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Little Girl Lost

Lost Little Girl

Little lost girl

Fighting to find her way

Lost with no direction

Sad eyes, heart hurting, mind racing

Wounds open, flesh

Lost little girl

Thrown to the wolves, the sharks, the bad

The ugly, clowns, death

Raging to get free

Surrounded by the unknown, Dark

Lost little girl

Scared, shocked, afraid

Alone, cold, wondering

Mad, darkness, raged, shaking

Lost in a world, no clue

She is lost, no soul, no nothing

Lost little girl

Can she be found???

Thank You For Reading.

****Just A Poem!!****

Trapped

Trapped

I feel like I am trapped inside a nightmare

My heart is racing like crazy, thoughts swirling in my head

I am trapped

I feel like I can not move something is

Keeping me still, blank stare, tuning everything out

I am trapped

Pleading that someone wake me up

I am feeling trapped I cannot speak

Again, blank stare, wanting to say something

But cannot mouth will not move, shut closed tight

I am trapped

Feeling dizzy, full of anxiety

What the hell is going on?

I am trapped looking for a way to escape

Trapped all the way around in my mind life

I am trapped

Thank you for reading.

Move On…

When it’s time to move on, that’s just the thing to do. Do not try to force things. Sometimes it’s better to move on and focus on yourself. Everything happens for a reason and you can’t stay stuck wondering why. It can hurt if you have to let a person go but always put yourself and feelings first. Do what is right for you. Move on, heal, and become a better version of you.

Yes it will take time if hurt and pain is there, just take it one day at a time. Trust I know it’s hard. Even if it’s moving on from an old job, or leaving a state or town, changing school, anything. Change can be hard.

Moving on from anything in life can be challenging, have faith and pray that everything will be alright.

Just thinking tonight want to make some changes and move on from the past. Letting out my thoughts and feelings. Just Write and get it out!

Thank you for reading.

Trust Issues…

Trust, this word and it’s meaning. I hate that sometimes it is hard for me to trust people and situations. I tend to question everyone and everything around me. I do not open up easy to people because I automatically don’t trust them. Is this a bad thing?

I really look at people and be like nah you can’t be trusted then I just don’t deal with them. I can honestly say that I do not have any friends. None. The closet person I talk to and hang out with is my sister. I also do not want to bring any type of friends around me and my family who don’t have good intentions. I have been through a lot of shit with different people and maybe that’s why. I don’t know just thinking and venting.

What are yours thoughts on trust? Do you easily trust people you meet? Thinking, thinking, thinking and more thinking of course lol. I hope y’all night is good. Wishing love, peace, happiness, and blessing to you and yours! Thank you for reading.

Bond and Love!

Bond and Love!

Hello everyone, how is your night going? Tonight, I want to talk about being a parent and the bond between parent and child.

There is nothing like have a bond with your children. I look at my two children and I know that they fulfill me. I do my best and want to give them the world. The love and bond between a parent and child to me is unmatched. Yes, there will be ups and downs of course that is life. All you can do as a parent is teach them what is right, teach them leadership, discipline, talk to them and always check to see how they are feeling, build them up, teach them responsibilities, teach them finances, and pray over them and for them. Yes, a difficult task, but when you start a family it is what you signed up for it is your priority.

With my two kids I have talks with them all the time and yes, my son gets very irritated lol he is eleven years old and thinks he knows it all and think he is a man. He gets mad sometimes when I have to correct him and let him know what the right way is to do things. I have to teach them the right and wrongs and the way of the world. So, I stay on top of them, always picking their brain and giving them knowledge and teaching them the things I had to learn on my own. I am their friend too but of course I have to let them know that I am their mother first. Even with the challenges I would not change anything. I feel like my kids made me and are making me a better person as we grow together. I often think of what my life would be like if I did not have children that’s kind of scary. I am thankful that I do they have truly saved my life and I sooooo love my bond with them, even when they are getting on my nerves lol (I know I am not the only one LOL). It is still all loving no matter what. A great bond one that you pray will never break.

I am a mother who has come a long way, a mother who is learning and growing, while growing, building, and teaching her children. My little ones, my friends, my buddies, my homies, my cubs, my hearts, my everything, my strength, my life. A bond full of love.

