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Unwanted

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That feeling of being unwanted

Feeling unwanted. Pushed away, casted out

When all I hear is

We don’t want you

You don’t belong

Unwanted

Hearing them loud and clear

Hear it in my mind

Hear it in my heart

Unwanted

I question myself constantly

Is it how I look?

Is it how I talk? Or act?

Unwanted

Feeling unheard, hidden

Feeling misunderstood at times

Thinking how can I be better

For them

Unwanted

Alone

No one by my side

Walking that lonely road

That feeling all my life

Unwanted

That feeling of no love

Thinking would it always be this way?

Is there something wrong with me

Unwanted

And searching for

Someone to hear me, see me and

Love me

In this world of chaos

Just unwanted

That feeling that I don’t like.

-Unwanted-

Blessings and Love

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More by Ray’Elaine

Abandonment
Wasted Time

Love I Never Had!

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Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place
Feelings and thoughts of can I be in love?
I Love the way he makes me feel
It’s really a
Love I Never Had
An understanding love
He gets me, and speaks to me with respect
His care for me and mine for him
It’s a
Love I Never Had
Trusting
Blushing
Feeling appreciated
It’s really a
Love I Never Had
Sometimes makes me wonder
I pause, I’m not too sure
All in my head
Thinking it can’t be real
A love I never had
Believing in me, my dreams
Our future
Encourage me to keep going
Even when I don’t want to, he won’t let me sink
His kind words and gentle voice
Love of gentleness
It’s really a
Love I never had
Feeling safe and secure, wanted
Feel it in my spirit, my heart, in my body
Needing more and more
It’s a
Love I Never Had
He is constantly on my mind
Damn, Day and night
Fighting with me through my pains speaks love to me
He says he cares, he loves me
Me hoping I’m what he needs, what he wants
A soul-to-soul love
A Love I don’t want to fade, want to last forever
Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place
Still though
It’s a love I Never Had!!!



Blessings and Love!
Thank You For Reading

Fragrance! 

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I close my eyes and breathe in deep 

A fragrant blend that brings me peace 

The scents  of vanilla, lavender, and sweet 

Sugar cookies that make my heart skip a beat 

Vanilla, oh, how I adore 

Your sweet and creamy allure 

A scent that takes me back in time 

To childhood memories oh so divine 

Lavender, you calm my soul 

With your soothing scent, I feel whole 

Aromatherapy at its best 

Relaxation is put to the test 

Sugar cookies, oh, how you tempt 

My senses are on full attempt 

The sweet aroma fills the air 

A scent that’s impossible to compare 

Vanilla, lavender, and sugar cookies 

The heavenly scents are hard to overlook 

I’ll cherish the smells always  

My favorite fragrances fill my heart and soul to the core. 

Do you have a favorite fragrance? What is it?

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

My Heart Guarded II

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This heart is guarded,

Afraid to give and receive love

Scared to open up

To expose these vulnerabilities.

The fear of being hurt

Of being left broken and shattered

Dismissed, unwanted

It holds me back from taking risks

From letting someone in.

Yet deep down

There is a longing for connection

For a love that is pure and true

A love that can heal and mend.

So, this heart is guarded

Continues to search and yearn

Hoping one day I will find

The courage to take the leap

And give and receive love fearlessly

But, Damn

My heart is still guarded……

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💗💚🧡💜🤍❤️

Thank you for reading.

My Heart Guarded

Elevate! 

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Elevating, believing in myself 

I hear my voice. It echoes with wealth 

A wealth of confidence and inner strength 

A power within that goes to great length 

Lengths that I once thought were out of reach 

Now I know that my goals I can breach 

My doubts and fears fall away like dust 

As I rise higher in myself, I trust 

Trust in the journey, trust in the climb 

With each step forward, I’m on the incline 

The top may be far, but I will prevail 

For I am capable, and my spirit will not fail 

Elevating, believing in myself 

I hear my voice. It echoes with wealth! 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Prompt!

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Is your life today what you pictured a year ago?

The answer to this question would be a definitely no. This past year has been a long ride with some lost loves. Doing a lot of grieving. I can say honestly that I am working on my healing and trying to pick up the pieces. I did not think I would publish my books in a year, which is an excellent thing that happened over this last year. I am also working on other projects and thankful that I have the strength to focus on my dreams. I am hanging in there, though. I have learned a lot and learned to be calmer. Fix my emotions occasionally and get on with the day.

It’s been a journey this past year. Nothing that I would have even imagined happened in my life. It’s life, though.

What about you? Is your life today what you pictured a year ago? Are you in the healing stage? Are you happier than you were last year?

Just a daily prompt! Something to think about.

Blessings and Love!

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Dreamland

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In dreamland, love’s fantasies take flight

Where hearts entwine in sweet delight

A world of wonder, free from strife

Where dreams of love bring forth new life

In sleep, we wander through this land

Where passion’s fire lights the sand

And as we dream of love’s embrace

Our hearts are filled with grace

Through fields of flowers, we gently tread

With love’s sweet whispers in our head

We dance beneath the starry skies

And feel love’s magic in our eyes

So let us dream of love and more

And let it fill our hearts once more

For in dreamland, all is right

Where love’s sweet dreams take flight

It’s so Dreamy!!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.