Monthly Archives: December 2021

End of Year!

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Yay day 365……

This year has been incredibly challenging, and I have been tested many times. There were highs and some very lows, and I am still healing from it all. Even with that, it was an okay year. With the new year coming in I am praying for new things and praying for some positive things to work out for me. Also, for the new year, I am setting fresh writing goals and pushing myself harder to get my books done and published. Looking for new and better opportunities. Looking forward to the new year. Hope all is good with everyone. Want to thank those who supported me this year on this blog and in my life. I am grateful and thankful. All the support is appreciated and was needed. Positive thinking moving into the new year.💙💚❤🧡💜💛🤎🖤🖤

What was your best time of the year? How has the year been for you? Any writing resolutions? New writing goals? Are you ready for the new year?

Happy New Year!!!!!!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Happy New Year 2022!!!!

A Thought…

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Okay, so I have a thought and not good like I seriously dislike the person I had kids with like I really wish I can go back in time and change it all meeting him and everything. I hate him and yes it’s a strong word but don’t care about him. So much bad blood. Ugghh why did I have to meet him and spend so many years with the dummy. And still, have to be because of the kids. Even though that is a battle, and he doesn’t take care of them. Guess I was the dummy for real, venting again sorry for the bluntness but that is how I feel. I really have hate for him. Sometimes wish I didn’t feel this way but I do. Oh Well. Feels

Sometimes too much to freaking deal with and no help no nothing. Tired of it

I am thinking tooooo much out loud…..Whatever! lol

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T.O.L-Heal/Hurt

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Healing the hurt

If you don’t heal what hurt, you

Heal what lost you

Heal your mind

Body

Soul

You will bleed on people

Who did not cut you

Who tries to be there

For you

Who loves you

That is why healing and becoming one

With self is important.

Heal and let all the hurt go

Can be easier said than done

Can be a long process

You should still try!

Just Heal!

Thinking out loud.  

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

I am Healing!
Heal (Trying)

T.O.L-Dating

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Date or No?

Questioning myself lately and asking am I ready to date? Thinking about relationships, love, and having someone by my side. Getting that lonely feeling. Just a little scared honestly of putting myself out there, letting my guard down. I also think that it is time to at least try to meet new people. I am a homebody and I need to get out of that. Want to live a little and be happy enjoying my life. My life consists of motherhood, working, writing all day every day. Do some different things. Just doing a little thinking well of course and it’s on my mind. Just don’t know when I would work up the courage to actually do it. Lol.

I am still a work in progress and still trying to learn to trust. Blah Blah Blah my life is boring…. Thinking out loud.

Blessings and love!

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Tomorrow

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Wow, I cannot believe that tomorrow is Christmas. To me, it just does not seem like it is the holidays. Just seems like another day. Maybe because so much is going on in the world that it can be hard to get in the Christmas spirit, hard to focus or be happy. I am just sitting here thinking of memories from when I was a kid and me and my siblings could not wait till Christmas. We used to stay up all night days before Christmas and talk about what we thought our gifts were. There were some nights where we just stared at the tree and were overly excited ready for Christmas day. I miss the old days and how things used to be. Since I got older it has never been the same. Does anybody else feel like this? Again, I am sitting here going down memory lane and thinking heavy. On the other hand, I cannot wait to see my kid’s faces light up when they open their gifts. I am trying to get in the spirit.

Are you ready for Christmas? How are you dealing with everything?

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On the inside- A different person

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A different person

You ever met a person who is beautiful, handsome and has it all together? Or so it seems that way.

On the outside everything is great. The person seem nice, strong, independent, has goals, but on the inside, the real them tells a different story. They can look a certain way to please who they want which is a cover up but act differently around others. They can be extremely mean and unpleasant to be around.

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It is crazy how well you think you know a person when in all honesty you do not know anything but what they tell which is of course lies. Do you know anyone like this? Later down the road you start to think who the hell is this person? What happened to the person I met? Man, these people are good at what they do they are good at acting, seriously a wolf in sheep’s clothing. I have met a person like this and all I can say is Scary. I know it is hard to tell how a person is and who they really are when you met them, I say that to say please people be careful. Be careful who you give yourself access to. Be careful who you trust. My thoughts, letting it out. Thank you for reading.

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Writing and I

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I had come across this and made me think of me

Working on my craft daily

Practice makes Perfect

Love what you write!!!!!

It speaks to me

Anyone else?

Currently working on books and still doing this blog. Writing is a passion and even if I am just writing my thoughts I love it just to get it out of my mind. Sometimes the notebook is my therapist.

Are you a writer? Any books on the way? What motivates you?

Thank You!

Ready.

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Ready.

Being steps ahead

Of your enemies

Your competition

Moving steady and

Smart

Ready

Goals set

Eyes

Mind

Focused

Being steps ahead

Of your self

Your thoughts

Movements

Thinking smart

Ready

Learn more

Being steps ahead

Of any and everyone

Be alert

Always

Pay attention

Ready

Goals set

Mind, body

Sprit

In tune with

Peace

Being steps ahead

Thriving

Free

Loving and prepared

Ready for it all

Smart moves, smart process

Life I am

Ready!

Blessings and Love!

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Little miss perfect (Perfect Me II)

Worry…ME

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Are you a person who can easily walk away from challenging situations? Are you a person who can easily forgive? Easily forget the negative.

Me I am not that person. I worry too much and think about the past way too much. Something I do not like about myself. I am always on edge and thinking about my past makes it worst and then anxiety kicks in. Wish it were easy for me to forget stuff, to forgive, and trust more. Want to easily walk away with no wounds. Wishful thinking huh? Yeah, it is annoying at times, and wish I could just leave the negative shit in the past. I worry too much it is crazy. Again, wish I can easily walk away from all the bad. Worrying a lot is stressful.

Ugh too much on my mind right now and want to getaway. Head spinning and mind racing fast. You ever had one of those days? Praying on it as always. Just writing to get my thoughts, feelings, and venting out. Sometimes I have to whether it is a negative post or not. I just want to be able to forgive and forget. I am me and right now I am worrying and having anxiety, must admit writing does help as it is calming for a moment. Praying for all of those having those bad days. Breathe and pray about it. Have faith.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.