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Yearning!

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Hello my blog peeps

Do you have something in life, or it could be someone in life that you yearn for, that you are longing for? It can also be a place you want to be in. There can be plenty of things a person yearns for/over. Yearning for something means that you want something badly, feeling like you have to have it no matter what,  and sometimes it is what can consume you (My Opinion). You know that it could be something that is good for you, can help you, or is something that is not good for you or not needed in your life. But oh, don’t you want it badly, or maybe you do feel like it is needed for you. You want these things no matter what.

Of course, this something that you are yearning for constantly stays on your mind. Just circling around being a pest. Questioning yourself about it. Asking should I or should I not? You tell yourself “I want it, I yearn for it”.  You then overthink it; you think of all the pros and cons that you can. Think of ways around it or how to fully seek out what you want. Yearning and thinking.

Have you felt like you yearned for something in life? Was it a good or bad experience or thing? How did you deal with it?

I have been through that before. Twice one was my dreams. The second thing is I was yearning for someone. and honestly, it was not good for me. It was one-sided and left me feeling like a fool. I felt like I was yearning for this person and for a couple of years that person was always on my mind and I was thinking we could have had a future together. The feelings were not mutual. And yes it took a while to get over it because I wanted the person so bad, and did not fully pay attention to the things I should have. It was a live-and-learn situation. Even though I was hurt for months I had to get over it. I was yearning for the wrong thing at that time, I guess.

Why is it that we do that? Why is it that sometimes we want things that are not needed or want bad people to be in our lives? Not everyone of course I know it can be a natural thing to really want something (My Opinion) but I know there are people out there who go to the extremes to go after what they yearn for. Some call it being dedicated to what they want, or some call it going after your passion.

What do you think about this word? Been there before? Care to share?

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

I Admit!

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I Admit that I am a person who is so stuck in my ways

I Admit that my attitude is not the best, I rage from time to time (SIGH)

I Admit that I can be a little hard to deal with and sometimes need reassurance that I’m still wanted and loved

I Admit that I have a tough time letting go

I Admit that it is hard to let my guard down and for me to fully be open

I Admit that I am afraid to love, to be vulnerable with someone

I Admit that it will be hard to not be in control all the time, when I feel the need to want to control everything

I Admit that I can be toxic in a way when I shut down and shut off from the world. I do not want to be bothered with anything or anybody. I really would not talk to anyone for days. I feel its toxic because I should just address shit instead of running a away and shutting down my emotions (BIG TRUTH)

I Admit that I have major trust issues and sometimes I just don’t believe what a person says sometimes

I Admit that it would be hard to let a man come into my life and take lead, also ADMIT this is something I will definitely work on

I Admit that when I do love someone, I LOVE HARD and care way too much

I Admit that when I find REAL LOVE I would be willing to make changes that I need to make for that right one

I Admit that I do not have all my shit together

I Admit that I feel like grief has taking over my life

I Admit that I get lost in my head, replaying a lot from the past

I Admit I am trying and a work in progress, I am healing and indeed working on me

I Admit that I am willing to change things that serve no good in my life

I Admit guilt to things I cannot change

I Admit I am always me

I Admit my truths here and now, BARE it ALL

My truths are here, LAID OUT

How about you???? What do you ADMIT?

-I ADMIT-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

February 2025

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Happy Month of February and Black History Month. I have some new goals and changes coming this month, and I am excited about them. Seems January went too fast, but I am excited about this month and what will come. Of course, more of my poems and thoughts.

And more writing!!! I have a few ideas for books that I am starting this month. It’s going to be a bust month! Focused, I am! February

What goals do you have this month? Are you writing? Any new projects you are working on?

A short post! The second month of the year!!! Have an awesome day!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

I Come From

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I Come From

Faith, Strength, and Love

I Come From

A place of dedication, hard work, and common sense

I Come From

Beautiful magic, secrete potions, and jungles

I Come From

A place of truth, passion, and hope

I Come From

Time, Life, and Music

I Come From

A place of vulnerability, fear, and worry

I Come From

Inspiration, Deep Souls, and light

I Come From

A place of the good, the bad, the evil

I Come From

As you see

Many places!