Shoutout to all parents trust I know it is not easy, keep your head up and do your best.

Hope you all have a goodnight. Sending love, peace, happiness, faith and blessings to you and your families. Goodnight and I thank you for reading.

Thank You.

Happy Writing, Blogging!!!!!

Relaxing!

Relaxing Monday Night

Hello all. This night, Just sitting here letting the pen do the work. Letting these word flow freely. I have so much on my mind and want to let out somethings tonight. It has been kind of hectic lately and I am trying to figure things out and get grip on life, and when I am stressed, I write. Hopefully the rest of the night I can stop overthinking about the small stuff. Also hopefully I can get some sleep tonight, the last couple days I have not been able to get a goodnight rest. Been very stressed though. Wish I had some sleepy time tea right now but whatever(I'll just have to deal with it). Going to get a little more done now. Kids are in bed so I will be going to bed soon.....Hopefully lol

So that is my night writing and relaxing. How is your Monday night going? What are you doing? What do you do to relive stress? Happy writing writers/bloggers! Hope you all are having a good night. Love, Peace, Happiness and Blessings. Remember to love yourself always and those around you. Self-love is key. Have a good night.

Thank you for reading. Sending loving your way!!!

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Monday!

Happy Monday! How is everyone’s day going? Mine is going okay! Had work earlier but only had to work a few hours this morning and it went by fast. No school for my kids today so we are relaxing watching a new spongebob show called Kamp Koral, they are really enjoying it. I’m not really paying attention lol. I’m sitting here with my notebook and pen writing out goals, ideas, my plans, and thinking about more content for my book.

We might go walking depending on if my kids feel up to it. Just enjoying this day so far hopefully I can get more done in my book, it is taking me some time but m going to make it happen.

Well back to this writing I go and let this pen flow and chilling with my 2 loves. Enjoy the rest of your day everyone.

Thank you for reading.

My Friday Night!

My Friday Night!!!

Hello everyone! Yay Friday! How was your week? How was your day. I had an okay day just getting some goals completed. I got some writing done, some chores that I have been putting off for days done and yes, I am happy about that (Progress).

I am so happy tonight because I have the night to myself. I get to relax and enjoy my own company (Peace, YAY!!) I am very thankful for my dad who came to pick my kids up today and he will have them for the weekend. So happy this alone time is needed and been a long time coming (Yesss). Having some drinks, writing, brainstorming, chilling, good vibes, and Music, a joint and I am great by myself and Yes, I AM Cool With That!!

I am thankful for this day and thankful and grateful to be around the ones I love. I hope your day and night was cool. Again, this night is needed, and it has been great.

Have a great night people, wishing you all Love, happiness, Peace, and Blessings.

Thank you for reading.

March-End Of The Month!

End of The Month...

Hello everyone, how is everyone doing tonight? My night is going okay had a kind of hard day but that is behind me now. Hope all is okay.

Well, it is the last day of the month of March. And for me it has been challenging and filled with lost and sadness. My days has been hard to get through and been emotional. Even on the bad days I try to be strong and keep it pushing. The month been a rollercoaster for me, yet I am still writing this with a smile on my face.

With all that is going on this month I have remained grateful and thankful. Praying works for me and still grateful for life waking up and trying my best every day. I am thankful that I am still working, taking care of my family, writing, becoming more positive. Even though I am still mad and hurting about my mom I continue to pray for strength and healing, and I have faith.

How has the month of March been for you? Are you excited for a new month?

Hoping the month of April brings better things for me and my family. I hope that I can do more for my family, write more, try to get one of my books done, and be a better me overall. Working on my monthly goals for April also. Do you have any goals for April?

I am still healing and hopefully remain on the right path next month and months to come.

Thank you for reading.

Tired..

Well going to call it a night people. Hope you all had a good day and night.

I am grateful for this day and to be around my loving kids. I am thankful they are in my life, they keep me together No Lie. I am also grateful for this blog and being able to put my feelings and crazy thoughts out there and being able to fully be me. I thank everyone who reads my blog I appreciate it. I hope your writing and blogging makes you feel free and you are doing something you love. Happy Writing! Again thank you.

What are you grateful for this day. How was your day?

Sending prayers and wishing you love and happiness. Goodnight everyone.

Thank you for reading.

Ray'Elaine