Monthly Archives: August 2023

Caution! (Her)

Caution! (Her)

I say caution, please proceed with caution.

She is still trying to find herself.

Caution

Loving her will not be easy, it will not happen overnight.

Caution

Be gentle with her, her heart is fragile.

Caution

Her heart has been misguided.

Caution, please proceed with caution.

She does not know what real love is.

Caution, please proceed with caution when getting to know her.

Caution

Be aware, be alert when loving her.

I say caution please proceed with caution!

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The Past

Hello to you

The past

Memories good and bad

Along with those tough decisions

The past

Many hopes and dreams

Many setbacks lost dreams

Loveless, trustless from loves that didn’t last

The past

Down and out, that lost feeling

Not feeling yourself, have mixed emotions

Brighter days to come

Faith steps in and it’s time for healing

The past

Unleash all that’s in my bag

Unleash all the bad

Overflowing

They say pain doesn’t last forever

The past makes me think otherwise

The past

Must let go, no longer holding baggage

Started with a hello

Now its ends with

Goodbye to you

The past.

Blessings and Love

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Happiness Inside

Smiling inside and out

Can’t hide

Happiness from inside

Feeling like somebody

Do flips inside my body

Right here, right now happy

Things falling in place

Happiness from inside

Making me blush

From my own self

Feeling accomplished

Loved and proud

Happiness from deep

Inside

Where it starts

Loving myself

Like never before

Happiness inside

No one can steal this

Keeping my head up

No matter what

This happiness inside

So bright

Peaceful

Joyful

Happiness inside

I fought hard to make it here

Happiness inside

I’ll never hide

Feeling this way

With big smiles

Inside and out

Everyone can see

I love it, all around this

Happiness inside!

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎🩵🩷💛💙🩶💚🧡💜🤍❤️

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Bliss!

Bliss

B- Brains, Beauty, Business, Bonding

L-Legacy, Lust, Love, Learning

I-Integrity, Intense, In charge, Insight

S-Sexy, Sassy, Solid

S-Strength, Strict, Structure

In life there is Bliss

Sometimes it is what we desire

A blissful life, Blissful Love

A Blissful Day, A blissful night

Something so exotic

Something unknown

Bliss what we crave, what we want

Bliss such a beautiful thing

 Bliss is life

I think we should follow our Bliss

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No Way Out

Lost in a maze with no escape in sight,

Down and out, trapped in endless night

Madness creeping, clawing at my mind

No hope to find, no way to unwind.

Futile searching for a glimmer of light

But darkness reigns, an eternal blight

No path to follow, no guide to lead

Alone in my despair, consumed by need.

Trapped in a prison of my own device

No key to freedom, no chance to rise

Suffocating in a world of doubt

Seeing no way out, I scream and shout

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Feeling of Restless

Restless mind, wandering soul

Searching for something to make me whole

Tossing, turning, unable to sleep

My thoughts like a stormy sea

So deep

Restless heart, beating fast

Longing for something that will last

An ache inside that won’t subside

A yearning I cannot hide

Restless spirit, always on the move

Seeking out new paths to prove

Restless, restless, always in motion

A life lived with constant devotion

Restless dreams, so wild and free

Taking me to places I long to be

Restless, but not lost or alone

For I know I’ll find my way back home

Still though

Feelings of being restless.

-Restless-

Blessings and Love

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Mask!

Mask/Different Face

 Have you ever met a person or met people who act different depending on who they are around? Or you feel they are holding back? Not really all there. Some tend to do it to hide themselves and please others, some do it and hide to protect themselves, and those who do it to hide bad intentions. I don’t think that every person to who do is a bad person. Some. Some people like to be what others want them to be, so a mask is on pretending. When you really don’t want to but don’t feel you have a voice, so you keep that mask on. There are people who do it that do not want people to notice what they go through or what they face. I can say that I have been a person who wear a mask, I put on a smile and act like everything is okay but deep down inside there is a lot of hurt, sadness and pain. I have a wall up and do not want people to know how I am really feeling so I put a smile and I am cool, then I get away trying to avoid everybody. I do not easily connect with people again my wall is up, and I am guarded. Not saying that is a good thing because it still a mask on.

