Beautiful words!!
Give selflessly, love selflessly, live selflessly
Life can be that beautiful!
Blessings! Goodnight!
Thank You.


Beautiful words!!
Give selflessly, love selflessly, live selflessly
Life can be that beautiful!
Blessings! Goodnight!
Thank You.


How it started and when it started
This feeling on being unwanted
Abandoned
As a child, as a teen
As an adult
Being told at a young age
I’m not special enough
Cute enough
Smart enough
That I am nothing at all
Left alone
Abandoned
By those who said they love me
Would always be there
But you see they are
Gone, nowhere to be found
Abandoned
Searching for answers
Feeling of being alone
Closed in, nowhere to turn, fearful
Can’t speak, Afraid
My voice does not matter
Abandonment
Got me feeling no one cares
Abandonment
Screaming out for help
Being left, being unheard
Being let down constantly
Abandoned
Even by myself
I let me down too
Abandoned
Feeling of being ashamed
Of my pain, my scars
The fucked up past
Lifeless
Why though?
Being abandoned so young
Made me grow into darkness
Abandonment
Something I still try to get over
Abandoned
Feeling lost
Unwanted
Unloved
It is too much of a feeling
This sad, and fucked up feeling of
A nobody
Lost soul
Feelings of and truth of..
Abandoned
Thank you for reading.


Challenge
I challenge myself daily, pushing myself and family to always to do what is right and be on top of things. Goals are important to me and I ty to accomplish them. I do my best to be a good leader, parent, daughter, sister, and friend. Learning along the way and still challenging the inner me.
I love to out do myself if that makes sense lol try to do things over and better. Challenge the inner me and surviving.
It is a challenge daily. Yes indeed! And I am all for it.
Have a good one.
Thank you for reading.


Not Love!
If it is destroying, you then it is not love
Love should not hurt
Love should not make you sad, make you cry, keep you drained or stressed
If it is hurting you, then it is not love
Love should be a good feeling, should be happy and filled with joy
Not always chaotic
If it is not love….Walk away
Thank you for reading.


Just want to give a big ass shout out to all my Beautiful, Gorgeous, women out there. Keep being strong
We all know how it go.
It be days like this. Just don’t want to be bothered with the world…. And sometimes it makes shit more fucked up…Ladies am I Alone??
Yesss. Shout out to Mary J Blige for this song..
Feels right now….


Hello all, my blog peeps. Tonight, I am not cool…..
So, I just posted a poem earlier I wrote about me being tired of my past having a tight ass hold on me. Is there anyone else like this? Where you seem like you cannot escape it, the past? Sometimes I hate that I replay past situations in my head. Then here I am on a damn emotional rollercoaster. Sometimes I just want revenge, I want to do harm, I want to unleash the beast. It gets crazy in this head of mines, and I try to contain it all. I also question why am I like this, why can’t I let it all go? Ugh. I just want some people to fucking suffer. Is that a bad thing? Damn these scars I have.
BREATHE
It is too much right now. I need to get back to focus.
Okay! Whew had to let that out. I am still a work in progress and have thoughts like this from time to time. Was triggered a little today and it had me in a mood. Just venting don’t know if I am the only one. I must continue to pray. I felt close to the edge.
Praying on it and hopefully sleep good and better afterwards. Of course, my blog is my therapy. Please don’t judge me. Just had a fucked-up moment. LET IT Out!!!!
I am trying…WHEW
Again, BREATHE
Thank you for reading.


Snow!
Snow falling, sweet memories
Hot chocolate in hand
Feeling cozy, feeling love
Watching the snowfall
Looking pretty and peaceful
Thinking of happy thoughts
With a warm heart
Snow falling, keeping me still, content
I love watching the snowfall
Fond of what it brings to my spirit
Love winter, Love snow
The beautiful snowfall!
Thanks for reading!


#Snow #Poetry #JustWrite
Be brave
Just Write and Be You!

Value Yourself!!


As I stated in a blog post before I love watching waterfalls or just looking at pictures of them.
So tonight, I am sharing some beautiful waterfall pics. Just pics tonight






No, I did not take them (I Wish) just some I came across and love them
Such scenery and places I want to be, just to be peaceful
Have a good one
Blessings and Love
Thank you for stoping by!


Monday night quotes.
Quotes I am sharing tonight spoke to me about self-love and care and about following your dreams. It is important to treat ourselves right and do what is best for ourselves.
These are not my words. Just saw these quotes and I love them, and I hope they speak to you all as well. Become the best you that you can!!! I want everyone to succeed!
Just wanted to share them.

“Never ever stop believing in yourself. You are born to make it big.”
“Never let life impede on your ability to manifest your dreams. Dig deeper into your dreams and deeper into yourself and believe that anything is possible, and make it happen”
“The worst thing you can do is let someone get comfortable with treating you wrong.”
“You define your own life. Don’t let other people write your script”


Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.