from the lust

Heart rising our bodies joined

Words cannot describe this feeling

Sparks flying all through my body

Sparks flaming bodies on fire

With love, lust, and desire

Heating up more, I need it

Words cannot describe this feeling

We cannot stop, hands all over each other

This fire we cannot put out

Not yet

Damn this feeling

My heart, my body

All feel amazing, set a blaze

Words cannot describe this feeling

Damn I cannot speak…

He got me speechless

Thank you for reading

Focus

Tonight I am focused and working on my writing, going good so far.

Just trying to keep at it and get these chapters done. Type them up and edit, then write again. Edit Edit Edit….Get it done, Homegirl!!!

Got music going and my pen, notebook, and computer ready. I am feeling great at the moment. Short post tonight. How is yall night going? Working on any projects? Any fun plans tonight?

My Vibes tonight

Blessings.

Thank you for reading.

Finally!!

So tonight, I am excited. I have finished the rough draft of my first book. It has been a rough few months, but I made it happen. Started working on it 10 months ago. My passion and was dedicated to the process and continuing on. Wow, I am really done with it, well still must edit. Wanted to share the good news here on my blog. I don’t know if I should be this excited. There are still ways to go. For the rest of the week I will be done with edits and working on book covers. For the rest of the night, I am relaxing and mentally prepared myself for the next steps. Also, will be finishing up my poetry book soon. I am in a zone and the pen flowing. I love it. Again, want to give thanks to those who gave encouraging words and helped me on this writing journey of mine.

Hopefully, editing will be done by this weekend. I have 18 chapters to go through so I know I will be busy with work, and this. I got this I am ready! My grandma and mom would be proud. I also have good and new ideas for my blog, so I am excited about everything. Happy night for me! Okay, do not want to keep rambling…

Exciting Monday night. How is the night going for you? Ready for the week ahead? Hope you all have a good one!!!

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Letting it all out

Letting it out…

My heart and mind are heavy, my heart hurts. I feel broken and I have been trying to remain positive and pray about my life and the feelings I have. I have made post about being positive and taking care of self, but lately nothing is working for me. I feel so empty and lost. Since my mom has passed away it seems that everything in my life, the past has surfaced. I am constantly thinking of the bad, cruel, and all the shitty things that has happened to me since I was a child hate this feeling and I do not know why everything is coming to mind and heart. I try to keep busy, so I do not think about stuff, but no matter what it happens, I’m thinking and sad and crying. Another thing is the nightmares which that right there is scary some things happened to me, and I still have nightmares about it and also nightmares of me seeing my mom’s lifeless body. That is why I have not been sleeping really. I see my mom and her condition before she passed. I was taking care of her while she was in hospice care from home and watching her day-by-day change and watching her body fail and seeing her take her last breath the look on her face and all, that is what I see when I am trying to sleep. It was so hard to see and horrible going through it. It is still hard for me it has been four months and I’m not over it at all. I do not know what to do. Yes, I am not going to lie I am mad, mad at the world, and mad at myself. I have been feeling like I do not want to be here on this earth. Like, why cannot I shake these feelings, I do not like feeling this way, all I do lately is cry, cry, cry, cry. Why is it so hard? I have been too much in my mind and in the past for some weeks now, and it has me all messed up, and very emotional.

Damn, what is going on with me? For those who have lost someone, how do you go on? How to you heal?

It is hard and I feel very lonely and scared ad mainly scared of myself. Again, trying to make it through the days but it seems my life is spiraling. Sigh, what to do? Letting it all out tonight. My feelings, my thoughts sorry to those who feel it is a dark and negative blog entry. I am my true self and I express my true. Just going through a lot and emotional and need to vent. Thank you for reading.

My Thoughts!

My Thoughts (Ugh)

I try my best to keep a clear head and positive thoughts but right now I just feel so low and alone. I feel like somethings will never change, and I have to really accept that, and it is hard. Especially when you work your hardest to make things work out for the better. I just feel so lost right now and do not know what to do. This is so annoying the feeling of hopelessness. And at the moment I have to walk away from the BS it is not worth my peace. Sometimes people just drain you, ugh irritating and painful.

Guess I will try to do some writing and hopefully that will get my mind off things for a while. It is kind of hectic at the moment.

What do you do when you feel this way? Lost? Hopeless? What do you do to relieve stress? How do you get over the pain of someone you love doing you wrong? How do you walk away without feeling bad about it? Why? How? Help!!!

I will continue to pray for strength and guidance because I really need it right not. I will continue to love me through what is going on. Please pray for me. And forgive me for the rambling just sitting here thinking and wanted to share.

This will pass I know just getting the thought out my mind like always. Hope you all are having a good day. Hope you have a good night.

Thank you for reading.

#JustWrite

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These are my feelings and can not shake them…WTF WTF WTF.

Hate this feeling seriously and know others are tired of me too lol

S.N.Q-Quote of the night

Quotes of the night: Hard Work

Life is full of hard work and dedication.

Keep working at your skill/craft

Hard work pays off

Don’t give up!

Love these quotes, hope you do as well

“He who is not courageous enough to take risks will accomplish nothing in life.” — Muhammad Ali, 

“We need to accept that we won’t always make the right decisions, that we’ll screw up royally sometimes – understanding that failure is not the opposite of success, it’s part of success.” — Arianna Huffington, 

“Success isn’t always about greatness. It’s about consistency. Consistent hard work leads to success. Greatness will come.” — Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson

Thank you.