I know that there are some who have that mask on to hide their bad intentions they act and talk like they are perfect, very manipulative, they are monsters deep inside and like it or not there are some people in this world like that. Yes, there are different mask people wear, you must trust your judgement that they are a good person and in your life for a good reason. The world is filled with people who wear mask. Try to be your true self and trust that things will workout for the better. Trust I know, I am slowly letting my guard down and trying to trust. Finding the real me. Do you all know where I am coming from? Have you been there? Are you a people pleaser?

Just my thoughts tonight. Wearing a mask weather good or bad. What do you do????

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Relationships!!!

Relationship Talk!

I am Not an expert. Just my feelings

Hay people I want to talk about two of the biggest things in a relationship that I have to have. Number one is communication; this is a big deal for me especially going foreword with my life. I want a person I can be able to talk to and after talking have a clear understanding on whatever that was discussed. Communication is big in a relationship, it is good if you and your partner can communicate very well, when I say this I mean about any and everything. You and your partner can sit and talk and express how you feel. Communication was one of the reasons my last relationship of 11 years did not work out. I got tired of repeating myself and trying to express what was on my mind the other person never wanted to talk or want to hear me and it was so stressful and irritating. You should be able to talk to the one you love and hope that they understand you. Listen to each other and have each other’s back.

Number two is trust which is a must. I know some will understand me on this. In a relationship you must trust your partner and believe in them. I do not see how you can have a relationship without trust and that is for any relationship type. You must trust a person with your heart, with your feelings, judgement, skills, and financial situations, and wat they tell you. You must trust that between the two it will work out putting your all into someone that you feel have your best interest at heart and that is a big thing to trust. It is not easy. Not talking about just cheating everything above and trusting that they can do the basic responsibilities in life. Can that person keep they word? Can they be who they say they are?. So much to consider and again it is hard especially when meeting a new person.  If you have relationships based on lies it will not work, you must have foundation built on love, trust, communication, understanding, strength, faith and patience. Yes, it can be hard finding this but have faith. You have to work at it, relationships are hard work. I pray everyone find love, have faith and love with your all. What do you need in a relationship? What is a deal breaker for you? .

Thanks for reading. Please share your thoughts.

updated 8*13*2021

Broken Promises

Broken hearts in a

Broken life

So empty, yet filled with

Broken Promises

The things they tell us to

Keep us near

Sometimes with or in fear

Broken Promises

What we rely on

No matter the hurt

Sweet lies

Mostly tries

Broken Promises

Hurt spirit

Soul lost

Looking for their help

Broken Promises

At times

We try to fix

Costing a piece of ourselves

Broken Promises

With a broken heart

In a broken life

People all around, sometimes

Will give you

Broken Promises

Fighting to heal

To get away

Sometimes you have to

Watch out for

Broken Promises..

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading.

An Escape

Escape….Maybe

Do you have a place inside your mind that you escape to when so much is going on when you are stressed, a place you just want to be alone? A place you wish you can go to for real it can be any place you want it to be whether it is to a family or friend’s house, a library, a park, a different country, or state, wherever you want it to be, and be peaceful. Or is there a show or movie, or a game that helps keep your mind off the stresses of life?

That place for me inside my mind is a place that is calm and has great scenery like a waterfall, an aquarium, or the ocean where I can watch what happens underwater, the beauty of it all, and love the color of the ocean and watching the water. It brings me peace and I am also interested in learning about the several types of fish and other sea creatures. Watching it and learning at the same time is my escape. That is why I like watching tv shows based on the ocean and animal life. I have noticed that when I am watching those shows I get lost in them at that moment my mind is focused on learning new things, and it is fascinating. I also want to visit places with waterfalls they are so beautiful, and a scene one can get lost in. waterfalls are cool and I would love to visit some and take a lot of pictures of them.

When I am going through a lot it is music sometimes and other times it is my mind watching the ocean and thinking peaceful thoughts or thinking of animals in the sea. Might be weird to others but that is my escape. What is yours? Where does your mind take you? What place would you want to visit that has great scenery? Have you felt like you wanted to escape life?

I think some people need those places in their head/mind to make it through their day. Do you agree with that?

Blessing and Love!

Thank you for reading.