-I Come From-

Blessings and Love!!

Thank you for reading.

S.N.T-Sunday Thoughts

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Sometimes in life, it’s best you take your time at things. Don’t rush, and be patient. Love yourself through it all, and you will be fine. Remember, there is no need to rush!

Don’t love too soon

Don’t trust too fast

Don’t quit too early

Don’t expect too high

Don’t talk too much

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💗💛💚🧡❤🤍💜

Thank you for reading!

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Memories

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Good Memories on my mind!!!

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Memories

Memories the good and the bad. Mostly the good ones though, just sitting here thinking. I am thinking of the good moments and memories me, my kids, and my mom has shared. It has been 23 days since my mom has passed and it seems unreal still. I sometimes still grab my phone ready to call her. This is so hard. Now all I have left is the great memories of her. She always had a beautiful smile on her face. These memories I will hold onto forever. Thinking of the good times sometimes helps when I am down. I love all our great memories and missing you mom. My mom My lil GLO, my Gloria your memory lives on. I will always have you in my heart.

Let it all out. Hope you all are having a better night.

Thank you for reading. Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings

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Being Me!

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B-Beautiful, Brains, Brave

E-Engaging, Ego, Earnest

I-Intelligent, Insightful, Idealist

N-Nice, Naughty, Natural

G-Gorgeous, Giving, Growing

M-Marvelous, Mindful, Mysterious

E-Entertaining, Energetic, Eccentric

All day, every day, no matter the mood, the season, the pains, and the struggles, I still love being me—my flaws and all. I love standing up for myself and my standards. In this world, being yourself is a positive. Who wants to be a copy version of someone else? Be original, Be you, Be great!

Continue to be your beautiful self. I am just BEING ME!

Have a good one.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Getting Closure

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In my heart, a pain so deep

Love once bright, now lost in sleep

Closure seems so far away

Memories haunt me night and day.

Tried to forget, tried to move on

But the pain lingers, never gone

Love that was once all-consuming

Now reduced to mere assuming.

Closure seems like a distant dream

But I know I must find a way to redeem

Letting go of what once was

Finding peace in what now does.

In my heart, a pain so deep

But with time, perhaps closure I’ll keep.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Communication!

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Hello All,

I’m doing some writing prompts tonight and also getting other writing goals done. A writing prompt that I wanted to share is a subject I am sure people are aware of and probably talk about a lot. I just wanted to share what I think, and I also want to know what you think about the subject.

The writing prompt question is: What do you think good communication means in a relationship?

To me good communication in a relationship means having a partner who understands you and a person that you can go to to talk about anything. Especially when it comes to the relationship. Talking to each other when situations arrive and being able to talk about it and figure it out together is key. Even if you both have differences, you should be able to come together and discuss them with no problem. Do not be afraid to talk to your partner. In a relationship, a partner should be one you can always count on even for a listening ear. Being able to let each other know what you both feel and what you both want is good for a relationship. I want a partner who can feel comfortable coming to me about how they are feeling or just talk about what is on their mind. Be able to hear them and take the time to listen to them and show them you care. I would not want to be in a relationship where the other person is scared to tell me their true feelings, whether it is about the two of us or their daily struggles. I think having good communication in a relationship is very important, and it is healthy for any relationship, whether it is a parent and child relationship, a relationship between siblings, a friendship, and, of course, an intimate relationship. You should always feel comfortable going to those closest to you and communicating. I wonder how you can make the relationship work if you don’t talk about important stuff or even small situations. Talk it out. I know it can be hard depending on the person you are dealing with, but must start and try at some time,

I know you all know the saying communication is key. And yes, it is. Well, that’s my opinion on the matter. What are your thoughts?

Please feel free to share your thoughts. Also, take this writing prompt and write about it.

I am just writing tonight and, of course, thinking, and this prompt is one I wanted to talk about. Thinking and writing aloud! Communication is important in any relationship, anywhere you go or anyone you talk to. Again, these are just my thoughts. T.O.L moment!

Hope the week is going good for you, and have a good one.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.